Fic: More Than Words...End

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Part Two
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Willow was standing in the front of the mirror watching herself not scream
when the phone began to ring. Buffy came out of the closet (insert your own
joke) and headed towards the phone.

"Hel…" she started to say before remembering she couldn't speak. She waited
a few more seconds then put the receiver back down on the cradle.

"Who was it?" Willow asked walking over.

Buffy shrugged.

"Oh, right," Willow mouthed shifting her gaze to the ground.

"Willo…" Buffy started to say. Instead she stopped since Willow couldn't
hear her, and reached out her hand placing it on Willow's shoulder. Willow
looked up.

"We have to get dressed," Buffy said stoking her thumb along the line of
Willow's shoulder.

Willow nodded. It was going to be a long day.
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The rumors and trial and tribulations of the past few days were the last
thing on Willow's mind as she and Buffy walked through the streets of
Sunnydale hand in hand. Shortly after getting dressed they'd stopped trying
to mouth sentences to each other. The more they tried to talk the harder it
seemed to become to decipher what was being said. The silence however had
left them feeling terribly lonely. Buffy had walked over to Willow moments
before they left the room and hugged her. Since then they had remained in
constant physical contact with each other.

With no words between them to distract or confuse, they were left with only
feeling. The contact between them, and the feelings brought about by being
so close together were the only things keeping them sane. All around them
there was chaos, but together they were able to find some serenity.
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When the door to Giles's house opened Xander jumped up off of the couch
rushing out from behind it to meet them. He ended up stopping short,
however, when he saw them holding hands. They obviously didn't need any
comfort from him, so took to standing just behind the couch.

Soon after they entered the house Buffy released Willows hand and headed
over to where Giles was standing.

"Hey," she mouthed to him. He nodded and gave her a sad smile. Glancing
behind him Buffy saw Xander and smiled at him giving a little wave. He gave
a little wave back then returned to standing still.

Willow suddenly got excited and took the marker board that they had bought
on the way over and started writing on it. Smiling she held it up a moment
later. It read: Hi Giles. The watcher smiled and walked over to her
drawing Willow into a hug. Buffy didn't really want to interrupt but she
had to tell Giles about her dream. Walking over to them she tapped Giles on
the arm.

"I've got to talk," she stopped. "Tell you something," she continued a
mouth correcting herself. None of them were going to be TALKING about
anything for a while. "It's important," she continued. Willow nodded along
with Buffy. The Slayer had told her about the dream before they left the
dorm, writing down the story-minus the make-out part-on a pad of paper.

Giles nodded and motioned her into the kitchen. Buffy cast one last look at
Willow, one she hoped was reassuring then followed Giles into the kitchen.
Willow then headed into the main part of the room where Xander, Anya, Spike
and a woman Willow assumed to Olivia-Giles' 'friend'-were sitting.
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Buffy glanced at the window again. It was almost dusk, she was going to
have to go soon. Willow was sitting beside her on the couch but she had
fallen asleep about half an hour earlier. The hackers head was now lying on
Buffy's shoulder and there was no space between their bodies whatsoever.
Spike had glared at her a couple of times but she ignored him. Having
Willow that close to her made it all go away, at least for a time. But that
time was running out. Buffy reached around with the arm that wasn't being
smooshed against her side by Willow's body and touched he hacker's shoulder.

"Willo…" she started to say before remembering. They'd all been doing that
all day. Forgetting that they couldn't talk. Then when it finally hit them
it was like being slapped across the face. Closing her mouth Buffy switched
tactics and began to shake Willow lightly. She really didn't want to wake
her friend up, but she what she wanted didn't matter. She had a town to
protect.

Willow moaned a little-Buffy could feel the vibrations in her chest even
though no sound came out-and snuggled closer to the Slayer. Buffy closed
her eyes. If it wasn't for the fact that the entire town had been caught in
the grip of a mysterious disease she'd think that she had found had found
her own private utopia. Opening her eyes she tugged at Willow again. This
time the hacker woke up and lifted her head from Buffy's shoulder. Buffy
smiled at her.

"Just tell me I wasn't snoring," Willow mouthed to her.

