Filling in the Gaps
by Red Willow
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She was so amazing and she didn't even know it. All the times she had risked her life, all the things she had walked away from, and she acted like it was just another day. She was so strong to resist the temptation. So strong to just be the normal Willow I fell in love with years ago that she seemed to hate so much.
"I'm so proud of you." I told her, smiling.
"What?" She looked at me, this look of confusion crossing her features.
"Willow..." I started. "You have the power to do magic... it's in you... and you still didn't use it." I wrapped my arms around her and held her to me, placing a soft kiss on her ear before continuing. "You always amaze me."
Stopping only briefly to place a quick peck on her cheek, I met her lips with mine and we kissed slowly, softly pressing forward and back until I let the tip of my tongue slide up against the underside of her upper lip. I wanted to taste her, to drink her in. She parted her lips and we deepened the kiss, tongues caressing.
I felt her hand in my hair as I briefly brushed mine over her ass before resting both of them at the small of her back, pulling her closer, our hips touching.
Practically panting, my heart threatening to beat out of my chest, I broke off the kiss and leaned my forehead against hers. We locked eyes, my lust and desperation mirrored in the deep green orbs in front of me. Her tongue snaked out to lick her lips and my muscles jumped in arousal.
"Want to get... some air?" I asked her, my fingers flexing against her soft skin.
"Definitely." She nodded.
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We walked outside, only vaguely aware that the crowd that had initially been there when we arrived, had thinned down considerably.
"I think it's getting late." Willow said, looking around.
"Have we really been here that long?" I asked, catching sight of three women helping another into a car.
Willow shrugged before pulling me closer. "I guess."
"Sweetie, where are we going?" I asked when I realized we were rounding the corner of the building, leaving the crowd and the blare of the music behind.
"Mmmm... somewhere... private." She told me, giggling as she brought me around the other side of the building.
I looked around and saw that there was nothing but a small clearing used as the back yard followed by a dense area of trees. Hearing the muffled thumb of the music, I realized that we were in the back of Casey and Claire's apartment. There was a small deck with a few potted plants on it, but nothing more. From how I remembered the outline of the apartment, I guessed that this led off from one of the bedrooms. Willow pulled me past the first deck to an empty space between it and another. The second I assumed to belong to her neighbors, Shelley and Andi.
"Private huh?" I asked, eyeing my girlfriend and noting the giddy smile that was crossing her lips.
"Mmm hmm..." She trailed her finger up my stomach, following the buttons on my shirt, between my breasts, until finally stopping at my throat. "Unless... you want to go home." She added before grabbing my shirt with her other hand and pulling me to her.
I crashed against her body, pushing her back into the wall of the building as my lips met hers once again and we were caught up in a deep, searing kiss. Tiny bolts of energy were coursing through me, causes my senses to hop into overdrive.
She smiled against my lips before whispering, "I take it you're enjoying yourself?"
I pulled away and shook my head. "Not really. I didn't need that little... confrontation with in there... but..."
"Buffy, I'm really sorry." She said, her hand on my cheek.
"No, no... not your fault. I... it just killed to see her handle you like that. I..." I shook my head and looked her straight in the eyes. "I was serious... about what I said. About killing anything that tried to hurt you, to protect you."
"I know... but I'm glad you didn't try to kill her... human and all." She grinned, stroking my cheek, her slim fingers passing compassion into me.
"Yeah... I just think about Spike..." I closed my eyes, feeling dirty for a brief second that I ever slept with him. "I mean... I'm glad I did it." I opened my eyes and caught hers. "He hurt you. And it makes my whole body hurt... makes my heart hurt when you're in pain."
"Oh baby..." She whispered, pulling my face toward hers and dropping light kisses across my lips, along my cheeks, and chin.
I dropped my head onto her shoulder and let her hold me, let her stroke my hair with those soft hands, while I inhaled her pure Willow scent. I love you Willow, I love you I love you I love you...
"Buffy...?" I heard her soft voice in my ear.
"Yeah?" I looked up.
"I want you..."
"Oh..." I groaned, her admission causing the slow steady throb between my legs to jumpstart. "Come on then let's-"
"No..." She cut me off. "I can't wait. I..." She glanced down briefly before meeting my eyes again. "When you... when you had that... that J.J. in an arm lock... when you..." She rolled her eyes and let an embarrassed smile creep onto her features.
"What...?" I questioned.
"W-well... it... I-I kinda got... horny." One small hand flew up to cover her face as she shook her head and I couldn't help the huge smile plastered on my face.
