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Title: A connected Love Author: Quindo Ma Genre: Buffy/Willow Summary: Admitting love, a night together and some new developments. Distribution: First of all Pat Kelly, cause he has inspired me to write this (without knowing it then, but hey I love his stories), he can archive it without any permission from me, same for Pinkrabbit cause they just have a great archive but I'm not even sure if this story is good enough anyway, but hey I can dream ;) , other's just ask me and tell me where you want to and you'll get my permission. Rating: PG-13 (I'm not really sure bout this it COULD be PG-15) OR NC-17 depending on list, read top for details Spoilers: Well this story plays after the 3rd season so information up to Graduation Day 1 / 2 will surely be used. I haven’t seen the 4th season at the point I wrote this, so no spoilers for that. This story takes another timeline from then. Note: The numbers 12 and 60 were (as far as I know) the holy numbers of the Babylonian, the first recorded civilization (refer to bible) of this realm. I will use them in this story but that probably later. Note: This is my first try so be kind. I have redone and changed some things a few times to make it good but I have no experience in this. just a few ideas, and a few inspirations. :) Note: This story hasn't been beta'd from anyone else but me so if you want to do that for the upcoming parts then send me a mail Feedback: PLZ PLZ PLZ, I need to know what you think about this story, so that I can see if I'll continue it this way. And if I don't get feed- back then I won't write anymore cause there are only two ways to enjoy writing: Fun during the writing and (posive;-) feedback Disclaimer: All the characters, Buffy, Willow, Giles, Xander, etc. Belong to Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy Inc., and Warner Bros. I’m just borrowing their brilliant creations. I intend no copyright infringement from my use of their characters, and will receive no monetary or any other compensation for their use, in any form, of the story that succeeds. The Story although is mine. ******** Chapter 4: Changing relationships
Buffy leaned forward and brushed her lips ever so slightly over Willow’s. "I love you too Willow Rosenberg." A few moments of silence followed where Willow was absolutely still before she broke it. "What?" Willow asked unable to believe what she just had heard, had felt. "I love you too" Buffy answered her smile showing how happy she was and how serious she meant that. Willow blushed. "Please pinch me... ...Ouch.. ok so I’m not dreaming" "No you aren’t, I love you" "I-I-I lo... I love you too" "I know" "B-but how?" "Well you remember that talk we had three weeks ago, that one about the true love?" Willow blushed even more, almost glowing bright red by now. "W-well y-yes" "And I’m sure that you have noticed that I was keeping an eye on you since then." "Yes" "Well I was trying to figure out why you had said that I should look for a woman as true love. And I noticed that you have changed and that you were acting different when I was near you. More closed as if you were hiding something. At first I thought that it might be something I had done and that it wasn’t good what that could have been. But then just about ten minutes ago I saw that you were really worried about me and that you were more caring than even my mother had ever been to me. And then I knew that the only reason why you would act so was because you loved me. And I mean more than a friend does. And that’s why I decided to offer you my feelings." Buffy’s smile seemed to be a wide grin by now. "I love you more than anything else Buffy." "And I love you." They moved together and their lips met, both there where they had wished them selves for so long. ******** After that Willow moved onto Buffy’s bed joining her new lover and kissed her, more passionately this time. They deepened their kiss when Willow parted her lips inviting Buffy’s tongue into her own mouth, tasting her lips sucking on them and sucking on her tongue. Buffy in return explored Willows mouth and every single curve of her lips and tongue. She enjoyed the sweet taste of Willow and started a fight in the only place where she was equal with her ‘enemy’. Willow encountered that small battle between their tongues and let a low moan out. Buffy groaned in return to the pleasures she knew Willow received from her. As they finally broke apart to get breath it was the happiest moment in their lives. "Wow, Willow where did you learn that?" "Learned what? I have only responded to what you did." she answered still breathing heavily. "Well then I have to ask myself where I have learned that," she said with a grin on her features that -Willow could finally think about that without feeling bad- was absolutely cute, and charming, "I know that I have never kissed like this before so I really have no idea where it came from." Buffy finished the sentence. The redhead smiled