Nothing But You
by Whedonist
Chapter 17
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A/N: Okay so, I'm updating this early 'cuz this was finished sooner than I anticipated and it's past my inspection. Not a rigourus inspection mind you just ya know one that I could live with and if it was complete shite blame on insanity or stupididty...it would probably be stupididty.
This is, I feel, far different than anything I have written to date. I've incoporated a myriad of songs in to this chapter and hey if you guys can figure out what they are I'll give a a great big pat on the back. I would give credit where credit is do, but eh it would take up to much space and I'm rambling enough as is. If you want to know where the songs came from drop me a line or include your email in a review with the request.
I think that's it. Let me know how it worked. OH, Also BIG warning this chapter is straight SEX between girls, if you don't want to read it cool and if it gorsses you out, why you here in the first place? =0) Alright that's it I'm done promise.
Disclaimer: See prior chapters.
Chapter 17
Entering their room, Willow broke away from Buffy and stepped over to the computer. She pulled up a program and turned up the music. Buffy had her in her arms before she was even turned around.
"Willow?"
"Hmmm" Willow got out while working Buffy out of her clothes.
"Are you sure?"
"As sure as sure can be. I want you Buffy." She grabbed the blonde by the back of the neck and fused their lips together.
The music came through softly. If you had asked either girl what was playing, they couldn't have told you. Their focus was on the person in their arms. The sounds drifted through and they backed up to the bed. Willow lowered Buffy down and finished removing her own clothes.
My dear, It's time to say i thank god for you.
I thank god for you in each and every single way.
And, i know... i know.. i know.. i know...
It's time to let you know. time to let you know.
Time to let you know. time to sit here and say...
Buffy had moved to the head of the bed and watched as Willow climbed towards her. The redhead moved slowly and gracefully up to the blonde. Lowering herself, she made her way forward so that skin touched skin. She straddled Buffy's waist and let her hands roam over the firm body of the girl below. Memorizing the resiliency of the skin and muscle beneath, the firm, soft breasts, and the slope of her waist, she realized then that even though they had participated in some heavy petting sessions, she had never taken the time to truly look at her girlfriend's body. A small frown crept over her features as she felt a hand smooth out her forehead.
"Willow, what's wrong baby?"
Realizing what it must look like to the other girl, Willow smiled and shook the thoughts from her head. "Nothing, it's just that here we were and as much as I've touched I've never really looked ya know. I should be kicked for that. You're so beautiful. I could look at you forever it feels like."
Buffy smiled relieved. She responded to Willow by bucking her hips and making the girl fall forward. Catching her in time, she made a path with her tongue over a shoulder, up her neck to an ear and then around to Willow's mouth. She let Willow open up to the kiss before pulling Willow as close to her as possible.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones, dear.
We are the lucky ones, dear...
Willow pulled back and smiled down. She let her hand trail over Buffy's features and smoothed back her hair. "Are you ready for the rest of your present?"
She waited for the go ahead and then shifted so she could kiss her way down Buffy's toned body. Willow stopped at the mounds of flesh and treated each one with ample attention. As one hand kneaded and caressed one breast, Willow's mouth tasted, licked and sucked on the other. She couldn't seem to satiate her need for the taste of Buffy's skin. She could have spent forever caressing the blonde's chest. She smiled as her tongue caused the nipple to harden. It came to life under her ministrations and she was unable to stop the satisfied feeling that filled her. She focused her attention on the other and repeated her actions, but added her teeth. She gently scrapped her teeth over the hardening nub and was rewarded with a sharp intake of breath from above her. Pulling the nipple with her lips, she sucked half a boob into her mouth which caused Buffy to arch off the bed.
I don't care about what they say
I'm gonna marry you some day
Go ahead and wake up, its a brand new day
Angel's wings gonna carry you away
Angel's wings gonna to carry me away
Angel's wings gonna to carry us away
"Please, Will." Buffy panted out. "I need...inside."
