Fic: Tomorrow's Ecstasy

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Tomorrow's Ecstasy Part 2	
	Slayer125 (Slayer1252001@xxxxxxxxx) also you can find other 
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	Pairing: Buffy/Willow eventually Buffy/Willow/Faith
	Feedback is appreciated and thanks to everyone who responded 
on the last chapter
	Rated PG for this chapter
	Disclaimer: Ya know whom they belong to right?????
	
	The two girls fell asleep holding each other close. The sound 
of footsteps falling outside her door caused Buffy to jump up. 
Willow, considering her injuries, moved a lot slower.

	"Willow, are you in there dear?" her mother asked as she 
knocked softly.

	"yeah Mom, I came home from school early ya know not feeling 
well and all."

	"Can I come in? Do you need anything?" 

	Buffy had moved to window and was leaning against the ledge 
prepared to jump if her mother did decide to come in. Willow held her 
hand up, pleading with those beautiful green eyes, for the blonde to 
stay so they could talk. "Mom, I am fine just going to rest and try 
to get rid of this headache." 
	"Ok dear just call if you need anything. Oh I almost forgot 
to ask, Mrs Summers called and asked if you had seen Buffy. Are you 
sure I can't come in honey? This is kind of a distraction speaking 
through the door like this." Buffy climbed on the ledge about to step 
out onto the roof. "NO!" The Wiccan shouted loudly startling both the 
blonde and Mrs. Rosenberg. 

	"You know Mom come to think of it I am kind of hungry could 
you go get me some soup and I will call Mrs. Summers in just a 
minute." Willow held her hand out to Buffy begging and pleading with 
her eyes to stay at least until her Mom walked away.

	"OK I think chicken soup would be good and you love those 
little crackers oh I think we even have some of the alphabet soup 
because I know you still love to se how many words you can create 
with one bowl."

	Willow blushed and pulled the pillow over her face. "Thanks 
Mom." Willow yelled loudly and continued to hide her face. Buffy 
smiled and knew that underneath the pillow the Wiccans' face was red 
as her hair.

	"Why doesn't it surprise me that you make words with your 
soup Wills?" Buffy tried to pry the pillow out of the redheads grasp 
but it remained locked in her firm grasp.
	"Don't tease Buffy." She said easing the pillow away. Both 
girls knew nothing had been resolved and they still had a lot to 
discuss. The redhead looked somberly at her friend afraid that 
nothing had changed and she was still leaving.

	"Well?" Buffy didn't have to ask what Willow was talking 
about, she knew the redhead was curious if she was still leaving. 

	"I don't have anywhere to stay Willow." Buffy tried to 
explain what her mom had said but it still hurt. "she was hurt Buffy 
to know that you would hide such a huge part of yourself from her."

	Buffy turned away from Willow to look out the window as the 
sun faded from view leaving Sunnydales streets hidden in shadows. 
Sure there were a lot of unexplained disappearances but most of the 
residents would never accept Vampires, Werewolves and demons from 
hell.

	"What was I going to tell her Willow?" anger laced the 
Slayers voice giving it a hard edge "Mom just so you know it isn't my 
fault I burned down a gym it was the Vampires. That sounds worse that 
the dog ate my homework Wills."

	The Wiccan wished she could ease some of her friends' pain 
but this was something the Slayer had to do for herself. "Buffy, you 
can stay here tonight. I know everything is hard for you right now. 
Let me call your Mom and tell her you are here please." Willow held 
her hand out to the blonde asking for her trust. "I can't promise I 
will stay Wills you have to know that." The redhead nodded trying to 
hide the pain at the thought of losing Buffy. "I trust you to do what 
is right for everyone, can I call?" The blonde nodded and moved back 
to the window. It was as if the night were calling her name.

	"Mrs. Summers?" Willows voice sounded like that of a young 
girl asking for her best friend to spend the night.

	"Calm down Mrs. Summers, she is ok." A slight pause "I can't 
ask her to do that but I thought you should know she is ok." 
	A deep sigh escapes from Willow "I do understand that Mrs. 
Summers but you also have to understand she is going through a lot 
right now and it is not my place to discuss it with you. Buffy is 
here and safe&&No Ma'am&."

	The Slayer continued to watch Willow regretting the decision 
to let her call, she knew how her Mom could be. "Yes Ma'am but you 
really shouldn't do that because if you do that she is going to leave 
and leaving is bad and yes&.ok&uh hunh&"

	The beautiful green eyes met Buffy's hazel ones "OK&..I will 
tell her&good night Mrs. Summers." Just as Buffy expected Willow to 
spill on what was said there was a knock on the door "fuck me." The 
Slayer mumbled under her breath as she searched frantically for some 
place to hide. "closet" Willow whispered.

	The Wiccan's mom came in the room and fussed over her 
daughter for what seemed like an eternity. Where normally the girl 
did good to get 5 sentences in a year she seemed to be getting way 
too much attention right now. After a kiss on the forehead and being 
tucked in Mrs. Rosenberg finally left her daughter alone. Willow 
waited a few moments for Buffy to come out but she didn't. 

	"Buffy?" The redhead whispered hoping to be heard by Buffy 
but not her mother. No response came from the Slayer so fighting the 
dizziness and nausea that the movement caused, the Wiccan climbed out 
of her bed and walked to the closet.

	As she opened it she had to smile at the sight of the Slayer 
sleeping with one of Willows t-shirts in her grasp.
	"Buffy?" the redhead was hesitant about touching the sleeping 
Slayer though because that normally never ended well. There had been 
one time that Buffy was having a bad dream and when her and Xander 
had tried to wake her up, well suffice it to say they were both 
hesitant about making the same mistake twice.

