Re: Not So Bad Beer, Part 2

["Pat Kelly"]

Hey Janine.

Excellent really. Buffy as cave slayer is just stripping(no pun intended)
her down to emotion. Something normal Buffy would never allow to happen.
Unless pushed to the breaking point. Very nice. Can't wait to see more.

"Bu.I," she continued correcting herself.
"Love.you. I love you," she said looking down at Willow pleadingly.

(In that small voice, I can just picture it. So cute)

Later

Pat

"When I held that gun, I felt an incredible surge of power. Like God must
feel when he's holding a gun.." (Homer J. Simpson)

"You've been fighting evil here for three years, and I've helped some, and
now we're supposed to decide what we want to do with our lives. And I just
realized that that's what I want to do. Fight evil, help people. I mean, I
think it's worth doing. And I don't think you do it because you have to.
It's a good fight, Buffy, and I want in."

"I kind of love you."
(Willow Rosenberg, Buffy Summers, BTVS)

"Don't.."
"What? Don't love you? I didn't know I got a choice in that."
(Angel, Buffy Summers, BTVS)
----- Original Message -----
From: jbstories _ <jbstories@xxxxxxxxxxx>
To: <buffyloveswillow@xxxxxxxxxxx>
Sent: Thursday, November 25, 1999 6:47 PM
Subject: [buffyloveswillow] Not So Bad Beer, Part 2