"No snoring, minimal drool," Buffy mouthed back. Willow smiled but remained
where she was. "I've gotta get up," Buffy mouthed to her apologetically a
moment later. Willow looked at her confused, then her eyes widened and she
blushed while backing away from Buffy.

Buffy regarded the red-head for a moment. She wanted to reach out and take
Willow into her arms and kiss away all her concerns. Usually when the
situations they found themselves in got heavy she would be able to comfort
Willow with words, by getting her to concentrate on the sound of her voice
instead of what was bothering her. Now, that had been taken away leaving
the urge to comfort her physically even stronger.

With an inaudible sigh Buffy stood up and headed into Giles's bathroom to
get ready for patrol.
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Willow shifted into the spot where Buffy had been sitting after the Slayer
got up. It was warm and toasty, and Buffy's perfume lingered in the air.
Glancing to the side she caught Anya staring at her. Willow raised her
eyebrow slightly asking 'what?' silently. Anya pointed at her, then she
turned and looked in the direction Buffy had gone, indicating the Slayer.
Then she raised her hands into the air making an "O" shape with one hand.
With the other hand she extended two fingers and inserted them into the "O"
shape pumping them in and out a couple of times. Once she was finished she
looked up a Willow with a questioning look on her face.

Willow looked around to see if anyone else had caught the gesture. They
seemed oblivious and Willow clamed down a bit. Turning her attention back
to Anya she scowled at her.

"What?" Anya mouthed. They were always getting mad at her.
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Willow stayed in the main room for a few moments longer then got up and went
to look for Buffy. She had this sinking feeling in the bottom of her
stomach. She didn't want Buffy to go out there. She found Buffy in Giles's
bathroom leaning over the counter looking into the mirror. Spotting her
Buffy looked up.

"Hey," the Slayer mouthed. Willow gave her a little nod and walked into the
room. "What's the up?" Buffy mouthed noticing the concerned look on
Willow's face.

"Do you have to go?" Willow asked closing the distance between them. Buffy
reached out closing the distance between them and pulled Willow into a hug.
After a few second Buffy then pulled back so that Willow could see her face.

"You know I do," Buffy mouthed with a regretful look on her face. Willow
didn't make any kind of response. Buffy could tell that she was not at all
happy with that reply. Willow didn't want her to go, that was as clear as
the day was long. What was also clear was that it didn't make a difference
what either of them wanted, she HAD to go, just like she HAD to do a lot of
other things.

Buffy closed the distance between them and leaned forward so that their
foreheads were resting against each other. She brought her hand up to
Willow's cheek and stroked it lightly with her thumb. She knew that
whatever she did to comfort Willow would have to be more than words. So,
when she leaned in even more her intentions were completely pure. The act
that she was about to perform was out of friendship and the need to help,
and those only. She brought their lips together barely brushing Willows
with her own in what was suppose to be friendly kiss. However, as soon as
their lips touched Buffy felt a spark shot thorough her entire body leaving
a tingling warmth in it's wake.

Willow's eyes had closed automatically at the first touch of Buffy's lips
against her won. It was like a jolt of electricity had been sent through
her body. The contact only lasted a few seconds but to Willow it felt like
a lifetime. When she opened her eyes she saw Buffy looking at her with an
expression that matched what she was feeling exactly. It was scared,
excited, relived, uncertain, and loving.

They stood there staring at each other for a few more moments, regarding
each other.

Then, Willow closed the gap between them and crushed her lips against
Buffy's. Buffy brought her hand up to the back of Willow's neck steadying
her as their kiss deepened. For long moments they kissed passionately,
hungrily, hands tangling in hair as they tried to fuse their bodies together
whilst their tongues dueled. They could both taste the saltiness of tears
running into their kisses but neither of them was sure who was responsible.

When the need for oxygen finally forced them to part they remained close,
clinging to each other as their breathing calmed. They stayed like for
endless moments until Buffy heard Giles ringing his 'come hither' bell.