and snuggled close up to Buffy letting herself go and feel the protection the slayer gave her. They talked a little about this and that before they both fell into a sleep full of dreams that they both knew would now come true. Now that they were together. But there was one dream that was different than the others. One that was special, both in its content and by the way they had that dream. It was again one of those dreams -not the first one and surely not the last one- which they both shared. A dream that were in both minds at the same time, connecting them together more than normal love could ever had. ******** It was Saturday morning as Giles called them that he had found something and that they should come and see it themselves. So as they entered his house and saw the frowned face Giles had, they exactly knew that it was even worse than they had expected. "Hello Buffy... Willow" he said nodding towards them "if you would please follow me" "That bad?" Buffy asked. He just nodded and lead them into his own small library, which mostly contained the books that have been ‘rescued’ from the Sunnydale High library before the ascension. He told them to take a seat and then went out to get a few books that he had used to find out about what was going on. "This must be really bad, did you see that concern on his face?" Willow asked. "Mmm hmmm" "Well that means that I may have to get active and see what I can do." Willow smiled. "I’m sure my little wicca will do what she can to help me." Buffy smiled back. As Giles came back he had at least a half dozen books in his arms. He handed them one and told them to open it. They did as told and Giles started to talk about what they saw. "Well as you can see, or better, as what most think it looks like, this demon is a very unique one simply by that that it is invisible, well at least to the human eye. Most demons can see it and we suppose that is because of the infrared part of the spectrum that most are able to see..." "Please Giles, all I actually want to know is how I can kill it." Buffy insisted. "Well, Buffy as much as I know that you don’t like this part of the discussion, as much I am sure that you should listen to it this time." Buffy just nodded cause she knew that it must be bad if Giles started to talk that way. "Well as I just started to explain we aren’t really sure how it looks like because all those drawings base on the description of other demons that were interrogated by the council and most of them weren’t really in the constitution to give exact answers. That also means that we don’t have much information about that and since my connection to the council is broken I have no way to find out if they know more by now." He made a short break and then continued. "I may have a chance to find some information in the college library but I can’t promise anything. But what I do know is that the one you had that encounter with is only the first of many, kind of a scout. He checks the surroundings and tells the leaders what they have to expect. And as I have mentioned before all information I have is based on earlier incidents, and from not really cooperative demons and that means that the council was not able to capture one of those neither living nor dead, at least not before I have been fired. And that is the problem. We know what they are and that most of them are encountered in fairly large numbers. We have a few clues about how they look like and what other abilities they have but not many. And that means that we have to find out what we have to do with them. It is known that they mostly just pass through the areas they were seen, or better, noticed in, but since this is the hellmouth I suppose that they will stay for a while." "You mentioned that they are visible in infrared light. Are you sure about that?" Willow asked. "Well, quite sure, yes. But I don’t know how that could help us... Oh yes, why didn’t I have that idea. That is it. That’s how we’ll be able to fight them." "Well we can fight them but you also said that they are mostly encountered in large numbers which means that we need some help. I can’t fight against ten or more at the same time, even if I could see them. And I know what I’m talking about." "Well maybe I can help there." the redhead said reading in one of the book Giles had gave them. "I’m not really sure if I can keep them from attacking you but here is a spell that can banish them back to hell. The only problem is that I have to create a gateway for that and it is said here that no demon would ever go near one of those. That means that you have to attack them and force them near one of those gateways, I can do the rest from then." Willow looked up into Buffy’s eyes and started to smile. "Well as long as I don’t have to fight more than one or two at the same time I think I can handle that. But if there are more than that -" "Hey that’s it. That’s the way we can handle this." Willow interrupted attracting both Giles and Buffy’s attention with that. Then