Fic: Sometimes I hate her

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TITLE: Sometimes I Hate Her
AUTHOR: Femvamp
DISCLAIMER: You all know the drill. Show not mine. Characters not 
mine. I don't make money off this. Hell right now I'm not making 
money period. But I do spend it nicely.


Sometimes I hate her. 

I know it wasn't her fault. What happened after, but she was 
supposed to be the smart one. She was supposed to be the strong 
one. She was supposed to be the one who knew better.

She was never supposed to go bad.

There is always a price you pay when you play with evil. She should 
have known that. She should have known that black magic ALWAYS wants 
something in return. Something valuable. And what's more valuable 
then a pure heart, an untainted soul.

Damn it! She should have known better.

Sometimes I think she did know better, but did it anyway. All for 
her.

Then when she found out the truth it drove out the small little part 
of her that was resisting the evil. The truth condemed her. She 
became bitter and hurtfull. She became what we all most feared.

She became our own worst enemy.

We couldn't fight her. Not then, and not now. How can you kill what 
you most love? How can you kill your own hopes and dreams? You 
can't.

It was never supposed to end like this. Where is our happily ever 
after? We were supposed to have a happily ever after. Then she had 
to raise the dead. She had to do the impossible.

All for the love she never could admit to.

All for the love she could never forget.

All for her.

She condemed all of us to hell, for her.

I hate what she has become. 

I stay with her because she needs me. I stay because I have nowhere 
else to go.

I stay because even after all this I still love her.

And I hate her for that.