Willow looked up in to half closed eyes. She acquiesced to her girlfriend's request by moving lower. She trailed kisses over the blonde's ribs and stomach, past her belly button to the hairline of Buffy's mound. She briefly considered the best way to go about doing this and decided that she wanted to see Buffy's face as she entered her. Settling herself between the blonde's legs, she took hold of Buffy's hands and pulled her into her lap. Buffy straddled the redhead and looked at her with a questioning gaze. Willow smiled and opted to show her what she had in mind instead.
In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
I'm closer than I've ever felt before
And I know
And you know
There's no need for words right now
Willow smiled as she caught bits and pieces of the music. She had created the play list especially for tonight and the song that filtered through the speakers made her conviction that much stronger. She felt the rightness of tonight in her gut. This was the only place she wanted to be. All actions up until this moment, Buffy open and waiting for her and so wet that Willow could see the juices over flow and trickle down the inside of her girl's thighs, were a stepping stone to get here. Willow brushed her hands lightly over the wet rug that covered Buffy's sex. It was neat and trimmed and she noticed the heat coming off Buffy's body. A light coating glazed her hands; without even thinking, she brought a slick finger to her lips and licked off Buffy's arousal.
She delicately used her hand to open Buffy up. She rubbed up and down the blonde's slit letting the wetness coat her hand and drip down on to the sheets. Tentatively, she caressed the opening of Buffy's core before letting two finger slide in. The action caused Buffy's hips to thrust forward. The redhead moved them so that they were forehead to forehead and began a light thrust up and into her girlfriend.
I fell into a burning ring of fire
Went down down down and the flames went higher
It burns burns burns that ring of fire that ring of fire
Willow began a dance that had gone on for millennia. She marveled at the texture surrounding her fingers, the soft rigidity. So different than anything she had ever felt before. She could feel Buffy's responses to her actions and from what she could tell she was doing everything just fine.
Buffy had a hard time keeping her breath as she felt Willow inside her. For the blonde it was singularly the most sensual feeling of her young life. Her girlfriend moving inside her; touching her in ways nobody had before. Her body found and matched the redhead's rhythm and she began thrusting down to meet Willow's up thrust of fingers. She needed more and to her surprise, smiled when Willow added a third finger. Her moan of approval was silenced by Willow covering her mouth with her own. The redhead's tongue thrust itself inside Buffy's mouth. She sucked at the muscle and lashed at with her own tongue.
Well I couldn't imagine
If I couldn't be myself
'cause if you're afraid to
Ask for what you want
Then you might rebel
But if you've got that combination
Where you can play some 'show and tell'
Well don't be shameful
I am your rainbow
Liberate your body and
Soothe your soul
Willow had one hand balancing the both of them; the other had three fingers buried deep inside Buffy. She placed her thumb lightly over the blonde's clit and started a series of small circular motions and brushes as she moved into the Blonde. She leant forward and wrapped the free arm around the slim waist and pulled them together so that she was eye level with Buffy's chest. The first nipple she saw she sucked into her mouth and flicked the turgid nub with her tongue.
Buffy had lost control of her lower half and was forced to rest most her weight on Willow. She had one hand wrapped around her girlfriend's slim shoulders and the other was buried in thick red hair. She never imagined it could be like this. Her body was strung taut and her release was quickly descending upon her. With all the stimuli Willow was providing, Buffy could only manage sharp intakes of breath and deep throated moans.
The song currently playing caused Willow to speed up her actions. She felt Buffy grow tenser as time passed and needed to see the blonde find release. Remembering the research she had done on sex, she followed the suggestions she had read and increased contact with Buffy's clit. Buffy's hips stilled and she pressed down hard on Willow's hand. Willow looked up in time to see Buffy throw her head back and cry out her name. The muscles surrounding her finger's spasmed with a series of contractions which caused a release of moisture to seep out and flow down Willow's hand.