> From: "jbstories _" <jbstories@xxxxxxxxxxx>
>
> NOT SO BAD BEER
> =====================================
> By Janine (jbstories@xxxxxxxxxxx)
>
> Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, they belong to Joss Whedon
> and Mutant Enemy. I will not be making any money etc, yadda, yadda.
>
> Rating: PG-13 (so far anyway:)
>
> Synopsis: What happened after the credits rolled in the episode BAD BEER.
> =====================================
>
> Part Two
> -----------------
>
> The trip back from the washroom to their dorm room passed by uneventfully
> for the most part. There was the tiny matter of Buffy trying to take off
> the robe continually, but Willow caught her before she was able to open it
> up. At least she thought she had caught her before she was able to open
it
> up.
>
> After ushering Buffy into their room Willow relaxed notably. There was
> considerably less Buffy could do in the sanctity of their room that would
be
> spread across the campus. Now all she had to do was find something to
> entertain Buffy for a few minutes while she changed. They weren't going
to
> go through the 'naked, nude, unclothed bodies in close proximity to each
> other' thing again anytime soon. Not if Willow Rosenberg had anything to
> say about it.
>
> "Well, look at that," Willow said walking over to her snow globe. Buffy
> followed her. "Here," Willow said handing the sphere over to her friend.
> "You tip it like this," Willow instructed while demonstrating how the
globe
> worked.
>
> "Snow go up.snow go down," Buffy said turning the globe.
"Up.down.up.down."
> Willow smiled and headed over to her closet.
>
> Pulling out her pajamas Willow quickly changed into them not wanting to
get
> caught by Buffy again. She could still hear Buffy talking to her new
> friend, but she decided to play it safe. The cave slayer could be sneaky
> when she wanted to. Peaking out from around the door once she was dressed
> Willow saw that Buffy was now trying to use reverse psychology on the snow
> globe. She would say up then turn the globe down and vice versa.
>
> "That's so cute," Willow thought to herself. "No wait," she continued to
> think turning her head away. "That's not cute, not cute at all. Buffy is
> not cute.Buffy's sexy...No wait, Buffy's not sexy, I repeat not sexy in
the
> least, she gorgeous.No wait.she's." Willow stopped thinking and closed her
> eyes, she was starting to hyper ventilate. After taking a few deep
breaths
> she spoke to herself softly. "Okay," she started. "You are calm and
> strong.like the mighty oak." Then she steeled herself and re-entered the
> room.
>
> "Okay," Willow said in a tone that was way too chipper.
>
> "Okay," Buffy repeated in a similar tone as she turned her attention away
> from the snow globe and over to Willow.
>
> "Why don't we get you out of that and." before Willow could finish the
> sentence Buffy had torn the robe from her body. ".into something more
> comfortable," Willow said finishing the sentence softly. So much for
> avoiding the nude, there was now plenty of nude. There was nude all over
> the place and it was very well lit.
>
> "Comfortable," Buffy said stretching. Despite her best intentions Willow
> found herself watching the display attentively. She watched the way
Buffy's
> muscles played under her skin, and the way the light reflected off of her
> perfectly tanned skin.
>
> "Oh my," Willow muttered to herself closing her eyes. This was not good.
> This was not good at all. Bad, bad, hormones.
>
> "Okay," Willow said finally pulling herself together. "Forget the
> comfortable part, let's just concentrate on the something. Let's just get
> you into something," she continued moving over to Buffy's drawers to find
> some clothes for her.
>
> "Why?" Buffy asked moving over so that she was standing behind Willow.
>
> "Because," Willow answered acutely aware of Buffy's presence behind her.
> She could feel the other girls warmth wrapping around her like a blanket.
> "People wear clothes in today's society. There are laws about it."
>
> "Why?" Buffy asked again moving closer so that she could see over Willow's
> shoulder.
>
> "Because," Willow said her voice catching in her throat a bit. "We can't
> just walk around naked."
>
> "Why?" Buffy asked again.
>
> "Because.because it leads to fornication and.and orgies," Willow finally
> responded trying to concentrate on looking through the drawers.
>
> "So?" Buffy asked. Willow paused in her searching. She hadn't thought
> about it that way.
>
> "So.so this is college.we don't do that here," Willow responded flustered.
> She had to get them off of the topic of nudity and orgies. "Buffy,
please,"
> Willow said softly turning around. "Just put on some clothes.I'm begging
> over here," Willow continued trying to keep her eyes above Buffy's neck.
>
> Buffy was silent for a moment. She just stood there watching Willow,
> studying her. Then she responded. "Okay," she agreed sullenly as she
> looked down at the floor. She clearly didn't want to be putting on any
> clothes, but she didn't want to upset Willow either, she wanted Willow to
be
> happy, so she agreed.
>
> "Really?" Willow asked surprised. "Good," she added quickly before Buffy
> could change her mind. "Alright, let's see what we've got here," Willow
> said turning back to the drawers.
>
> Even thought Buffy had agreed to put something on it took Willow quite
some
> time still to find something that the girl was actually willing to put on.
> The floor of the room was covered with the rejects Buffy had tossed away.
> Finally, Willow was able to get Buffy to at least put on a pair of
underwear
> and a tank top. It still didn't leave a lot to the imagination, and
Willow
> would have preferred a complete ensemble, but, well it was better than
> nothing.
>
> ===========================================================
>
> Willow was tired, she was very tired, and therein lay the problem because
> Buffy wasn't tired. She had tried everything to get Buffy to go to sleep,
> she really had. She offered to part with her snow globe and everything,
but
> the answer was still a no. Finally, she just lay down on her bed staring
at
> the ceiling hoping that Buffy would wear herself out soon.
>
> Buffy watched Willow flop down on her bed and close her eyes. She watched
> her for moment from her bed, then she walked over to Willow's bed and sat
> down on the side brushing some stray strands of hair out of Willow's face.
> Willow's eyes popped open at the touch and looked up meeting Buffy's gaze
> with her own.
>
> "Oh, hello," was all Willow was able to get out, and that was a whisper.
> She knew that she should look away, but she just couldn't, she was caught.
> Caught in Buffy's gaze, and in her beauty. Even in this devolved state