she looked up and blushed lightly. "Sorry" "No prob Will, just tell us what you have found out." Buffy assured her. "Well with a few extra ingredients and some help from Giles.." she said pointing her head towards him ".. I can do the same trick they do with us and make the gateway invisible to them. And here’s another spell that allows me to project a fake of that gateway to another point near the original one." "Well that means that all I have to do is get them near that -for them invisible- gateway and then you’ll suck them into it, right? I hope it won’t suck me to hell. I really have no desire to go there" "No, absolutely not. It only affects demons. The only problem is that I can’t open a hidden one, I have to open a gateway and then hide it and that means that you have to lure them towards it." "Damn and I hoped this could be an easy do." Buffy sighed. ******** Chapter 5: A discovered connection
After that discussion at Giles they headed to ask Xander if he could somehow get a few infrared glasses from the local military base. They both giggled as they thought about how his ‘Self discovery trip’ had ended. He started to drive south and soon enough arrived in LA where he had no other idea than to stop by at Cordelia and -what actually seemed quite the right thing but was nevertheless still funny- spent a -quoting him- ‘Hot, steamy and loving night’ together. They both appreciated that because it told them that they were right with them. They really belonged together. And that’s why it wasn’t really a surprise that she soon after that Cordy arrived in Sunnydale to first of all visit Xander and then only a few days later move from the motel she lived in into Xander’s house and stay near him almost all the time. It was just the right thing they thought. "Hey, Buffy, Willow nice to see you. How are you doing?" he asked as soon as he opened the door, then noticed that both girls were holding hands and started to smile. Well actually he didn’t smile he grinned. A really large grin. "It was really time that that happened. It was getting boring around you two. Always focussing on the other and forgetting the rest of the world. I felt kinda left out." "What do you mean Xander?" Buffy asked. He just nodded down onto their hands. "You know exactly what I mean but don’t worry I won’t tell anyone until you two have decided to tell the people yourself." Both girls looked into the eyes of their new lover then down onto their hands still holding each other then Buffy wanted to let Willow’s hand go but the hacker just held it tighter and gave her an assuring look and she suddenly heard Willow’s voice. ‘You can trust him. If he says he won’t tell anyone then he won’t.’ She knew that Willow didn’t say anything, at least not as long as she hadn’t gone under the ventriloquists. She wondered what just had happened but let that thought fall as soon as Xander reentered her head with his next question. "So what can I do for you two? Let me guess: there is either another threat in town or you two don’t know what to do." "Another threat, Xander." Willow said entering the house. She saw Cordelia come down the stairs in a bath coat her hair still wet. "Hi, Buffy, Willow, what’s going on?" "Just another threat that disturbs our peace my honey." Both the slayer and the hacker looked at themselves and thought in unison ‘Honey?’ both hearing the other and then looked at Xander and waited for an answer. After a few moments Buffy asked "Honey?" "Hey, what to do against fate?" he said smiling widely. He told them to wait in the living room while he led Cordelia into the kitchen where they saw them starting to kiss then turned around to themselves. "He really must fallen for her if he didn’t hear you before." "Mmm hmmm. Wait. What do you mean? I didn’t say anything." "You did. I have clearly heard it." "No. You asked him. But he really must be in love when he didn’t hear you the first time." "I didn’t say anything the first time. You did. I know that you must have said something cause I have heard you." "Hmmmm... this is strange." They both fell silent for a few seconds before Willow heard Buffy say ‘What the hell is going on here?’ but she didn’t see her mouth move. Not a singe move. "Um... Buffy... I think I heard you think." "What?" "Well you didn’t move your mouth but I heard you say ‘What the hell is going on here?’