The Night Everything Fell Apart
by Shannon
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Disclaimer: They're not mine... one day they will be... uhhh... they belong to Joss & Co.
Rating: Umm, NC-17. Very much. Also there's violence, rape and bad bad scenes.
Pairing: Willow/Buffy... kinda... err, not really. I dunno, you decide!
Summary: Well, Willow gets raped. I can't say by who...
Setting: Season 4, dorms. My favourite place. :)
Spoilers: None.
Notes: Very nasty, graphic descriptons of rape.
Distribution: Just my website, http://www.geocities.com/lusty_wrong_feelings where all my other fics are. Oh, and the BuffyWantsWillow Yahoo! Group, of course!
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Buffy was pacing the dorms, waiting for Willow to come home. She knew her best friend was in love with her, she had for years. She'd never mentioned anything, there was Angel, then Oz; Riley and Tara. Now there was no-one. Tara'd left a few weeks ago. It didn't get very serious between the two of them, but Willow had confided in Buffy and told her that they'd kissed. Just once, not too heavy, but she'd liked it. Alot. She'd crushed on Tara, Willow had told her friend. But she never used the word love, not even when she was with Oz. Her love was reserved for the petite blonde. A blonde whom had just come home from a very unsatisfying night of slaying. Well, patrolling, not slaying. That was her problem. The vamp had gotten her all riled up, ready for the kill, then he'd ran. Ran like a big bumpy bunny, leaving Buffy with a hot flush covering her skin.
So now she was home, eagerly waiting Willow's arrival. The arousal between her legs after slaying something was usually bearable, but when she didn't get the kill it was worse. Before, she had Riley, now she didn't. There was only one person she wanted, and that she knew wanted her.
The door opened, and the redhead stuck her head in to see if Bufy was home yet. She was surprised to see the light on, and Buffy pacing. "Buffy! Hey! Why are you home so early?"
Buffy looked up from her pacing to see her friend looking at her inquisitively. "Oh, the vamp I was after ran off, so I kinda needed something from you." Buffy said nonchalantly. Willow cocked her head to the side. She was *not* liking the tone of voice that Buffy had. Regardless, she stepping inside of the dorm room fully, and shut the door behind her. "Um, sure. You know I'll try and help you with anything you need." Buffy walked seductively over the the other girl, took her head in her hands, and kissed her. "Good," she said between breaths, "'Cause I *really* need this." Willow pushed the smaller girl off of her and wiped her mouth. "Buffy! God... I, uh, no! I-I can help you with *most* things... but, but not that!" Buffy kept her grin on her face, and rallied back. "What, you're gonna tell me you're not in love with me? That you haven't been ever since you first saw me? I know you are. I see it every day in your face. You want me. You *need* me." Willow flushed and stammered an answer out. "Y-yes, Buffy, I-I, I have feelings for you. But this... no, you don't want... *I* don't want..." Buffy backed Willow against the door, and began kissing her again, and moved one hand under the redhead's shirt and began to tweak her nipple. Willow whimpered and squirmed beneath the Slayer's strength.
Willow tried to talk through Buffy's murderous kisses. "Buff.. Buffy, please... please, don't." Buffy let out a gutteral growl, and turned Willow around to push her onto her bed, then straddle her. She trailed a finger down Willow's chest until it reached the low neckline of her shirt. "Willow, you've been asking for this. You wear these clothes and expect me not to want you?" Buffy indicated the red v-neck top and blue jeans that she was wearing. She hooked her fingers into the neck of the top, and ripped it apart down the center as Willow flinched. She looked up, tears glistening in her eyes, and stared at Buffy. "You don't wanna do this." She whispered to herself, "God, *I* don't wanna do this." Buffy laughed hysterically, and clawed at Willow's bra, all the while talking. "Will, of course I do. That vamp left me *so* unsatisfied... what kind of friend would you be if you didn't let me do this?" She succeeding in ridding Willow of her bra, and immediately attached her mouth to one of her nipples and began to nibble, suck and lick at it. By this time, Willow had tears freely flowing down her face. She gripped the sides of the bed mattress, shut her eyes, and prayed for Buffy to finish quickly.
Buffy harshly shoved a hand down under Willow's jeans, and into her panties, and began rubbing her clit furiously. Willow tensed and let out a sob, and Buffy looked up at her. "Will? Willow, baby open your eyes. I wanna see you feel this." Willow opened her eyes, and glared at the blonde girl, tears streaming down her face. Buffy removed her hand from Willow's pants, only to rid her of them. She moved her hand back down, and inserted three of her fingers into Willow's unlubricated opening.
Willow let out a cry of pain, that Buffy ignored. She thought she heard a slight tear, but ignored that also. Pumping her fingers in and out of Willow, she began to rub her own pussy against her jeans, the friction causing her to moan in pleasure. Never stopping her assault of Willow, she too rid herself of her jeans, and began to rub herself on Willow's thigh. She could feel Willow beginning to get a little wet, and smiled to herself. "You like that, then?" Willow couldn't speak. She shook her head, and managed to gasp out, "Never."
Buffy looked down and saw blood running down her hand, onto her arm. She froze, and pulled her fingers out. "Oh, God... Willow... I..." She rolled off of the redhead and onto the floor, in a daze. Willow curled up into a frightened ball, and let the tears fall. Buffy got up, and reached out to Willow, who jerked back and snapped her head up to face Buffy. "Never. Touch me. Again." She told her coldly. Buffy retracted her hand, got dressed quietly, then walked silently out the door.