> Buffy was startlingly beautiful, still had an aura about her that drew
> Willow in completely.
>
> "Buffy stay here," Buffy said still not breaking their eye contact.
Willow
> knew instinctively that Buffy meant that she wanted to stay there on the
bed
> with her. No, Willow thought to herself, absolutely not. Completely
> unacceptable, I will not stand for that!
>
> "Okay," was what actually came out of her mouth however. It was nice to
> know that her mind and her mouth were operating together.
>
> Willow shifted on the bed to make room for Buffy who then proceeded to lay
> down beside her. Once Buffy was settled she placed Willow's head on her
> shoulder and began to play with the hackers hair. Willow remained still
and
> let Buffy play with her hair, but she didn't relax. She couldn't. She
kept
> on thinking about how she shouldn't be allowing this to happen, how it was
> taking advantage of Buffy's situation. She knew that none of it would
have
> been happening if Buffy was herself, and that's why she should stop it.
> Because she was enjoying the attention and the touching way too much.
>
> Just as Willow was in the final stages of drifting off to sleep she felt
it.
> Soft lips being pressed against hers. It was gentle and sweet, like
> kissing a cloud. After a moment more Willow opened her mouth and allowed
> the kiss to be deepened. Finally after minutes of gentle exploration the
> lips pulled away and Willow felt a hand on her cheek. Slowly she opened
her
> eyes.
>
> Buffy was still lying beside her but her head was now directly about
> Willow's looking down.
>
> "Buffy," Willow said softly almost in amazement. She couldn't believe
that
> this was happening.
>
> Buffy didn't respond, she merely brought their lips back together
> passionately. When Willow didn't pull away Buffy moved her lips over
> Willow's bottom lip and sucked on it gently, stroking across the smooth
> softness with her tongue. Willow exhaled against her lips then pressed
her
> lips against Buffy's as she slid her hand across Buffy's back. The
passion
> rose between them, both of them drawing in breath deeply as it scorched
> them, with seconds they were kissing deeply once again, hungrily. Mouths
> open and tongues tangling they dueled. Willow pressed into Buffy's strong
> body eyes closed trying to absorb every sensation coursing through her
body
> through osmosis.
>
> Finally, Willow wrenched her mouth away from Buffy's placing her hands on
> Buffy's shoulders to hold her back. She had to but a stop to what they
were
> doing. Every fiber in Willow's being wanted to continue, wanted take
Buffy
> and kiss every inch of her body. She wanted it so much it hurt, but she
> just couldn't let that happen. The timing, the circumstances were all
> wrong, and to continue would be wrong too. Buffy was in a state of
> vulnerability and she would NOT abuse that, she wouldn't abuse Buffy in
that
> way. And then there was Oz. She couldn't do this to him.
>
> Buffy tried to lean forward to kiss Willow again, but Willow kept up the
> resistance. She was actually surprised that she was able to keep her
hands
> out, every part of her body was on fire. She had never experienced
anything
> like that before in her life. She loved Oz, and when they were together
it
> was amazing, but nothing that she had ever experienced with him had
prepared
> her for what she and Buffy had just shared.
>
> "No," Willow said, her voice cracking. Buffy looked down at her with a
> confused expression. Willow understood the feeling. What she was doing
was
> in complete contradiction to every signal that her body was sending out.
>
> "Willow, and Buffy," Buffy said. "Together," she continued trying to lean
> down once again. Once more Willow stopped her.
>
> "We can't," Willow said softly. It was a struggle for her to just get the
> words out of her mouth. Her heart constricted every time she spoke.
>
> "Why?" Buffy asked. Willow could just detect the forming of tears in the
> corner of Buffy's eyes. "Bu.I," she continued correcting herself.
> "Love.you. I love you," she said looking down at Willow pleadingly.
>
> "Oh, god.Buffy," Willow said breaking their eye contact. They
couldn't.they
> just couldn't. "We can't."
>
> Buffy leaned back, then once she was settled she stared at Willow for a
> moment not saying a word. Then she closed her eyes and remained like that
> for a few moments. When she opened them again Willow could see tears.
>
> "Buffy bad," she said not bothering to try speaking in the first person
> anymore. "Willow hate Buffy," she continued starting to get off of the
bed.
> "No!" Willow said firmly reaching out this time to bring Buffy back. "I
> don't hate you, I couldn't never hate you," she continued. "I love you."
>
> "Then why?" Buffy asked. Her gaze wasn't accusatory or angry, she was
just
> struggling to understand something Willow wasn't sure she could explain to
> her. Wasn't sure she could explain to herself.
>
> "It's not the right time," Willow said looking into Buffy's eyes trying to
> convey what she was feeling. "I love you, but we can't right now. It's
> just not the right time."
>
> Buffy lowered her head, thinking about what Willow said.
>
> "But, sometime?" she asked looking back up at the red-head.
>
> Willow stared at her. She didn't know how to answer that really. There
was
> so much she didn't know, and that question encompassed all of it. She
> didn't know if Buffy would remember anything that had happened between
them
> when she returned to herself. She didn't know what was happening between
> her and Oz and anymore and what that meant, if it meant anything at all,
to
> what was happening between her and Buffy. She couldn't possibly know if

> there would ever be a sometime, even if she wanted there to be.
>
> "Sometime," she finally responded. She hadn't thought about the answer or
> what it meant, but it was out there now. Buffy smiled and Willow smiled
> back. "We should go to sleep," Willow said finally. The night really had
> worn her out. Besides she wasn't sure that she could handle anymore deep
> revelations, or contemplation's.
>
> "Buffy stay here?" Buffy asked even though it really was more of a
> statement.
>
> "Yeah," Willow responded. Once the words were out of her mouth Buffy
moved
> so that she was lying behind Willow and then she wrapped her arms around
the
> red-heads waist drawing them together.
>
> When Buffy pulled them together Willow became acutely aware of the curves
> and plains of Buffy's body pressed up against her own. She also was
> re-introduced to the warmth and suddenly wondered if the sleeping
> arrangements were such a good idea after all.
>
> ==============================================================
>
> End of Part 2
>
> More to come later,
> Janine
>
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