"Hmm..." I took her hand away and pulled her chin up, forcing her to look at me. "Slayer strength turns you on?"
She nodded, then thought about it for a second.
"More than that. I-it was like... the way you were sticking up for me... I saw the anger in your eyes... but also... your need to protect me... a-and the way you handled it..."
I nodded, wanting her to know I got it.
"Then let me take you home so I can make love to you." I whispered stepping closer to you.
"I... want you so bad right now... baby touch me... I want to do it right now..."
"Right now?" I asked, glancing around. "Here?"
"Here." She nodded.
She grabbed me around the waist and pulled me into her, her body squished tight between me and the wall.
"Touch me Slayer, make me cum." She growled in my ear before taking it into her mouth, flicking her tongue against it.
"Oh... God..." I moaned, pressing into her.
I attacked her neck with my mouth, kissing and licking the exposed flesh while I squeezed my hands between our bodies to cup her breasts. Her nipples were stiff, straining against the material that held them. Running my thumbs over them softly, Willow's hips jerked against me as a low moan met my ears. I tugged on the stiff peaks through the material as I placed my foot between her feet, firmly pressing my thigh against her sex.
"Sweet..." Was all she could moan before attaching her mouth to my throat where she sucked and licked greedily.
Her hips began a slow back and forth movement against my thigh as I continued to kiss and nip the soft, sensitive flesh of her neck while tugging, squeezing, and rolling her nipples between my fingers. Not long after however, she grabbed one of my hands and pushed it down, stopping her hip thrusts against my leg. I thought she had seen someone, or heard something.
"What?" I questioned.
Without a word, she pressed my hand between her legs, telling me to hurry up and get on with it by thrusting against it and grabbing my hair with the other hand.
Quickly I brought my other hand down and unbuttoned the fly on her low cut jeans, unzipping them soon after. I ran my hand across the smooth flatness of her stomach before sliding it down further into her panties. Her breath hitched and she moaned into my ear, which caused my own floodgates to release, slowly soaking my panties. I caught her lips with mine and plunged my tongue in, fully exploring her mouth, letting my fingers linger against her lips, feeling her seeping wetness on them.
Breaking off the kiss I took my hand out of her pants and spun her around. She put her hands against the wall and pushed her hips back so that her butt was sticking out. I ran my hands over it before grabbing her around the waist and molding my body to hers. A low growl erupted from my lips as I slid my hand back into her panties and began to kiss the side of her neck.
"You want this baby?" I asked, sliding my index and middle fingers along her slick lips, teasing her.
"Oh... Buffy please..." She moaned, pushing her butt against me.
I slid my fingers inside, her wetness coating them instantly and began slow wide circles around her hardened nub before plunging them down further to scoop up her thick juices.
"Ohh!" She moaned louder, her clenched fists turning her knuckles white.
The throbbing between my legs was almost painful I was so turned on. I pressed myself against her and began to move my fingers around, sliding them around and over her clit until she was moving her hips against the movement, until we were so tightly pressed together that we were both moving with her hips.
Moans and groans of pleasure were all that I heard as everything else was drowned out by our movements, the quiet squish my fingers made in her wetness, and my own throbbing need. I brought my free hand up and slid my fingers along her lips. She caught them with her teeth and pulled them in, sucking on the first two. I groaned out my approval as it sent shivers up my arm, directly to my sex, which I ground against her, pushing further to fulfill my own needs as well as hers.
It didn't take long for her to peak as she arched away from me briefly before crashing back into me, her hips bucking wildly against my hand. She bit down on my fingers muffling the cries that tried to escape her mouth. I closed my eyes as my own small orgasm struck, sending quiet waves through me. I basked in the pleasure she caused me, and the pleasure I received in making her feel good. I felt her hand on mine and opened my eyes.
She released my fingers from her mouth, whispering, "Slower..."
I circled my fingers around the jumping nub under them as her hand continued to rest atop mine. I kissed her softly on the shoulder, then trailed feather light kisses along her neck before sucking her earlobe into my mouth. I moved my other hand to her breast and skated my thumb across it, eliciting soft affirmative moans.
The gentle rock in her hips against my slow movements and the increasing moans told me she was close. I squeezed her clit between my two fingers causing her hips to violently jerk against me.
"Oh!" She shouted.
"Come for me..." I whispered in her ear.
I increased the massage, switching between rolling it between my fingers and sliding them over and around it.
"Oh... yeah... right...ohhh-" She couldn't finish as her second orgasm crashed through her, sending her body into a torrent of shudders before she collapsed back against me, panting hard.
