The Real Me
by Viki
The Real Me
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Disclaimer: None of it's mine
Summary: Willow finds out the real Buffy, does she accept and does she try to help?
Chapter One:
Oh, come on? That is so not true!
Buffy sighed, returning her gaze to the brunette in front of her.
"He did all sorts to me, made me orgasm around ten times one night!" Cordelia grinned.
Buffy just simply shrugged she wasn't in the mood for sex talk.
Buffy was good in bed and good with luring people into bed, she had been involved sexually with nearly every popular or good looking boy in her old school and many of the girls.
Not that Buffy classed herself as a lesbian; she was more of a bisexual. Not that she minded, a bigger variety!
"Buffy?" Buffy snapped her head up, "You zoned out"
"Yea, sorry thinking about old times"
"Well don't zone out any more, Xand is coming"
This, Buffy couldn't help but giggle to. Cordelia simply smirked and corked a brow before looking around the area for her boyfriend.
Sifting long pale fingers through dark brown hair, Buffy smiled, she liked it here. It wasn't her normal place that she would like. But she wanted a change from all the crowds.
"Hey Buffster"
Buffy looked up at the floppy, dark-haired male who had his arms wrapped possessively around Cordelia.
"Hey Xander" Buffy smiled softly giving him a small wave before grabbing her bag and standing.
"I have to get going, got to go, get a book from the library. I will see you at the bronze tonight?" Buffy asked.
They nodded.
Buffy went to the library gaining all sorts to attention from people in the halls, especially horny males.
Her time in the library was interesting; the librarian kept going on about overdue books and nobody coming in. She didn't really care but the creepy librarian that she did like was making her leave quicker.
While walking down the hall, her arms wrapped around her books she bumped into something, or someone. She fell to the floor with oomph, groaning her eyes narrowed as she sat up sharply looking to the other body on the floor.
Her breath caught in her throat and she relaxed, she was beautiful, nice red hair, which was matching the colour of her cheeks at the moment and deep green eyes. She was about to say something about them but then realised there was a crowd around her and the other girl had gotten up.
Climbing to her feet after gathering her books, Buffy cursed under her breath before looking up to her and putting on a fake smile, but their gaze caught and she didn't have to fake it anymore. Her eyes flashed amusingly as the girl in front of her began to blush.
"S...s...sorry" She stuttered, Buffy had to appear mean.
"Well, you should be. Watch where you're going next time" With that she stormed forward and brushed past her, her body heating at the slight contact their bodies made as their shoulders touched.
The girl simply lowered her head and scampered of down the hallway.
***
It was around nine o clock and Buffy, Cordelia, Xander and this other guy Angel were sat around a table in the Bronze, drinks scattered over the surface some alcohol some not.
"So she ran right into you?" The broody male asked.
But Buffy wasn't listening her gaze was currently on the girl that had just entered, Buffy smiled at her outfit, not the best dresser. But she doesn't need clothes with what I want to do with her. A hand waving in front of her face caught her attention and she turned to look back at the other three.
"Wha'?" The dark haired girl asked with a small half smile, her mind on the red head her gaze on her friends. "Wait" She interrupted before they could speak "I am going to go to the toilet" The other girl had just went there and Buffy was going to apologise.
Standing she walked through the crowd and entered the bathrooms, Buffy smirked as she looked into the mirror. Checking her make up and clothes, then extra long on her hair she turned and leant against the counter waiting for the sound of the toilet flushing. It did and for once she actually grew nervous about talking to somebody.
The door opened and the girl walked out of the cubicle, when she looked up she halted in step and swallowed. Buffy just simply stepped forward and stuck out her hand.
"Buffy Summers"
She waited until finally the other one stuck out her own hand and silently shook the brunettes.
"Um, Willow... Rosenberg"
Buffy smirked, which caused Willow to blush and yank her hand away. A frown flashed across Buffy's features and she nervously took a step forward her hand moving out to tilt the girl's head up since she was looking down to the floor.
"That is a very pretty name. And I am waiting here to apologise about before" A shrug. "I was rude to act like that, you must think I'm a right bitch?"
Willow thought best not to answer.
"Well, I was going to ask if we could be friends?"