Willow looked at her when they separated, silently pleading. Buffy felt a
tear roll down her face, she couldn't stay, she had to go. Closing the
distance between them once again she gave Willow a soft, sweet kiss, gently
stroking her hair. She ran her hand down Willow's arm until Willow's hand
was in hers and she held in tightly for a moment before slowly starting to
back away until the contact between them broke and she walked out of the
room.
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Part Three
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Willow paced the hallways of the school anxiously looking at the door.
Xander and Anya were already in the auditorium but she had opted to wait for
Giles and Buffy by pacing the halls nervously. The past couple of hours had
been torture for her. Not only could they still not speak, but she had to
suffer in silence while being haunted by the memories of the kisses she and
Buffy had shared. It had been both unexpected and overdue when it finally
happened, and all Willow wanted was to be back in Buffy's arms and to stay
there for eternity. So, she paced the hallways awaiting the Slayer's
return.

Just as she was about check her watch for what had to have been the
hundredth time the door flung open and Giles and Buffy came walking in.
Buffy's eyes went straight to Willow and they both broke out in huge grins.
Buffy tapped Giles on the shoulder and mouthed something to him. The
Watcher nodded and headed into the auditorium. Buffy remained where she was
until Giles disappeared into the other room, then she walked over to Willow
nervously shifting her gaze from the hacker to the floor and back.

Once Buffy reached Willow she extended her hand and grasped Willows. They
both stood there shifting their gazes between their joined hands and their
eyes. Both feeling so much and not knowing how to describe it, or explain
it. They no longer had anything to hide behind. Finally, Willow raised her
free hand up to Buffy's cheek and drew them together, capturing the Slayers
lips with her own.

The world faded away from them as they themselves in each other embrace.
Tongues tangling, bodies pressed against each other, hands roaming, this
explored each other. The world around them was forgotten, all that existed
was the sweetness of their lips, of their kiss.

Finally, Willow pulled back allowing her and Buffy to take in some much
needed oxygen. Once they had gotten their breathing under control Willow
looked at the doors to the auditorium as if to saw 'we should probably go in
there'. Buffy responded with a look that said 'nah', and began to lean in
the capture Willow's lips once more when the doors opened.

Giles stood in the door way with his hands on his hips glaring at them. He
was not pleased. It was time for them to take their seats. Class was about
to begin.
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Buffy shook her head as Giles started the music that was to accompany his
presentation. Sometimes the man was such a drama queen.

"Who are the Gentlemen?" The first overhead read. Looking at the scribbled
writing Buffy could tell that Giles had spent about as much time preparing
this as she usually did studying. Which was to say no time at all.

"Fairy Tale Monsters, come to town to steal the voices of the townspeople"
the next overhead read. This one had nice little drawings.

The next two overheads showed an unknown person brutally getting butchered
by the Gentlemen while they slept. There were legs thrashing, and arms
flailing and Buffy had to wonder at the detail Giles put into these two
particular overheads.

The next overhead showed the one of the Gentlemen holding up seven hearts.

After that overhead Xander drew their attention over to him and wrote
something down on his board. Holding it up they were able to read it. It
said: How do we kill them?

Buffy thought for a moment then got an idea. Bringing their attention over
to her she placed her hand over her lap and started to make a pumping
motion, lifting her hand up and down. After a few moments she looked around
to see what they thought of her idea only to find them all looking at her
like she was insane. Buffy looked back at them with a confused expression,
then it dawned on her that the motion she was making stood for something
completely different to what she wanted to convey. Quickly she reached into
her bag pulling out a stake and repeated the motion with her wooden friend.
Once she did this they all started nodding in understanding.

Giles put up an overhead with a bunch of swords sticking into one of the
Gentlemen once Buffy was finished with her little demonstration. The gist
of the overhead seemed to be that not even a lot of swords sticking in them
would kill a Gentlemen. Once again Buffy had to wonder at the graphic
detail. Next Giles put up an overhead that revealed that only the sound of a
scream could kill the Gentlemen. That's why when they came to town they
stole everyone's voices…so that no one could scream.

Willow got excited after that and started to dig around in her back pack.
She obviously had an idea. Eventually she pulled out a C.D. and held it up
in the air. Then she started to twitch around in her chair bringing her
hand to neck making a choking motion. After that she stuck her tongue out
the side of her mouth and slumped down in the chair like she was dead. Then
as soon as it was over she sat up straight again and smiled. Buffy looked
over at her with an amused grin. God, she loved her!