"Is that what you wanted?" I asked softly, holding her to me as I slowly took my fingers away from her sex, but not completely out of her panties.
She nodded. "Oh yeah..."
"Come here." I turned her around to face me and helped her zip her pants up before holding her in my arms.
"I think I need to sit for a minute." She said with a giddy, lopsided smile.
"Sure."
We took a seat on the back deck, her head resting against my shoulder and my arm around her. Comfortable silence fell between us though we were still hearing and feeling the steady throb of the party's music behind us.
***
I knew I must be blushing from head to toe. I loved the things I did with Casey and Claire, but the way Casey was able to speak about them so openly always made me blush, especially with the way her warm breath made my ear tingle, sending little bolts of arousal off throughout my body.
I saw Willow looking at us and I knew she would never understand, hence the reason I felt no obligation to go out of my way to explain the unique relationship I was having with Case and Claire. I was just disappointed that Buffy had been swept up before I got a chance with her. I guess their behavior the other night made sense now. I just knew I had walked in on something, but I couldn't put my finger on it. I kind of felt like a moron for not seeing it.
"A-are you sure you're all right?" I asked Willow, noticing how she was still rubbing her arm.
She nodded, smiling and linked her arm with Buffy's.
"W-we'll be next door." I pointed toward the wall that separated Case's place from Andi and Shell's before turning to follow Case.
"Wow, Buffy's strong huh?" Casey asked me as we walked the few feet from one door to the other.
"Yes she is." I agreed. I knew it would be okay to tell her about Buffy being the Slayer, but I thought that should be left up to Buffy or Willow, not me. "She w-works out a lot... and does m-marshal arts."
"Oh really?" Case slung her arm around my shoulder as we walked past a smaller crowd of women, most waving or tipping their drinks in Case's direction. "Maybe we could spar sometime."
"She might like that... I could ask her if you want." I told her before accepting a drink from Claire who was standing near the dining room table.
"Thought you'd never get back here!" She exclaimed, wrapping her arms around me in a hug. "Case keep you busy again?" She appraised her partner briefly before returning her attention to me.
"Actually C," Case started, "Tar's friend had to put J.J. in her place."
"What?" The shock was evident in Claire's voice as she looked between me and Case.
"She w-was messing with Willow." I explained.
Claire took a step back and put one hand on her hip.
"Wait a minute. Let me get this right. Your friend... your little blonde friend Buffy right?"
Case and I both nodded.
"You know how J.J. can get after a breakup... apparently Willow wasn't having it, not that I blame her mind you... but uh... Buffy stepped in..." Case took a gulp of her drink. "Ah hell... she put the bitch in an arm lock and made her apologize!" Casey burst out laughing, slapping her knee for emphasis. "Oh man... oh, it was so funny!"
I grinned, remembering J.J.'s sorry attempt to stay in control against the Slayer.
"Wow... that's..." Claire shook her head.
"Oh, C... you should've been there!"
"I guess so." Claire shot a grin to Case before stepping closer to me.
"But I missed you guys... you said you'd only be gone a few minutes." She did her best impersonation of a pout before trailing her fingers up my neck.
Case stepped behind her, running her hands up Claire's sides. "Well... we're here now."
"Mmmm... good." Claire moaned as I leaned over and captured the soft flesh of her neck between my lips.
"Of course... you could've come with us and then we might still be in the bedroom..." Case whispered in Claire's ear, but loud enough for me to hear. I smiled against the flesh I was currently kissing.
"And miss all the fun I had here?" Claire questioned.
"Strip poker?" Case asked. We both noticed that Claire was missing her shirt, only wearing a light tank top.
"Mmm... not tonight. But there's a pleasant game of dirty dice going on over there. I just stopped to get a drink when I saw you two enter." She trailed her finger across my lips as I pulled away from her.
"We could..." Case started, "Play a little game of our own..."
"Is that all you think about?" Claire questioned turning from me to face her lover.
Case looked at me, shrugging. I grinned and glanced toward the bedrooms. Her eyes lit up and nodded. Claire caught the nod and shook her head, running her fingers along the exposed skin of Case's toned arm.
"You two... are insatiable." She giggled.
"Aren't they though?" A new voice joined in behind me. I turned to see Shell standing there with a broad smile.
"Hey Tara."
"Hi Shell, I like your new aquarium." I told her, glancing toward the large glass structure in the farthest corner of the room.
Grinning, she nodded. "Andi and her damn fish. It is nice though huh?"
"How much you pay for that?" I heard Case ask behind me.
"Believe me, you don't want to know." Shelley shook her head, keeping her grin.