"What about Cordelia and that?" This caused Willow to widen her eyes and watch her like a deer caught in headlights.
"She doesn't have to be my only friend"
"She wouldn't approve"
"Hey..." Brushing her thumb along Willow's lips she took a step back and let her hand drop. "I can make her do what I want her to do"
Willow frowned she was going to ask what she meant but Buffy turned and stalked about the bathroom heading back to the table. Willow simply stood there looking into the mirror, her lips tingling from the contact of the very, sexy, Buffy Summers.
Willow scolded herself for thinking that, she wasn't gay, not that she was against gays. But she wasn't.
Walking back into the Bronze she went in search for her friends, Oz, Anya, Amy and Jenny.
***
A whole week had passed and Buffy couldn't keep her mind or eyes of anything other then Willow Rosenberg. She was partners in most of the classes with her, but when Cordelia was in the same class she was hers. She purposefully went around the computer class and the library to spend more time with her and hung out extra at the Bronze. Even talked to her friends every now and then.
It was coming up to the end of lunch and Buffy had a free lesson next which she was going to go to the library for, study a bit. She never even thought about studying before she met Miss. Rosenberg.
Walking into the book room she slung her bag to the floor and pulled out several books, collapsing at the table she began to read where she last read. She felt eyes on her and looked around quickly.
Willow and Giles, the librarian, was in the book cage sorting out books and watching.
Buffy shot them a smile before closing her book and walking over to them.
"Hi Buffy" They both chorused. Buffy simply smiled, tucking her hands into her pockets and waiting.
"Well, I have to go sort something out in the stacks. Get along girls" Giles smiled and left making his way into the back.
Buffy sat down again, Willow sat down beside her getting her own books out.
"So, studying huh?"
"Why are you here?" Willow asked.
Buffy was surprised by the question but answered it casually.
"Study"
"No, you act different around me, this last week, you are pretending to be my friend but when Bitch Queen is there you act like you don't know me"
"I'm sorry"
"Well if you don't actually stop doing that, don't bother trying to be my friend" Willow grabbed her books and stormed out of the library. Buffy swallowed, well that chance with her was ruined.
***
Sitting in the Bronze once again, Buffy was now currently dancing with a new boy in town, going by the name Spike. He was sexy, actually, drop-dead sexy. But not Willow sexy.
Buffy smirked up at him, that's when she felt eyes on her again, a familiar gaze. Looking around casually her gaze finally rested on the red head in the corner who was sitting with Oz and Anya. Buffy watched for a second, every five seconds or so, Willow would look towards her before snapping her head back.
Was she jealous?
Buffy mentally shrugged looking back to Spike and pulling him closer her fingers drifting into the curls of hair at the nape of his neck and closed her eyes, she groaned as somebody tapped on her back and she pulled away to turn around. About to bite the persons head of she stopped as she looked into beautiful green eyes.
"Want to dance?" Willow asked, a frown on her face.
Looking to Spike apologetically, Buffy took Willow's hand and pulled her further into the crowd her arms wrapping around Willow's waist, hers moving around the brunettes neck.
"We need to talk, there is something I need to tell you" Buffy whispered, just loud enough for Willow to hear above the soft music.
"Same here, you go first" Willow watched her silently, a small smile on her lips as Buffy started.
"I think I'm falling in love with you"
Willow's eyes widening and she slowed her movements.
"Don't hate me," The brunette pleaded, her eyes flashing painfully.
"I don't and I won't, hate you that is"
"I do understand if you don't feel the--"
Buffy was cut of as Willow placed her mouth above Buffys, lips caressing in a sensual kiss. Willow's tongue slid gently across Buffy's lips begging to be allowed entry, Buffy happily obliged and opened her mouth in a small moan. Their tongues dove and wrapped around each other. They finally pulled apart for breath.
"That was amazing" Buffy was about to agree when she felt a hand wrap around the back of her small shirt and yank her back.
Buffy turned and came face to face with Cordelia.
"What the hell are you doing snogging that bitch?"
Buffy looked to Willow and frowned, next thing Cordelia had in her face was a fist.
She fell to the floor smacking her head of the hard ground.
"She is no bitch!"
Willow grinned, taking Buffy's hand and rushing out of the Bronze giggling.