Giles responded by putting up another overhead. Buffy was beginning to
wonder how many of those things he had. On this overhead there was a person
and it said that only a HUMAN voice could kill the Gentlemen. Therefore,
the C.D was out. Picking up her message board Buffy wrote down a message on
it and held it up. Her message read: How do I get my voice back?

Giles didn't have an overhead for that.

They sat in silence for a moment, then Giles put up his last overhead. It
had a little drawing of Buffy with her Graduation umbrella, and it
instructed Buffy to go patrolling. Buffy stared at the drawing Giles had
made of her and frowned. Her hips were huge, what was he thinking? Looking
at the overhead she moved her hands to the side of her hips and made half
circle motions with her hands. The hips, the hips her actions were saying.
My God, look at those hips!

Willow smirked and the others just filed out the room. Following them out
Buffy glanced back at the overhead. What was he thinking?
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Part Four
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Willow paced around their dorm room. It seemed to be a pattern with her
lately. Pacing and waiting for Buffy. Truthfully she could do without it,
it was shooting her nerves to hell. She sighed and walked over to Buffy's
side of the room. Picking Mr. Gordo up off of the Buffy's desk, Willow
walked over to Buffy's bed and lay down on it. She really needed to be
surrounded by all things Buffy at the moment, at least until the real thing
got back.

At any other place, at any other time, her mind would have been on the
amazing power she was able to summon earlier on with Tara-from her Wicca
groups-help. It was more than just the fact that they were able to move the
vending machine, it was also the feelings that coursed through her when
their powers joined together. It was amazing, it made every nerve ending in
her body feel alive. They only time anything had ever made her feel like
that was when she and Buffy kissed. It had been a pretty eventful night for
her. New super cool Wicca power, and Buffy kissing. If it wasn't for the
fact that people all around town were getting their hearts cut out, she
would have considered this one of the best nights of her life. Well, the
fact that people were getting their hearts cut out, and that her ankle hurt
like a bitch. On the bright side, she had gotten her voice back which meant
that Buffy had succeeded and that meant that she wasn't dead.
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Buffy walked quickly towards her room. All she wanted to do was get in
there and make sure that Willow was okay. Well, that and take her into her
arms and never let her go. The night had gone as well as could be hoped for
except for the fact that Riley now knew her secret-well not really, but he
knew that she wasn't who she seemed to be, and that was enough of a cause
for concern. However, it went two ways and she now knew that he was part of
the militia group that was horning in on her territory, and had neutered
Spike. This would no doubt have repercussions later on, but Buffy didn't
want to think about Riley, or the militia, or most of all Spike. All she
wanted to do was go home and see Willow.

Opening the door, Buffy saw Willow lying on her bed holding Mr. Gordo
tightly to her chest. The hackers eyes were closed and she looked so
peaceful that Buffy almost thought that she was asleep. That brief thought
was banished from her mind, however, when Willow opened her eyes and sat up
smiling.

"Buffy," she said putting Mr. Gordo down on the bed and moving to stand up.

Buffy smiled.

"It is so good to hear your voice," Buffy said reverently walking over to
her.

"Not as good as it is to hear yours," Willow countered smiling. "Besides
I've been hearing my voice for eighteen/nineteen years now. It's kind of
losing it's thrill," she continued walking into Buffy's open arms.

"Not for me," Buffy said enveloping Willow into her embrace.

"I'm glad you're not dead," Willow whispered into Buffy's ear as they held
each other.

Buffy laughed and drew Willow closer.

"So am I Will, so am I," she responded running her fingers through Willow's
hair.

A few moments later they drew away from each other backing up so that they
could see the others face. After a moment of this Buffy closed the distance
between them bringing their faces so close together that their noses were
touching but she stopped there and their lips hovered close to each other
almost touching but not quite.

Willow opened her mouth to say something, but whatever it was never got said
because Buffy finally moved the last few centimeters to Willow's lips and
snared her lips. Willow moaned into her mouth and deepened their kiss as
their hands started to roam each others bodies.

