Fic: Waiting For Ecstasy Part 2

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Waiting For Ecstasy Part 2
Slayer125
Pairing B/W Eventually B/W/F


To a stranger who watched the scene it would look so normal, two 
girls standing on a doorstep one hesitantly knocking while glancing 
at the other. The two girls knew better though. Willow could see the 
turmoil in Buffy's eyes and wished that she could do anything to 
help. The redhead reached out hesitantly not sure how the Slayer 
would react considering they were out of the privacy of her bedroom. 
A deep breath she had not realized she was holding was let out as 
Buffy squeezed her hand tightly. 

Willow glanced around the neighborhood and briefly thought of how 
nice it would be if the Slayer and herself could raise a child in 
this kind of neighborhood. Then her eyes widened as she realized 
where her mind had wondered. 

"You ok Wills?" The Slayer asked concerned by the paleness of her 
skin. A slight film of sweat had broken out along the redhead's 
forehead causing the Slayer to worry more. Just as she moved closer 
to Willow the front door opened revealing a very relieved yet unhappy 
other. 

The blonde gasped as she was pulled close and suffocated in her 
mother's embrace. "MOM!" The Slayer tried to squeeze air out of her 
rapidly deflating lungs. 

"I'm sorry Buffy." Joyce smoothed her skirt and stepped back almost 
embarrassed by her outburst. She had promised herself that she would 
remain calm and neutral when Buffy came home but it was impossible to 
quell the emotions that were bubbling underneath the surface. 

"Willow, are you ok?" Joyce asked noticing the bandage on the girl's 
forehead. 

"I...uhmmmmm&I am fine Mrs. Summers&I hope you don't mind me coming 
with Buffy." Willow glanced at the blonde and smiled as she noticed 
the love and affection in the Slayer's eyes. How many times she had 
longed to see that same look in Oz's eyes yet it never reached there. 
Sure there were times he said he loved her but Buffy made her heart 
stop with just a smile. She always had that affect on her and had 
since the first time she had seen her on the steps of the school. 

"Of course I don't mind Willow, I have a feeling had it not been for 
you my baby would have been gone by now." 

Buffy looked away guiltily feeling bad that it was the truth. Her 
mother would have been frantic with worry and Buffy would have been 
the cause. 

All three women went into the house and Joyce settled in the chair 
leaving Buffy and Willow to the couch. Both girls hesitated not 
knowing how close would be too close. They settled for mere inches 
apart and the electricity was overwhelming. 

"Mom, I am sorry." The blonde hung her head not wanting to see the 
disappointment in her mother's eyes. 

Joyce got up from the seat and knelt in front of her daughter. With 
the greatest of ease she pulled Buffy's eyes up to meet her 
own. "Baby, there is so much that I have missed out on in your life 
because I was so caught up in your father and being the role model 
Mom. I haven't handled ninety nine percent of your problems right and 
last night almost cost me my daughter." 

All three girls were crying Joyce and Buffy because of the past and 
the present. Willow cried because she felt her beloved's emotions. 
She pulled away a little to give them space but jumped when Joyce's 
hand touched her knee. Willow flinched thinking it was Buffy then 
breathed a great sigh of relief to find it was Joyce's hand. 

"I don't know what is going on between you two but a mother would be 
blind if she did not see the happiness in her daughter's eyes. All I 
can ask is that you take it easy on this old lady and be careful with 
what you do&" 
Joyce winked at Willow "and I do mean everything you do." 

The redhead started to hyperventilate as she caught on to what Joyce 
was referring to. 

"Oh surely not&no &she couldn't be&no...Nope not Buffy's&oh my 
goddess&" So many thoughts stormed the young Wicca's mind. 

Both Summers women jumped up as once again the young Rosenberg passed 
out cold. 

She awoke to the feel of a soft hand caressing her cheek and a cold 
washcloth over her eyes. The scent alone told her that Buffy was near 
because the vanilla scent was almost overpowering yet strangely 
comforting. 

"Hey Wills?" The Slayer's voice whispered next to her ear "Is this 
going o be a habit?" 

"Uhmmmmmm&" she lifted her hand to ease the wash cloth away. "Does it 
mean you will catch me in your arms because if so then maybe yeah." 
The Slayer sat down beside Willow and pulled her so that her head was 
resting in her lap. 

"There are less dramatic and traumatic ways for that Wills." Willow 
grinned at the Slayer's husky voice. Buffy had been worried and it 
was very obvious. 

"Sorry just a little humor so did your Mom&well ya know&does she?" 

"Wills, I can only tell you like I told her while you were conked 
out. A lot has happened to you and I both." Buffy pushed a strand of 
red hair back staring into emerald green eyes. "The thought of us 
being together makes me feel better than I ever thought possible but 
I can't." Willow felt a tear fall and looked up into the Slayer's 
eyes. They were no longer hard or hiding anything. There was so much 
love and confusion. Willow knew at that moment she would protect the 
girl she loved until the last breath was stolen from her body. 

"Buffy, I know. Whatever is meant to happen will happen but I do not 
want you thinking things will be awkward. I want you to hold my hand 
and cuddle with me at night, if it leads to more well I want it on 
the record I will not regret it because I do love you." 

"I love the way your nose crinkles when you laugh or worry, I love 
the way you stick out your tongue when you concentrate hard." Willow 
eased herself up so that their lips were just mere inches apart "I 
love the way you look at me making me feel like I am the most 
beautiful girl in the world. I also love the fact with just one word 
you can wash away my insecurities and make me feel like I can do 
anything." 

Willow touched her lips to Buffy's not thinking of anything but 
conveying the emotions that were overwhelming her. "If it takes me 
two weeks, two years, or even two lifetimes Buffy you will know the 
depth of my love and I will make up for any wrong done to you." 

The Slayer actually felt that for once she wasn't the protector but 
the protected. The girls rested their foreheads together one fearing 
what was happening and the other rejoicing in a love blessed by the 
powers the be. A love so perfect could never be wrong. 

"I want you to rest Buffy and tonight I want you to sleep in my arms 
and know that nothing can hurt you because I will be your everything, 
I will be your savior." 

"Wills, I&" Buffy started to protest but Willow stood up and asked 
where Joyce was. 

"She went to the Gallery and said she will be late, not to wait up." 

Willow took Buffy's hand and for once she was the dominant one. "I am 
going to call my mom and you go get a shower and get in bed&oh by the 
way&why don't you wear that sexy nightie you got." 

Buffy turned red as she headed for the stairs, this new and improved 
Willow&was highly arousing if not amusing. 

Tbc 


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