	"Buffy, wake up." Willow whispered next to her ear. "Goddess 
she is beautiful." The redhead though to herself as she took in 
Buffy's face although it was relaxed there was still a frown etched 
deeply in her brow. The urge to run a thumb across there and wipe 
away all the pain was deep and the Wiccan was sure that there was a 
spell that could help but that was beyond her capacity.

	"Wills?" a husky voice whispered. The redhead was startled 
out of her reverie and found that she was looking into Buffy's hazel 
eyes but something was different they were darker and the flecks of 
gold were more pronounced. It was then that she realized that their 
lips were a mere inches apart, it would be so easy just to ease 
forward and&&.then&NO..they couldn't do that.

	"Buffy, you ok?" They both tried to ignore the change in her 
voice. "I left most of the soup cus ya know you're the slayer and 
they get hungry all the time but you don't have to worry because ya 
know your still gorgeous&yikessss&&&.oh my goodness I can't believe 
that I just said that."

	"breathe" the Slayer instructed with a small grin.

	"Hunh?" Willow wrinkled her brow trying to figure out what 
Buffy just said.

	"You like just talked for at least 1 minute without drawing 
so much as one breathe and your face was kinda taking on the whole 
redness factor."

	"oh&.uhmmm..ok sorry&are you hungry?" Buffy looked around 
Willows bedroom and had to smile at the obvious signs of Willow. 
There were books that Buffy couldn't even pronounce the name of. 
Candles were everywhere and in the corner there were different 
bottles of Magic mixtures. She looked back at the redhead and noticed 
the worried look.

	"hungry no, tired yes. Ya think that we can lay down for a 
little bit? I mean I can lay on the floor if you want I just need to 
do a lot of processing."

	"I understand Buff. Do you need any pajamas?" The blonde 
nodded and after they both got undressed (both stealing glances and 
hoping neither noticed) they were in the bed. 

	The Slayer rolled away from Willow as she thought of Angel's 
last kiss to her. He had been pleading for forgivness with that kiss 
and instead she had sent him straight to hell. She knew that he had 
been about to do the same thing to mankind but that didn't change the 
pain she felt.

	Willow had almost dozed off when she heard a choked sob from 
the Slayer. "Buffy. Are you ok?" The concern from the redhead 
overwhelmed Buffy causing the guilt to multiply. She shouldn't care 
if Buffy was ok, it was her fault everyone was hurt. If she should 
have done what every Slayer before her had done then she wouldn't be 
in this situation. Willow wouldn't have got hurt, Jenny would still 
be alive and Giles wouldn't flinch everytime he looked at her. To 
know that she caused so much pain was eating away at her. To top it 
off Angel would still be fighting the good fight trying to redeem the 
soul she so carelessly threw away.

	Willow, unsure of what to do, reached over and wrapped her 
body around the Slayer knowing words were not what she needed. Buffy 
started to rock as the tears continued to flow until there was 
nothing left inside. As the pain eased a little she rolled over and 
looked at the girl who meant the world to her. It was then that she 
made a vow to protect her even if it meant being by her side from the 
time she stepped out the front door in the morning and was tucked 
away at night.

	The blonde looked into the green eyes that glow like emeralds 
under the most magnificent light. "Wills?" She said her voice throaty 
from crying.

	"Yeah Buff?" 

	The Slayer ran her thumb down Willows cheek also noting that 
there were tearstains on her cheek as well. "We both know there is 
something here." She pulled the Wiccans hand towards her heart "but 
we can't do anything about it." Willow started to protest.

	"Not now we can't. I don't want what we have to be out of 
sorrow or fear. I am going to stay but we have to take things slow 
for both of our sakes ok?" Buffy wanted so much to have Willow 
holding her close like this every night. "I still have to deal with 
Angel and you are with Oz, Wills. If he makes you happy you know I 
would never stand in the way of that."

	"I love him Buffy and I won't say that I don't." The Slayers 
heart dropped down into her stomach "but he can never be what you are 
to me and it isn't just because you are a Slayer I mean hey he's a 
werewolf and that's supernatural too ya know. I mean the first time I 
saw you I was dumbstruck by you but I didn't even really know what 
the emotions I had were until now."

	"Will's it's okay like I said we will take our time and make 
sure this is what we both want. I have waited for you my entire life 
what is a few more weeks or months."

	"Ahhhhh Buffy, you're a hopeless romantic aren't you?"

	The blondes expression changed from thoughtful to one of 
sorrow "I might have been Wills but I am starting to think that happy 
ever afters are not one of the Slayer perks."

	Willow pulled the Slayer tight in her embrace and tried to 
reassure her that everything would be ok. Then the urge to kiss the 
Summers girl was so strong she almost wanted to flee the bed.
	
	"We'll just go slow Wills." The blonde reassured her loving 
the feel of the Wiccans' warm breath on her flesh.

	Willow nodded her head grateful that Buffy was staying close 
to her and that there was a chance, even if it was slight, that they 
could be together. She was startled as she felt a pair of warm lips 
press against her own. 

	"mmmmmmm" Willow moaned not at all comfortable with the 
feelings that were happening deep inside her body. Even with Oz and 
their most intimate of times she never felt an arousal that was as 
consuming as this. She whimpered as she felt Buffy's tongue caress 
her lips seeking entrance. The Slayer pulled away feeling regret and 
arousal, but more than anything she felt love.

	"If it's meant to be Willow it will be worth the wait."


TBC in waiting for Ecstasy




	

	








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