"Uh," Willow groaned as Buffy broke the contact between them pulling back.

"Does that mean you liked it?" Buffy asked a playful smile working it's way
across her face.

"Uh, yeah," Willow responded reaching out for the Slayer. Buffy shifted
slightly avoiding her hand. "What are you doing?" Willow whined.

"Would you like a little cheese to go along with that whine?" Buffy asked
still smiling.

"That's original," Willow responded. "I like you better when you couldn't
speak," Willow continued grumbling.

Buffy smiled and moved closer to Willow again taking her hand in hers.

"Trust me, I would like nothing more that to continue with what we were
doing," Buffy whispered into Willow's air. "My body temp. is somewhere up
there with the Sahara desert, meaning way up there," Buffy continued
nuzzling Willow ear a bit. "But…"

"No buts," Willow said softly moving her body against Buffy's.

"Willow," Buffy groaned deep in her throat. She was trying to say something
important. She exactly remember what it was just then, but is was important
she was sure of that. "No," Buffy said trying to move away a little.

"Yes," Willow said not letting her move away.

"Yes?" Buffy asked. She liked that answer a whole lot better. She hadn't
pictured Willow as being this controlling, she liked it though. In fact she
was liking it a WHOLE lot at the moment.

"Yes," Willow confirmed.

"No," Buffy said managing to get some blood flowing back to her brain.
"We've got to talk."

Willow stopped what she was doing.

"I know," she responded pulling back so that Buff could see her. "I just
like doing this," she continued in that sexy grin of hers. Buffy's resolve
nearly dissolved at that sight. Sometimes she wondered if Willow had any
idea how truly, utterly, effortlessly sexy she was.

"I'm liking it a whole lot too," Buffy said trying to fight back the urge to
just go ahead and kiss her.

"Space...between us," Willow started. "Would probably be a good idea," she
continued fighting her own urges and only succeeding partially.

"You know what the problem is?" Buffy asked running her hand up Willow's
side.

"What?" Willow asked her breath catching a bit.

"We waited way, way, way, way, way…did I mention way? …too long to do this,"
Buffy said planting a soft kiss on Willow's lips. "Now, well, now we just
can't control ourselves."

"And control is good?" Willow asked. She was thinking that at the moment
lack of control was feeling very good.

"What?" Buffy asked kissing along Willow's jaw-line.

"I don't know," Willow said turning her head to pull Buffy into a kiss.

"Wait," Buffy said carefully disengaging herself from Willow's mouth. "Talk,
we're suppose to be talking," she said backing up and putting some space
between them. If she stayed that close to Willow's body they'd never get to
the talking.

Willow gave her a pouty look but didn't disagree.

"Okay then," Buffy said. "It's settled, talking there shall be," she
continued. "Let's move over to the beds."

Willow smiled and started to follow her.

"Our OWN beds," Buffy said putting up a hand.

Willow complied.

"Okay," Buffy said drawing out the word. "Let the talking begin," she
continued slapping her hands together. "Now we shall talk…now…talk," she
went on.

Willow simply stared at her. Buffy looked back. All of a sudden she
couldn't think of much to talk about. That fact that couldn't think of
anything to talk about was absolutely confounding since they obviously had a
lot to discuss. They were best friends, they were both girls, Buffy was a
Slayer. All of those factors had come into play keeping them apart, but
now…no talk. It was almost like they were beyond words.

They smiled at the same time. Standing up they met each other half way
between the beds and started to kiss each other passionately. What they
were feeling was more than words, and that's what they needed to explain it.

"Willow?" Buffy asked in between kisses.

"Uh huh," Willow managed to get out before lowering her head to Buffy neck.

"Do you want this?" Buffy asked. It was important that she know.

"More than I've ever wanted anything in life," Willow responded.

"Good," Buffy responded running her hands up Willow's sides again. "Then
take off your clothes."

"After you," Willow responded slipping her hand under Buffy's shirt.
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Buffy carefully lead Willow over to her bed and lay her down before joining
her. Lying down next her Buffy brought her lips to Willow's kissing her as
their hands resumed searching each others bodies, seeking out and removing
clothing.

