FIC: Destiny Achieved (Prologue 3/3)

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Before anything let me just make a note that Prologue 2 of this story was Buffy's point of view. I forgot if I mentioned it or not. Anyway, on with the story.

Destiny Achieved
Prolog 3 - Tired of Pretending (TPOV)

Disclaimers: I don?t own Buffy and company and I never will. All power belongs to Joss and Mutant Enemy.

Spoilers: Still three months after the results of 'New Moon Rising'

Rating: PG

Willow and Buffy have been thinking this through so now it?s time to see what Tara is feeling in all this. Will she stay with Willow? Can she ever trust her again? Let's find out.

Author?s Note: This is my first attempt at bringing Tara into the story line, tell me what you think.

Destiny Achieved
Prolog 3 - Tired of Pretending
By Crazzy Nut
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I can?t believe you...how could you? But what was I really thinking all this time? In truth I can?t believe it took you this long to see it. I love being with you but I see how you are when she?s around. Even before we became ?us? I could see it in your eyes, what you felt for her. What was I thinking? Did I really believe I could take her place? At first I covered it by saying your were just being the true friend you are. I pretended that you only had her well being in mind, that you were just her comfort and support. I know she?s been through a lot, both of you have been through it together. Inside I?ve always known that you love me, but not the way you love her. Our love is special we?re linked in so many aspects of our lives. I?ll treasure this always. But your love for her is pure and true. It's an unadulterated love that many fear. I can see it burning in her eyes too. You both backed away in fear and I just stood back and watched. She?s faced her fear, please don?t let me be the one to hold you back. I should?ve given you a push in the right directions, instead of standing in the shadows.

I love you but I don?t want to interfere any longer. You two belong together, I can do nothing more but step aside. I just want you to be happy. It will be better this way. Won?t it? Please tell me it will because this is killing me. When I saw her kissing you...I felt as if someone had ripped out my heart. But when you let her, when you didn?t resist, it was then that I knew my heart had been shattered. I can?t go on like this. As much as I love you, I can?t keep on pretending. Nothing is O.K. anymore.

I?ll always love you and I?ll never have hard feelings about anything. I can go on, content in knowing that I have been loved by someone as wonderful as you. You loved me, you brought out so much in me. You helped me face my fears and accept this reality. Thank you so much. Now, again, it is my turn to thank you, to prove my love to you. I?ll step down willingly if you say you love her, which I know you will. We?ll always be friends but the two of you are destined to be together. I'll love you always, but in the end destiny always wins. Go to her. Be with her. I just want you to be happy.


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