Right or Wrong
by Bwriter
Part fifteen
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Part fifteen
Both Buffy and Willow's heads snapped towards the door when it opened.
Anya stood opened mouthed as she took in the scene before her.
Buffy pulled the sheet, covering them both before turning a glare on her friend.
"What have I told you about knocking?"
Anya took in the flushed faces, and backed away.
"Buffy, when your finished..." she trailed off knowing Buffy would know what she wanted.
Buffy and Willow looked at each other, before they both burst out laughing.
"Be happy she didn't use more words." Buffy went to get up, when Willow pulled her back.
"I think you were in the middle of something..."
Willow wiggled her hips, feeling Buffy's fingers shift inside her.
Buffy grinned before reaching up and taking a nipple into her mouth.
Willow groaned and arched her back, wanting more.
Seeing the need on her lover's face, Buffy contemplated stopping to get the nipple clamps she owned out of her drawer, but then Willow was thrusting faster, and she figured she could leave it for another time.
As the last of her orgasm washed through her, Willow sighed before falling down beside Buffy.
Buffy really wanted nothing more than to continue, but she had to go talk to Anya.
Sighing, she shifted Willow and slipped out of bed.
Willow bent her arm and rested her head on her hand as she watched Buffy walk naked over to her robe.
Slipping into the woollen robe, Buffy walked over to her drawers and picked out a pair of Pjs for Willow.
"Come on, get up."
Willow grumbled but threw back the covers, enjoying the moan Buffy gave.
"I need to go talk to Anya. Meet me in the kitchen?"
Willow smiled and nodded, taking the kiss Buffy offered before watching the blonde leave the room.
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Anya was pacing the living room when Buffy found her.
"Are you out of your mind!?"
Buffy cringed. Anya could make her voice really high when she wanted to.
"Please keep you voice down."
Anya glared at her and stalked over before grabbing her arm and pulling her to the couch, which she pushed her onto, and stood before her.
"You realise you could go to jail for what you did? Hell, you will loose your job, you know, the one where you're a teacher? The one thing you've always wanted to be?"
Buffy nodded her head and fiddled with her belt loop.
Neither of them saw Willow back away from the door.
"Buffy... How could you? She was drunk last night!"
Buffy stood up, not liking what Anya was insinuating.
"Do you honestly think I would have taken advantage of her if she was drunk?"
"No, I didn't think so, not last night. This morning I'm a little fuzzy."
Buffy stepped back from her.
"You honestly think I could do that? To Willow?"
Anya shrugged. She had seen the state Willow was in when they left the club.
Buffy turned her back on her best friend and felt the tears come.
"Buffy..." Anya moved closer and rested a hand on Buffy's shoulder.
Buffy stiffened before shrugging it off and moved away from her.
"I'm going to make Will breakfast. You... do what you like." Buffy left the room and saw Willow already standing by the cooker.
"Hey." Willow turned at the sound of Buffy's voice. When she saw her face, her resolve almost went out the window.
"What's wrong?"
Buffy tensed when she heard Anya come in behind her.
"What? You don't trust me not to take advantage of her over breakfast?"
Willow's eyes widened before they turned to Anya.
"You said that to her?"
Anya frowned.
"Willow, I saw how drunk you were last night."
Willow paled as she realised the results of her actions the night before.
"I wasn't as drunk as I made out to be. By the time anything happened... I was completely sober."
Anya's gaze shot to Buffy, who still wouldn't look at her.
"Buffy..."
"Anya, please, just leave me alone yeah?"
Sighing, she left the room and headed to her own bedroom to wake Xander.
Buffy reached out a hand, frowning when Willow stepped back and wrapped her arms around herself instead.
'what the hell?...'
"Will?"
Looking up to the ceiling as if she was looking to the heavens, Willow forced her resolve to harden.
Because of her, Buffy was fighting with her best friend. Because of her, she could go to jail, and because of her, she would lose her job if anyone found out - which they probably would.
She remembered the song, Buffy's face lighting up as she told her why she wanted to be a teacher in the first place.
Reaching behind her, she turned the cooker off and forced herself to meet Buffy's eyes.
"You shouldn't fall out with Anya over a fling."
Buffy frowned, taking a step forward.
"A fling?"
Willow took a matching step back.
"Yeah, a fling. What did you expect it to be?" Willow had no clue she was such a good actress.
Buffy closed her eyes as old insecurities came back to haunt her.
"Willow..."
Willow forced herself to roll her eyes and turn away from the pain she could see in Buffy's when she opened them again.
She had to do this.