For you
Well I'll be your soldier
For you
I'll bury friends
For you
Well I'll be your saviour
For you
I'll play and pretend
So we laugh..but no-one's laughing
And we kiss..but no-one cares
So we shout..but no-one's listening
So we live..like no-one dares
Buffy's body went rigid with her release. She couldn't really figure how much time passed between the initial release and the wave of sensation that followed after. As her body rippled with pleasure she sank lower on to Willow's hand. After what felt like an eternity, she regained some higher motor functions and fell forward resting her head on Willow's shoulder.
Live in my house. I'll be your shelter
Just pay me back with one thousand kisses
Be my lover, and I'll cover you
Open your door I'll be your tenant
Don't got much baggage to lay at your feet
But sweet kisses I've got to spare
I'll be there and I'll cover you
She felt Willow remove her hand from between her legs. The action caused Buffy to hiss. Not an un-pleasurable sensation, she was just very sensitive at the moment. Willow whispered words of endearment and folded Buffy in her arms. Both girls were damp with exertion and slid against each other.
Buffy's body was still trembling as Willow found the strength to lay both of them down. She turned so that Buffy was lying on top of her and was able to rest her head against Willow's chest. The redhead smiled in satisfaction as their labored breathing slowly regulated itself. Her body was trembling as nearly as bad as Buffy's. She hadn't cum, but seeing her girlfriend go through the experience caused a feeling of contentment to flow through her. She still whispered 'I love you's' as she smoothed the blonde locks and allowed Buffy to regain some composure.
I want you to know how I'm feeling baby
I never felt this way before
You brought me so much happiness
You make me want you more and more
So take me in your arms away
On the wings of love we'll stay
Buffy had let her self relax entirely and allowed the music to register in her mind. She looked up and met the darkened emerald eyes of her lover. She reached up and cupped Willow's cheek in her hand. "I love you Willow. I know we say it a lot and sometimes it loses meaning, but I do." Willow turned her head and laid an open mouth kiss on Buffy's palm. The redhead nodded and tightened her grip on Buffy. Buffy cocked her head to the side and let a smile dance across her face.
"Willow have you been raiding Faith's CD collection?"
The redhead raised an eyebrow in question.
"Nine Inch Nails? Didn't peg you for a Trent fan."
Willow blushed and shook her head, "I like some of his stuff. I just threw some music together for tonight. It's called the Perfect Drug. Very arousing to some."
"To you?"
"If you catch me at the right time."
"Are you caught?"
"Very much so."
"Then let's use that to my advantage." Buffy let a flirtatious smile spread across her lips and slid upwards to meet Willow's lips.
turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
the more I give to you the more I die
you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
you make me hard when i'm all soft inside
I see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart
Buffy now had control of the reigns and was straddling the redhead. She kissed her girl with as much passion and desire as she could muster and let her hands roam over the milky white skin beneath her. Willow moaned under the blonde's touch and Buffy felt the muscle's below Willow's skin ripple as her hands brushed over them. She slid her leg between Willow's thighs and managed to quiet her moan as Willow's own wetness coated her thigh. She hadn't thought Willow would be that aroused. Buffy had barley touched the redhead save to kiss her.
Willow though was more than ready. She had felt her desire build while her hand was buried inside the blonde. It never ceased to amaze her that Buffy caused such new and pleasing reactions. Willow's body responded on its own. No thought or premeditation was required when Buffy touched her. Buffy's hand was currently roaming over her body and face. Willow took the opportunity as a hand brushed her lips and sucked two fingers into her mouth.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
Buffy needed to taste her girl before allowing her hands to take over the expedition. She moved slowly down the body. Much the same way she did when she had first gone down on Willow, but this time more was expected. She didn't want to cause Willow to cum just from her tongue. She just needed to stop her mouth from watering as she inhaled the redhead's need. Her mouth seared kiss after kiss over the girl's body. She nibbled and sucked at the flesh offered to her and left no area unattended. Her thoughts were of wanting to devour the girl beneath her in the most carnal way possible. The blonde had never felt a need so strong before. She was nearly purring in anticipation as she finally lowered herself between the redhead's thighs.