. And I don’t think that you said that, cause your mouth didn’t move and if I can hear you think it is possible that you can hear me too... when I think I mean and that -" "Willow, you’re babbling... but I think you may be right about this. I think we should ask Giles later. But for now let’s keep quiet, ok?" "Ok" ******** "So is that all you need?" Xander asked after they had told him what was going on here. "Well... no. We also need your support as a member of the group. Yours and Cordy’s of course." Willow smiled. "Well I think we can manage that and I’ll go tonight and get those IR-glasses you need. I hope that this won’t become my second home in future cause with every visit the chance is increasing that I get caught. And I suppose no one wants that." "Well..." Cordelia threw in, a playful smile on her face. "Cordy. If you don’t like me then why are you here?" He said the same smile on his face. Only moments later they were kissing and forgot completely about the other two girls in the room, who quietly but sure started to giggle and headed towards the front door. "Just don’t forget it Xander. I need those if I wanna fight them." Buffy called back and then left the house with Willow tugging her out. There they started to laugh and only moments later were in their arms kissing just as passionately as their friends inside. ‘We have to get away from here before somebody finds us’ Buffy thought. "Yeah" Willow mumbled between their kisses. "We really have to." she said as they broke apart. "Let me guess, you heard me again." "Seems so." "Then let’s get to Giles and ask him about this." "I think I have a better idea about what we could do now." the hacker said looking towards Xander’s house. ‘We could do the same they are just doing.’ "Willow you’re so naughty" Buffy said and started to giggle uncontrollably. She had heard what Willow had thought and she liked it. She was still laughing when the redhead heard her ‘Will, please help me I can’t stop.’ She answered that by tugging Buffy’s lips to her own, kissing her. Then they both headed back to the dorm as fast as they could. Both wanting the other one, be part of the other one and satisfy their hidden desires with all the pleasures they were able to give. ******** It took about five minutes at the speed they were running to arrive in their room. But it took only five seconds before they were laying on the bed kissing each other and, more or less effective, undressing. But not for long cause Willow pushed her lover up and said "Slowly" before she sat up took off her pullover and her bra and exposing the two most perfect breasts Buffy had ever seen. She leaned forward kissed Willow on her lips, her jaw, her neck, her collarbone and slowly moved down to her breasts. She played a little with them, heard Willow groan with pleasure and she could feel the pleasures she gave her. After a few minutes of teasing, and listening to the sounds that left Willow’s throat, she stood up and undressed the rest of her clothes, starting with her top (she hadn’t worn a bra today), then moving off her pants and her panties in one move. Stepping out of them she leaned forward, placed a kiss on Willow’s mouth and then went down to take off her skirt, shortly followed by her knickers. She moved back up and kissed her love and stayed there for what seemed an eternity before they broke apart to get some of the needed oxygen. Then Willow took over the control. She turned them around so that she was on top now and stared over Buffy’s body, admiring every single curve, every single spot on it. She then leaned down and started to kiss her. Over and over. She started at the blondes’ mouth placing a passionate kiss there and then worked her over her face planting small kisses everywhere. She started moving down her neck, over her breasts. She heard Buffy’s moan as she lightly bit into one of them to stimulate it. The wicca then moved farther down and passed her navel planting small kisses around it before burying her tongue into it. The slayer let out a low moan as she felt Willow’s tongue. The hacker continued the path she was on and neared the slayers abdomen and pelvic bone. She skipped that -as she had to admit with a smile- very wet part in the middle and started to kiss the inner thighs on both sides. Buffy groaned in pleasure but was sure that she couldn’t take that teasing much longer. "Go ahead Willow I won’t bite you, well... at least not if you go ahead" she said smiling down to her looking into her eyes and seeing the love there. Willow didn’t let that be said twice. She gave Buffy all she could ‘Oh god, Willow. You have a talent for this.’ ‘You think?’ It didn’t take long until Buffy came yelling out Willow’s name but the wicca kept on with her motion until her spasms had stopped. She then moved up to kiss her lover. "My turn" Buffy said grinning. She switched positions with Willow and did the same the little redhead had done. Willow screamed as she came, pushing Buffy’s head into her hips and bucking in pleasure feeling an orgasm that she never had felt before. After that they dropped next to each other on the bed snuggling close into the center of their world and inhaling the scent of their love. They kissed and both said in chorus "I love you." It was also the last thought of them before they both fell asleep, completely exhausted. Both heard what the other thought and both knew that they had a more than special connection together. The last time they had a dream they shared, they didn’t know of the connection they had and that that dream was shared. This time though, they knew it and this time they knew that what they saw wasn’t just a dream created by their own minds but the entire life of their love. They shared their lives and all that was part of it. The good times as well as the bad times and both knew that they needed each other to prevent the other from dying by these feelings. These feelings that were so long buried and now all returned to the surface. But now that they were together they knew that they could move on and cope with those things... Together. ******** Chapter 6: New Powers and new Problems