"I mean, come on... it was never going to be anything more than a one night stand... I'm only seventeen, I have my whole life ahead of me," Willow took a deep breath, needing to make it so Buffy wouldn't want her anymore, and she knew just where to hit her.
"Or was that it? Did you like the fact that I was seventeen? That up until last night I was a-"
"Shut up."
Willow's jaw snapped shut at the tone of Buffy's voice, before she forced herself to smirk.
"Oh, and the teacher comes out swinging."
Sighing, she turned from Buffy and made her feet move her to the door.
"But thanks... for last night..."
Before Willow could go any further than the hallway, she ran into Xander, who did not look happy.
"Willow, get back into that kitchen and tell her why you just lied to her."
Tears came to her eyes.
"I can't Xand. Its easier this way."
He lowered his voice and softened his expression.
"Anya told me everything. Just trust me Will, I know more about Buffy's past than you right now. If you don't go in there now and convince her you were lying, your never going to get her back."
Willow looked between him and the kitchen doorway.
"She could lose her job Xander. She's always wanted to be a teacher."
He stroked her face and turned her around.
"Give her the choice."
They both jumped when they heard glass shatter.
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Buffy stood, staring out the kitchen window, watching as a breeze made the pool water ripple.
She didn't notice the tears falling thick and fast, all she knew, all she could hear, was Willow telling her last night meant nothing to her.
Picking up the closest thing to her, Buffy hurled it at the wall.
She was such a fool. Gwen was right, she wasn't the long-haul girl for anyone.
She looked up when two bodies collide with the door in a haste to get into the kitchen and wiped at her tears.
"Get dressed, and get out." Her voice was hollow, like her. She hadn't realised how much she care about Willow... how much she loved her, until the moment she broke her heart.
Willow flinched and pushed Xander out of the room before closing the door.
"I-"
"I said, get out." Buffy turned her back, not wanting to hear anything Willow had to say.
'and it had started as a brilliant day'
"Buffy please, I'm sorry I didn't mean-"
"To what? Fuck me all night? Was in only supposed to be that one time? Sorry I ruined you plans now get the Hell out." Buffy whirled around to face her, not caring that a piece of glass cut into her baby toe.
Willow edged closer, careful of the glass and stopped before Buffy.
"I heard what Anya said. I don't want you to lose your job over me."
Buffy frowned, and turned away.
"Guess we don't have to worry about that now huh?"
Willow flinched and opened her mouth, but nothing came out.
Buffy gave a tearful laugh.
"I don't know why I came back here, all I get is pain."
Willow choked on her own tears and reached out to touch her lover.
'Ex-lover?'
"Buffy, I..."
Buffy turned, something in Willow's voice making her need to.
"I don't know how, or when but I..." Willow broke off, afraid of what she was going to say.
Buffy tilted her head, trying to listen through her own pain,
"I love you."
Buffy froze, before blinking a few times.
"Could you repeat that please?"
Willow took a shaky breath, but did so.
"I love you."
"But... before..."
"I was scared. I didn't want... I don't want you to lose your job, o... or go to jail."
Buffy frowned and watched as Willow took a step closer.
"I'm so sorry."
Willow grunted when she hit the island behind her, Buffy pressed firmly to her front.
"If you ever do that again, that's it."
Willow nodded her head, her heart in her eyes.
"I love you too."
Buffy hoisted Willow up so that she was sitting on the island top, and stepped between her legs, running her hands up under the robe Willow had put on instead of the Pjs.
When she reached her core, she thrust two fingers in roughly as she felt Willow pulling at her nipple.
Tearing both their robes off, Buffy climbed up on top of the counter and lay herself between Willow's spread legs.
"I love you." Moving down her body, she placed little nips along Willow's collarbone, before tugging on her hair made her look up.
"No foreplay."
Buffy tilted her head to the side, before an idea hit her.
Keeping her balance, she shifted around until she was kneeling over Willow's face.
"No foreplay." So saying, she bent forward and buried her tongue deep into Willow's body, groaning when Willow copied her move.
It was a new feeling, one which Willow liked.
Each time Buffy groaned, it vibrated against her own clit, and Willow was sure her matching groan did the same to Buffy.
When they came, it wasn't shouted out for Anya and Xander to hear. It was quiet. The only sounds being the slurping of the two as they cleaned up the other.
It was strange. They had only known each other for a short time, but they had fallen in love.
Now they had to figure out a way they could be together... preferably without Buffy losing both her job, and going to jail.
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a/n - okay, so you guys reading at work? what would your boss' think... shame on you