Once again she steals away
Then she reaches out to kiss me
And how she takes my breath away
Ooh, I would bleed to love her
Ooh, bleed to love her
Ooh, I would bleed to love her
Taking a moment to regain composure, she settled herself down and placed Willow's legs over her shoulders. Pulling her down so that her hips were off of the bed and Buffy had only to tilt her head down to bury herself in the soft folds Willow's sex. She let her tongue slowly lick the collected juices off of Willow's outer lips. Cautiously she spread the nether lips of her lover and swiped her tongue up and down drinking as much of Willow's cream down as possible. The redhead tasted amazing to Buffy. Faith was good, but not this good. Willow was sweet and tart without being overpowering. She let her tongue circle the opening of Willow's core and then moved up in a hard stroke of her tongue. She moved up and found Willow's engorged clit. Taking it gently between her lips she let her tongue dance across it lightly. Willow's hips jerked forward causing Buffy to burry herself further into the girl before her.
And how can I
Stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me
How could it be
Any better than this
Cause you're all I want
You are all I need
Buffy slowly brought her face out and kissed the apex of Willow's lips. She slowly moved back from the supple body of her lover and rolled both of them on to their sides. Chest to stomach, Buffy still had Willow's left leg over her shoulder spreading the girl wide. The arm beneath her propped her up as she let the other brush over Willow's center. Buffy looked up at Willow and saw desire evident in darkened green eyes.
"Buffy, please don't make me beg." Willow panted out.
"Never." Buffy said as her hand slowly pushed past the fur and outer lips. A sharp intake of breath was let out above her and she slid her hand up and down the redhead's slit. More than ample natural lubrication was coating Buffy's fingers as she gently slid two fingers in to Willow's tight channel. She pushed up and felt a small film of resistance. Stopping her movements, Buffy looked up at Willow unsure. She knew this was going to hurt her lover and causing the redhead pain wasn't something she wanted to do.
"Willow, this is going to hurt for a moment. Are you okay with this?"
Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me
You please me, complete me, believe me
Like a melody
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality thats hookin' me
I've been kissed by destiny
Oh, heaven came and saved me
An angel was placed at my feet
Willow only nodded then leaned down to capture the blonde's lips as a yes to her question. Willow's hands gripped Buffy's hair and free shoulder. Buffy looked back down and concentrated on the task at hand. She pulled her hand slowly back out and played with Willow's clit for a few more moments before thrusting two fingers as deep as they would go in the redhead. She heard Willow's small whimper of pain and felt the small membrane give way under her finger's assault. Buffy kissed the exposed flesh before her and murmured a sorry and a love you before she continued her movements.
I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart
Buffy resumed her movement as slowly as she could. Taking a breast in to her mouth she rolled it between her teeth and let her tongue circle the swollen flesh. She licked the underside of the boob and nipped at Willow's ribcage needing to taste her girl as much as possible. Her hand was buried in Willow's center. Her movements became surer and stronger with each thrust. It took a few moments for Willow to find Buffy's rhythm, but once in sync the two moved together gracefully. Meeting shove for shove, Willow pumped her hips on to Buffy's hand.
Willow was reeling from Buffy's touch. Soft and purposeful, the blonde girl filled Willow and more. She felt fingers twist and explore her from the inside. Buffy pressing against the upper wall of her channel and then curling her fingers up as she brought them back down, almost out and then back in again. The redhead was panting and a new layer of perspiration covered her body. She let out moans of approval and let her head fall back as her lower half moved instinctually.