And then, before they knew it they were both completely devoid of clothing,
and their bodies lay together unobstructed, skin to skin. Passionately,
loving they explored each others bodies, learning and exciting. Moving
together and apart in a dance as old as time itself. No inch of their
bodies, no piece of their skin on either of their bodies was left uncharted,
untouched, unmoved.

That night, two souls, two bodies, two loves became one. And it was good.
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Buffy lay on her side drawing shapes on Willow's stomach with her finger as
her friend, her lover, lay on her back with her eyes closed. Buffy smiled
and leaned over placing a kiss just a above Willow's belly-button. She felt
the surface beneath her ripple and knew that Willow was laughing gently.

"That tickles," Willow said raising her hand and running it through Buffy's
hair.

"So I probably shouldn't do it again, huh?" Buffy asked placing another kiss
above the red-head's belly-button.

"You're…" Willow started.

"Incorrigible," Buffy asked. "I'm not exactly sure what that means but
people usually say it in situations like this."

"I was going to say 'bad', but incorrigible works too," Willow said moving
Buffy's head away from her stomach.

Buffy obliged and moved up until she was above Willow looking down at her.
Smiling she leaned down and brought their lips together.

"Hey, Will?" Buffy asked moving so that she was lying on her side once
again.

"What?" Willow asked lazily.

"If that 'kinda gay' comment was true, does that mean the dominatrix thing
is too?" Buffy asked watching Willow carefully to see her reaction.

To her surprise Willow hardly reacted at all. She merely turned her head so
that she was looking directly at Buffy and smiled.

"Who knows," Willow said. "I've long since ceased trying to predict
anything that might happen in my life."

Buffy looked at her for a moment then shook her head. She'd leave that one
alone for the moment.

"You know," Buffy said changing the subject. "It's funny…"

"What is?" Willow asked playing the palm of Buffy's hand.

"If I hadn't overheard Claire and some of her buddies talking in the café,
none of this," she said gesturing to their bodies, "might have happened."

"Claire?" Willow asked surprised.

"Yeah," Buffy said shaking her head. "When I was waiting for you, I
overhead them talking about us. At the end the general consensus seemed to
be that we were, and I quote 'queer as black sunshine', and we were being
queer together," Buffy continued. "It made me start to think…which isn't
always a good thing with me…and I started to realize that maybe they weren't
that far off the mark, at least about my feelings," she finished shaking her
head. "Just goes to show you, life is like…"

"Don't…Buffy, don't," Willow said. She knew where this was going.

"…a box of chocolates, you never know what your gonna get," Buffy continued
smiling as Willow scrunched up her face.

"It's funny that you mention Claire," Willow said a moment later.

"Why?" Buffy asked running her eyes up and down Willow's body. She was
ready to stop talking again real soon.

"She's the one that got me thinking about it too," Willow said. "At least
seriously," she added.

"Really?" Buffy asked looking up curiously.

"Yeah, that night that I met you down by the stadium I ran into
her-literally-and we walked together for a while. Then just before she
headed in her own direction, she said something about 'it' being great. And
I was all, what's 'it', you know? And she was like 'you and Buffy, there's
so much homophobia, you're so brave' blah, blah," Willow continued. "After
that I started thinking about it, well thinking about it intensely."

"Well, I for one say 'yeh for Claire!'," Buffy responded. "But let's stop
with the talking, and get with the…" Buffy stopped, she couldn't think of a
word.

Willow smiled and leaned over bringing her lips to Buffy's.

"It's a good thing I'm the brains of this operation," Willow mumbled before
they both lost the ability to speak, but in the best possible way.
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Epilogue
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Claire pushed away from the tree she was leaning against when she saw the
light go out in room 214. She smiled, she knew that they'd be busy for
quite some time. It had taken her long enough, they'd better well enjoy the
benefits of her hard work! It was alright though, she was happy to do it as
she and many, many others would benefit from the two of them coming
together. Not to mention the fact that they made a cute couple.

Heading down the pathway that lead off of campus Claire smiled to herself
again, and then disappeared into a cloud of smoke.

Now, things were about to get interesting.
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THE END
Well that's it, hope you made it through. Janine