"Shot?" Asked Case. I turned around to see her pouring the bourbon into two separate shot sized plastic cups.
"Of course." Shell agreed.
"Tar?"
I shrugged. "Okay."
"That's my girl." Case smiled, pouring a third. I took it and waited for the others.
"To good times." Shell raised her glass.
"To good times and great sex." Case added. The rest of us rolled our eyes, laughing.
I swallowed mine, clenching my fist against the burning sensation that arose in my belly. I shook my head, grimacing. I felt a hand on my back and couldn't help but smile at Claire who took my cup, tossing it in the garbage near by.
"Hey... what's up?"
We turned to see Andi standing with her arm outstretched, holding an empty cup. Claire rolled her eyes.
"What am I, drink wench tonight?" She questioned, taking the cup and tossing it into the garbage.
Andi's face turned into a pout as she watched her cup hit the garbage can.
"You've got them for that." Claire pointed out the muscular guy manning a blender and the blonde girl pouring tequila into it.
"They should be topless." Andi commented. "Who's the guy... very cute."
"Eww..." Shell added, making a throwing up motion.
"I'm sorry I'm Bi... I can't help it... he's hot."
Shell shook her head while the rest of us simply laughed.
"So... did you show them yet?" Andi asked turning her attention back toward us and away from the strutting stud near the blender.
"Nope... did you want to?" Shell asked, reaching for the bottle of liquor again. She held it up offering to pour her girlfriend a shot so she wouldn't have to wait for the 'bartenders' to mix her one.
"Sure." She took the shot and downed it, wincing against the bite. "We got something to show you."
Shell and Andi headed for their bedroom and we followed, curious as to what they would want to show us back there.
"Okay..." Andi said turning to us as she reached their closed door. "In appreciation for Shell appeasing my fish passion... I got her..." She opened the door and hit the switch that turned two floor lamps on. "This." She finished letting the rest of us step into the room.
Their bedroom looked the same as it had the last time I was in it, blacks and maroons from floor to ceiling. The walls were painted black, the comforter on the bed was maroon and gold, while the floor was covered in overlapping black and maroon plush carpeting. Candles and crystals as well as small gold picture frames were scattered around the dark furniture.
"Holy shit... no way!" Case's excited voice cut through my observation and I followed her gaze up to the ceiling.
Shell and Andi giggled in delight as they flopped down on the bed next to each other.
I was in awe. The entire ceiling was mirrored, reflecting everything. My mouth hung open as I stared at the reflection of us in their ceiling.
"You guys rock!" Case squealed, hopping onto the bed next to them. "I can't believe this! C we SO have to do this!"
Claire lay down on the bed, reaching her arm out for me. I joined them and the five of us snuggled on the queen sized bed, staring up at our reflections and giggling.
"I don't even want to know how much this set you back, do I?" Asked Claire after a few minutes.
"Probably not." Responded Andi.
"But damn it's worth it." Added Shell.
"So when do we get to enjoy it?" Case asked grinning.
"Could be plans for tonight..." Shell said softly, her hand finding my thigh.
"If you're game..." Added Andi.
"Shyeah... like you have to ask." Case quipped.
"What about you Tara?" Shell asked me, her fingers making lazy figure eights on my thigh.
"I... um..."
Claire put her hand on my arm and smiled. Every look she gave me was a reassurance. They gave me confidence, built my self-esteem up, and reassured me that I could have fun, that I could make decisions without being afraid. I loved them for it, all four of them. I never felt like a fifth wheel, which is exactly what I thought I had become after the first night I spent with them. I was always included, but always had the option to decline if I wanted to. Even though I spent most of my time with Casey or Claire, Andi and Shelley always made it clear that I was welcome with them too.
I nodded, knowing I couldn't resist, knowing I didn't want to.
"Groovy." Said Andi happily. "I need a smoke." She added, hopping off the bed. "Anyone care to join me?"
Andi smoked, but Shell wouldn't allow it in the house so Andi stepped outside whenever she wanted a cigarette. She actually smoked less because of it, or at least that was what they told me.
"Come on Tar, lets' get some fresh air... or uh... well some tobacco laced fresh air!" Case said grabbing my hand and helping me off the comfortably soft bed.
Casey and I followed Andi out onto the back deck, only to have Andi turn to us suddenly, her hand on her lips.
"What-?" I started but Case's hand quickly covered my mouth. I looked to where she was pointing with her other hand and I thought I was going to pass out.
Buffy had Willow against the wall with her hand in her pants. They were moving together and I could plainly see the look of absolute pleasure on Willow's face as she sucked on Buffy's fingers. She was thrusting her hips back against Buffy who had her face buried in my ex-girlfriend's neck. They were having sex against the wall of my lovers' apartment building!
