Re: Fic.. "Random Thoughts" PG-13

["Pat Kelly"]

Again. Great. And again. Torture! :-)

More please.

Later

Pat

"When I held that gun, I felt an incredible surge of power. Like God must feel when he's holding a gun.." (Homer J. Simpson)

"You've been fighting evil here for three years, and I've helped some, and now we're supposed to decide what we want to do with our lives. And I just realized that that's what I want to do. Fight evil, help people. I mean, I think it's worth doing. And I don't think you do it because you have to. It's a good fight, Buffy, and I want in."

"I kind of love you."
(Willow Rosenberg, Buffy Summers, BTVS)

"Don't.."
"What? Don't love you? I didn't know I got a choice in that."
(Angel, Buffy Summers, BTVS)
----- Original Message -----
From: A.M. Glass
To: buffyloveswillow@xxxxxxxxxxx
Sent: Friday, November 19, 1999 1:39 AM
Subject: [buffyloveswillow] Fic.. "Random Thoughts" PG-13


"Random Thoughts"

By Angela
E-mail: glasswrks@xxxxxxxxx
Copyright: Nov.18, 1999
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Joss owns all, except this story.
Author's Note: Another journal entry in the life of Willow Rosenberg, also this story takes into account that Oz wasn't around..




I'm sort of in a hurry... Buffy's just a few feet away and I don't wanna take a chance that she might look over my shoulder and read this.

I did a bad thing today...

Not a really BAD, bad thing...

But bad.

I cast a spell.


Willow quickly glanced over her left shoulder to where Buffy was reading on her bed.


A love spell.

I...

It wasn't meant to do what it feels like it's doing...


Willow typed, absent-mindedly wiping her brow.


"Will... do you want me to open the window?" Buffy asked, having watched her friend repeat the same gesture seven times in the last five minutes.

"Window? Yes... please," she answered, licking her parched lips.

Oh... this is so not good...


Willow tilted her head to one side when she heard Buffy opening the window.


Wow! I can hear her heartbeat...

Um... there was an accident...

A really small one.

And now.

All I'm thinking about is the overwhelming urge to kiss...



"Will... did you say something?" Buffy asked, thinking she had heard... something coming from Willow's direction.

"No... not... not a sound," she replied, which was not entirely true.
She moaned, and that really wasn't saying anything, or so she thought.


'I've got to leave the room,' she thought to herself.

If only I hadn't thought of Buffy while I was completing the spell...

I didn't mean to think of her...

She sort of drifted in...

Buffy...

Bad Willow...

Stop having those...

Thoughts?

Those nice...

Bad

Naughty thoughts...

Don't think about slowly turning around, getting up from the chair and walking over to her.



'Oh... no.'
Willow shook her head.


Don't think about taking the book out of her hands...



'No...'

Letting your right hand find its way to the back of her neck, and bringing her face inches away from yours...



"No," she whispered, as she continued to type. Her eyes staring at Buffy's reflections on the monitor, not paying attention that she had begun to write in the second-person.

Looking into her eyes...

Seeing the confusion...

At first.

Then gently...

Ever so gently kissing her.

Feeling her warm lips on yours.

Hearing her say:


"Why?"

"Because I love you," you answer.
Kissing her again...



"Will... Will.. WILLOW!"

"Huh!? What?" she replied, her breathing labored.

"Are you okay? You seem a little out of it."

"Fine... I... I.. think I'll take a walk."

"Do you want me to go with you?"

"No! Um... no, tha's okay. I'll be back promise," she said, closing the file, getting to her feet and finding that her legs would not support her for a few seconds.

"If you're sure?"

"Oh... yeah, positive. I might stop off at the library."

"Call me, you know, before you decide to come back. I'll meet you there," Buffy said.

"Sure... I've... I've got to go, bye," Willow replied, grabbing her books and heading out the door. 'Only four hours... four hours,' she thought.
That's when the spell would be broken, and everything would return to normal.


'Won't it?' she thought as she left Stevenson's Hall and headed towards the library.

The End.





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