This night Willow accompanied Buffy during her sweep through the graveyards of Sunnydale. She neither wanted to be alone in the dorm nor leave her Slayer do this alone. ‘Her Slayer’. How that sounded. It was in some way strange to think of Buffy that way. But she liked it. Although if she had been asked six months ago if she was -as she still liked to formulate it- ‘kinda gay’ then the first and only thing she would have answered had been ‘No way’. But so much had changed since then. She had fallen for her best friend. And Oz... It was strange to think about him now; now that he had left. *** "It is safer for you if I leave. I have to find out how to reverse this and I can’t do this here where I have to be worried about you." *** It really wasn’t nice of him to just leave. But she could understand him now. He probably had noticed that she had changed after he returned from that gig in Chicago. Must have noticed that her love for him wasn’t the same anymore. And after a few talks -that were mostly like talking against a wall because she hadn’t really listened to him then; she had just too much to think about Buffy at that moment- he had told her that he had to leave. She had been totally destroyed after that. It took a few days before she had even left her room again. ‘Heh’ It was in a special way funny to think about that now. It was actually Buffy’s urging that had convinced her to leave her room and go out again. ‘Buffy... GOD how much I love her. If she hadn’t been there then, then I would have probably stayed in my room for the rest of the holidays.’ Buffy turned around to her. She had heard that last thought. "I love you too" Willow smiled but then noticed Buffy’s attention getting focused to something else. She saw her switch into slayer mode. That was her sign to hide. She walked to a group of bushes but then felt a hand on her arm. She turned her head and saw Buffy shaking her head slightly as ever. ‘Don’t go there. The sound came from that direction and I don’t want to loose you to whatever is there.’ Buffy had concentrated and tried to project her thoughts into Willow’s brain. She saw her nodding and knew that she had been heard. Willow fell back and the slayer headed with a small detour towards the bushes. She heard the wicca start to chant and wondered what she did. Then she saw it. A demon, about seven feet tall that faced her and seemed to observe them. He didn’t seem to notice Buffy’s change of actions though. She thanked her wicca for her abilities and then started an attack. The demon seemed quite surprised to see her throwing a high foot at him and yanked back but not enough. She hit him on what seemed part of his shoulder and had Buffy been a normal human then her leg would probably have been shattered now. But she wasn’t, she was the slayer and that gave her the ability to hit the demon hard enough to throw it onto the ground. She jumped onto it crushing her knee into the throat of that whateveritwas and punched it a few times into the face. A little dizzied but not beaten yet it yanked Buffy off and threw her ten feet towards Willow. "NO!! Buffy!" She held her hands up and that seemed to stop Buffy’s flight. She was shocked and lost her concentration just long enough to let Buffy fall onto the ground. The slayer jumped up and wanted to attack the demon to finish it but couldn’t see it anymore. Suddenly she was hit hard flying another ten feet and just mere inches past a tree. She knew that it must have been the same kind of demon that had attacked her only a week ago. What had Giles called it? Illusion Weaver. Well it surely did use illusions to hide itself. But Willow had shown her that it wasn’t always invisible. Either had she made it visible or disabled its illusions but whatever it was she had to repeat it. "Will, do it again!" "Wha- what? Do what again?" ‘Make him visible!’ She understood and started to chant again. A few moments later they could both see the demon. Or at least the rest that was still left. They saw it run through the trees and beyond vision. "That was close." "Buffy are you ok?" Willow asked, a very worried look on her features. "Yes I’m ok just a little dizzy. You?" "I’m fine, it didn’t attack me." "Ok I think that we were able to scare it away but I am sure that we shouldn’t stay here for long. Let’s get to Giles and tell him ‘bout this." Willow nodded and they headed towards his house. "By the way where did you find that spell?" "To make him visible?" "Mmm hmmm" "It was in one of the books Giles gave us. It was quite hidden although and I just found it through pure luck." "Can you think of doing that when the ‘Big Battle’ starts?" "Probably not. And I would have to cast it for every single demon again. It hasn’t got any area effect to affect more than one of those hideous beasts. I still don’t think that I already have the power to do it more than for two or three anyway. And I have to concentrate on the gateway spell and that is quite difficult and... and I’m babbling right?" "As sure as you are Willow Rosenberg and as sure as I love you with all your pros and cons." Willow started to smile and moved closer to Buffy, then leaned over and kissed her. They went the rest of the way in silence enjoying the warmth of their partner and the closeness that they shared. At Giles house they started to tell him about what had happened and then about that strange thing that had stopped Buffy’s flight. But he didn’t have any idea what that could have been except that in someway Willow’s abilities had grown. After another 15 minutes of talking and trying to explain what had happened Xander knocked and entered, three IR-glasses in a box he carried. "Sorry but I couldn’t take more. It would have been too suspicious even for the Hellmouth." "It’s ok, I think it should be enough. Buffy if you could please get the book over there. I have to find out what Willow and I need for the spell." "Sure" ******** After about 3 more hours of research and a shopping trip to the local -which was at the moment the only- magic store to get the ingredients and picking Cordy up on the way back to Giles’ house they decided to call it a night. Xander and Cordy went back to -meanwhile- their shared house and Willow and Buffy decided to stay at Willow’s house cause her parents were out of town, which was not that unusual, it was simply closer than the dorm. They stopped on their way to buy some ice cream and borrow a few videos -those that were not already part of Willow’s parents steadily growing collection- and then left the Hellmouth outside for the night as they entered the house. They really didn’t want to go out now and lucky them, it stayed outside. "How bout this?" Buffy asked holding one of the borrowed videos up. "Hmmm? Oh sure, although I probably wont pay much attention to it." "Willow..." It was a playful voice and the redheads reaction to it was exaggerated seriousness, which soon was followed by loud laughter. They both really enjoyed the others presence and Buffy had to admit that Willow was absolutely right. They really didn’t pay any attention to the video. They just sat on the couch and were kissing through the whole film and beyond the end of it. Forgetting all around them. After a while they both fell to sleep and were grateful that they would wake up next morning in the arms of each other. ******** It was about 3am as Buffy woke up. She thought she had heard something. She checked the surroundings and then a second time with the IR-glasses on. She didn’t find anything and decided to go back to bed. She went upstairs as a small moan caught her attention. She went back into the living room, picked Willow up and carried her up into her bed. Soon after that they were both asleep snuggled into their love and enjoying the others warmth. But what they didn’t know was that they were being observed. And it wasn’t one of the local voyeurs that did that. Nor one of the ‘good demons’ as there were a few in town -though only very few. It was one of the better scouts that had learned to avoid most tracking devices or similar and knew exactly what to do now. It continued its observation for a few minutes and then left to report this new development to his master. ‘The slayer and another girl together. This is really interesting. And by the way she looked at that little redhead it must be love. Love... such an unnecessary emotion. Just distracting and dangerous. It makes her vulnerable. Well I should be grateful for that.’ With that last thought it rushed into the darkness leaving the two lovers another night to enjoy themselves before they would die... To be continued... Hopefully soon :)
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Seduce my mind and you can have my body... touch my
soul and I'm yours forever.
Never Explain... your Friends do not need it and
your Enemies will not believe you anyway.
The way to love anything is to realize that it
might be lost.
The best and most beautiful things in the world
cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.
Your heart understands what your head cannot yet
conceive; trust your heart.
Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live
long enough to make them all yourself.
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All people are applauding, I can hear them... I
like it. It's sooo great to be in the middle of everything. I wan't to hear
more. But...
Damn just another dream... why can't this come true
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