You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
Buffy was grunting with each thrust of her hand. She wanted to crawl inside her girlfriend, but had to settle on driving her finger's into her as far as possible. With out thought she added a third finger and heard Willow hiss out a yes and more as she continued her movements. Unsure of the request, Buffy looked up and saw Willow let out another, 'more please.' Buffy nodded and pulled almost out of the redhead entirely. She kept her four fingers together and then slipped back into the tight hole. She was granted a shudder of approval. Willow's muscles closed around her fingers involuntarily pulling her hand deeper inside the redhead.
Willow's thrusts were getting wilder and Buffy knew she was close. She was, however, torn. She battled with the decision of taste or sight and when the decision was finally made, she moved lower so that her mouth was level with the redhead's slit. She let her tongue snake out and find Willow's clit. There was a small amount of blood mixed with Willow's cream, but it only added to Buffy's desire. Unsure of what that meant about her, she continued anyhow. Her tongue circled the engorged nerve bundle and let her lips brush it as well.
I've got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of your fingertips
This love so deep inside of me, baby
Her hand moved faster as her tongue struggled to keep up. Willow's core was contracting at regular intervals and Buffy wanted to feel her cum. Increasing the contact between tongue and clit she increased her speed and smiled as Willow's body tensed completely. She felt her shoulder groan under the grip of Willow's hand. The small amount of pain caused by the redhead's actions only made Buffy move faster. Willow let out a breathless "holy fuck," as Buffy's name tore itself from her throat. Willow pumped her hips as the orgasm ran amuck through her body. The wave crested and receded and then crested again. She struggled to maintain her balance and felt every muscle she had quiver and shake as the orgasm abated.
Buffy just held on to her lover and took the same amount of time and care in ensuring that Willow wasn't going to collapse as the redhead had done for her earlier. She left her hand inside, but moved her body up so that she could pull Willow into a kiss. Her mouth covered the other girl's and they both groaned in satisfaction. Delicately, Buffy slid her fingers out of Willow and let them brush lightly over the girl's clit. She broke from the kiss and brought her slick fingers between them. She took a finger in her mouth and sucked it clean.
I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there
Willow watched amazed as Buffy sucked one finger clean and then another. For some reason the sight caused a spike of arousal to shoot through the redhead. She hesitated a moment before taking the last remaining finger and sucking into her mouth. She had never fully tasted herself before and was surprised that it wasn't half bad. She wondered if Buffy tasted similar and was determined before the end of the night to find out. There was the slick digit she sucked on earlier, but somehow she knew that it wasn't indicative of the taste straight from the source.
Buffy gaped as Willow took her ring finger and sucked the glossy finger into her mouth. The sight nearly caused Buffy to cum right then and there and had caused a new wave of moisture to pool between her thighs. She surprised herself further when Willow popped the finger out of her mouth and licked Buffy's lips causing the blonde to growl out her appreciation.
Oh, you're in my blood like holy wine
You taste so bitter and so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you, darling
And I would still be on my feet
Oh I would still be on my feet
Willow gave herself a moment to regain her strength and smiled as she heard the song currently playing. Her leg was still thrown over the blonde's shoulder. She slowly lowered it and slipped it between Buffy's legs. She rolled Buffy on to her back and pressed her body firmly against the other girls. Raising herself on her forearms, she looked down in to hazel eyes. Her hair fell in a curtain around them as she placed feather light kisses over Buffy's face. Speaking between each kiss, Willow said, "Buffy, you know there is one thing I haven't got to do tonight. I've been wanting to since Christmas day."
Buffy struggled with comprehension. Willow was quickly driving her past the capability for speech. "Wha...what...?" She finally got out.
"I've wanted to taste you. Lick you, nibble you, and feel you cum in mouth. I've been thinking about it for months, but with school and our severe lack of time I haven't had the chance. So do you want to feel me buried between your legs?" Willow looked down and waited on clear direction from the blonde.