Andi made a gesture with her hand and we quietly turned, heading back into her bedroom. Claire and Shell were locked in a deep kiss on the bed and the three of us just stood there watching them with the image of Buffy fingering Willow still rolling around inside our heads, at least I know it was the dominate image in mine.
Andi cleared her throat. Claire and Shell disengaged, looking at us.
"What's up?" Shell asked looking from Andi to Case, and then to me.
"W-w-willow..." I tried, but I was too shocked for words.
"Tar's friends are screwing against the wall outside." Andi was always good at explaining things.
"Oh." Claire sat up, looking at me. "Are you okay?" She asked.
I looked at her and realized that they all thought I was upset. They knew I had a thing for Buffy and I could see how that plus the fact that I did still have the occasional lingering feeling for Willow would make them think that what we had just witnessed would bother me.
I shook my head and grinned. "I'm okay... just shocked." I remembered all the times Willow and I had done it in "public places" but never once had we done it outside, especially where there were so many people who could see us. "I n-never thought..." I started laughing. "I never thought Buffy w-w-would be that... adventurous." I couldn't help it, the whole situation caused me to burst into full laughter and before I knew it I was trying to catch my breath, my hand on my stomach it hurt so much.
"I gotta see this!" Shell jumped from the bed and made her way to the door. She opened it very softly while the rest of us watched. I kept my hand over my mouth, trying to quell the giggles that threatened to erupt. The music was still throbbing at a steady enough pace though that I figured my giggles from inside the bedroom wouldn't bother Buffy and Willow.
Shell leaned her head out and stayed there, stock-still. Andi moved behind her, placing one hand on the small of her back while she looked over the other girl's shoulder.
Andi turned back after a few moments.
"Holy crap." She whispered. "That was awesome." She tried to hide her giggle.
"What?" Asked Claire, finally making her way over to the door. She poked her head out, leaning over Shell, replacing Andi's position.
"Willow's the redhead right?" Asked Andi. I nodded. "Man... she must have needed to ease that tension bad... cause..."
"They're still doing it." Claire whispered from the door.
I made my way over to them and peeked out, trying to see. Claire stepped aside and I leaned over Shell who seemed to be totally captivated. I wasn't sure we should be doing this but it was hard not to want to watch when they were totally in the open like that. They were moving slower and Buffy's hand was on Willow's breast, squeezing her nipple from the looks of it. I wasn't sure, but it looked like Willow's was holding Buffy's hand to her. We stood there, barely able to breath as I watched these two women move against each other.
The temperature in the room rose up several degrees as I was aware of the heat swirling around us. I put my hand on Shell's back for support. I felt someone's hand slowly slide up my thigh to rest on my bottom, their thumb making tiny circles that sent shivers racing up and down my body.
Willow's eyes shot open as she moaned loud enough for us to hear and I saw Buffy whisper something in her ear. Whatever it was, Willow responded. They moved faster, hand against sex, body against body. Watching Buffy bring Willow to orgasm was causing my already aroused body to hum and buzz with want.
Knowing Willow was close, but not able to look at them any longer, I backed away, realizing it was Case's hand on my butt. I grabbed her and crushed my lips against hers, shocking her I know. I needed some kind of contact, my whole body was aching for touch. She slipped her tongue into my mouth and I sucked on it greedily, basking in the feeling her hands were creating as they roamed up my back and neck.
"Oh shit!" I heard Shell whisper harshly as she backed away from the door quickly.
"Did they see you?" Andi asked her as Case and I broke away, a blush creeping into my features I was sure.
"No, but they're uh... they're done." She grinned. Shell's face was glowing and every one of us could see the obvious desire burning in her eyes.
"You voyeur, you." Andi teased, capturing Shell's lips, kissing her deeply.
Shell was a big time voyeur, often only wanting to watch while the rest of us had sex. Usually Andi had to beg her to join so she could please her instead of Shell doing it herself while she watched. I shook my head, Tara Maclay, what has become of you?
"Come on sexy women." Claire took Case and mine's hands, leading us toward the door. "If we start this now we'll never leave."
"So?" Asked Case.
"So... we still have guests. Can't be rude now, can we?" She smiled back at us before opening the door. We followed her out.
"I'll go check out the apartment... unless... you want to... join me over there?" Case asked Claire and I, wiggling her eyebrow.
"No honey... you'll just have to wait like a good little butch for your treat." Claire joked, making a shooing gesture with her hand.