Buffy's face was flushed and she could only manage to shake her head yes. Willow's dirty talk had rendered her speechless and she had to restrain herself from pushing down on Willow's shoulder's to make good on her threats. Instead she wrapped her legs around the redhead's hips and ground herself on to Willow making sure to get her girlfriend's taut stomach slick with her own juices.
Must be your skin I'm sinking in
Must be for real 'cause now I can feel
Couldn't love you more
You got a beautiful taste
I needed you more
Willow growled out and needed no more encouragement. She moved quickly and slid lower on the bed. She took a similar approach to going down on her girlfriend. She turned them on their sides and pulled one leg over her shoulder while her read rested on the leg beneath her. One hand wrapped around Buffy's hips and pulled the blonde's center dead center with Willow's mouth. The redhead licked her lips and let her tongue brush against the dark blonde curls. She moved forward and buried her face completely in the folds of her girl. Allowing her tongue to explore the texture and taste, she moaned deep in her throat. Not to Willow's surprise, Buffy tasted wonderful. She lapped at the juices collected on the folds of flesh then shoved her tongue as far inside Buffy's channel as she could go. She let her tongue fuck the blonde.
you can have my everything
help me, tear down my reason
help me, it's your sex i can smell
help me, you make me perfect
help me, become somebody else
i wanna fuck you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason i stay alive
Buffy's hips ground down on Willow's face. The girl below her was quickly driving her to another orgasm and Buffy couldn't control her body's reactions. She felt her hips slide along Willow's face and sucked in air as the girl's nose brushed Buffy's clit. Trying to continue the sensation both girls repeated their movements and soon found a steady rhythm that connected each other's body parts to obtain the maximum amount of friction and pleasure. It took only a few moments before Buffy pulled Willow by the hair and stilled her movements so that she could ride out her release.
Willow held on to Buffy as she felt the muscles surrounding her tongue clamp down and draw it in further. She breathed slowly and let the blonde fall back away from her still hungry mouth. Willow gently leaned forward and swiped her tongue one last time through Buffy's slit and crawled back up to eye level with her girl. They wrapped their arms around each other and rested until their breathing and heart rate returned to normal.
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
some things are meant to be
take my hand, take my whole life too
for I can't help falling in love with you
Buffy ran her hands slowly up down the naked back of her lover. Relishing the feel of their bodies pressed against each other. She looked over at the clock on the nightstand and realized that they had been at it for the past three hours. She sighed contentedly and let her mind relive the time spent in Willow's embrace. She couldn't seem to get over the things Willow had done to her. Her body was still humming and she knew Willow's was to.
Willow's hand mirrored Buffy's and she snuggled closer to the girl. Every fantasy she had ever had about her first time had paled in comparison to tonight. The music still played softly in the background and she let the smile take over her face. She was sore, but in ways that made her feel content and full. Willow let her eyes drift close for a moment and she said a small prayer and thanked any deity that would hear her for bringing her to Sunnydale and into Buffy's life.
Spent and sighing with a look in your eye
Spent and sighing with a look on your face like
Sweet revelation sweet surrendering
Sweet revelation sweet
Thinking of you, thinking
Thinking of you, Thinking of you, Thinking of you, thinking
Buffy rested there for awhile and let them bask in the evening's festivities. This was by far the best Valentine's Day ever. She would remember it for years to come. Buffy felt Willow shift and felt a shiver go through her girl. Looking in to Willow's eye's she asked, "You cold?"
"Just my back, I'm fine really. Better than fine."
Buffy shifted so that she could pull the sheet and blankets over their bodies. They buried themselves in the bed and wrapped around each other. Buffy stroked Willow's hair and let the girl drift off to sleep. Buffy kissed her lips lightly and whispered, "Love you Wills."
Willow smiled and murmured her love back. Buffy closed her eyes and fell asleep with the song playing in the background singing her to sleep.
Now, I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm livin for the only thing I know
I'm running here and crashing where to go?
And I don't know what I'm diving in to
Just hanging by a moment here with you