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Seeing Red

by TheBear

Chapter 6

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Part 6

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Giles was sitting in the chair at his desk. He was waiting for Willow to arrive so they could go see Buffy and tell her what they had discovered the previous night. Apparently Cordelia and Xander were going to meet them there.

He had been sitting there, stirring the same cup of now cold tea for well over an hour. He had finally just gotten up out of bed that morning, still tired from a restless night, but unable to sleep. Over and over again he had been replaying his final conversation with Willow the night before.

He had driven her to her house from the library. As she was about to exit the car, she turned to him and said, "Giles. I- I just wanted to thank you..."

Giles, surprised, and sensing that she wasn't thanking him for the ride, asked, "For what?"

Willow took his right hand in both of hers and gave him a grateful squeeze. "For Angelus," she answered. Looking down at their joined hands, she added, "I know Buffy could have taken him eventually, but... It still would have hurt her... to see his face and to remember who he used to be."

Giles ducked his head, not used to accepting praise, and somewhat chagrined that he couldn't share the details of what actually happened.

Willow went on, "When Xander came to the hospital and told me last night that you'd got him, I was *so* relieved!"

Willow gushed on for a few moments, but Giles hadn't the faintest idea what she'd said. The moment the words 'told me last night' were spoken Giles froze up. He hadn't told any of them until Xander... *that morning!* "How could he have known?" his mind shouted.

After a moment he had managed to offer a strained, "yes, well... I'm just glad that it's over. Good night, and I'll see you bright and early, yes?"

Willow looked at him strangely, as if sensing his discomfort, but answered with her usual cheerfulness, "Ok, Goodnight Giles."

'How did Xander know?' 'What had Xander seen?' Those two questions haunted him all night long. Xander hadn't said anything unusual yesterday morning, but upon reviewing their brief conversation, he could see where the young man had been careful in his questioning, as if trying to find out if Giles would tell him what really happened- he hadn't - or lie to him- which he had essentially done. A lie of omission is still, after all, a lie.

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Buffy was looking at the picture one of the kids had drawn for her. "Death," she whispered, giving it the name the kids had used. She looked up as Giles stuck his head in the doorway and knocked. She waved him in with a grin that became a full fledged smile when Willow came through the door.

Willow couldn't keep the teeth-baring grin off of her face when she saw Buffy smile at her. She rushed over and kissed her on the forehead- not the satisfying kiss they both wanted, but under the circumstances...

"Hey, baby," Willow said quietly, her eyes shimmering with love.

Buffy's smile showed all her warmth and love for Willow. "Morning, Love."

Buffy's endearment caused Willow to smile even more broadly.

Giles cleared his throat, reminding the girls that they weren't alone.

Buffy blushed only slightly. "Hey guys, what's the what?" she asked.

Giles said, "Uh, well, it looks as if you, uh, were on to something."

Buffy said, "I know."

Giles didn't catch the significance of Buffy's comment, but Willow saw something, furrowing her brow at her girlfriend as Giles continued, "The, uh, the, the girl Tina, um, it's apparent that she, she died of the fever," he said as he sat down. "simple enough, but, but her records show her improving and then suddenly deteriorating w- w- w- without any apparent cause."

Willow still hadn't figured out Buffy's hidden meaning. She looked at her eyes as she said, "We checked Dr. Backer out. This guy was *not* a solid citizen."

Buffy just looked up at her girlfriend and said, "It wasn't Backer. He was clean."

Cordelia spoke up for the first time, asking, "What do you mean 'clean'?"

Xander, catching the other part of Buffy's comment, asked, "What do you mean 'was'?"

Buffy's eyes lost some of their blankness as the sadness she tried to hide showed through. Willow grabbed Buffy's free hand, not yet understanding, but having an innate need to comfort her love.

Buffy said, "He's dead. This thing killed him, and not with kindness." She grimaced a little at her bad pun as she handed Giles the picture Ryan had drawn for her.

Willow was concerned and asked, "You saw it?"

Buffy answered, "No, it's invisible. I saw Backer nearly shredded and the thing knocked me down. But it's real. Which means I get to fight it."

Giles was still looking at the rough drawing. He took off his glasses and hesitantly said, "this is your work?" gesturing toward her with the picture.

Buffy glared at him for a moment, as if offended. "No, one of the kids."

Giles seemed slightly relieved, "Oh. Um... Well, it would help if-if we knew what it was." He sighed. "I-it's invisible to you, but the, the children can see it."

Cordelia interjected, "But you said you did see something the other night."

Buffy said, "Uh, yeah, but I was pretty delirious. I mean, it doesn't make any sense. Why would I see it then and not last night?"

Just then the door opened and Buffy's mom came in. "Good morning." She smiled brightly at everyone except Giles. Her smile dimmed a little as she looked at him.

Giles put his glasses back on and looked away from her.

Joyce put down the bag she brought in with her. Taking in the sudden silence, she said, "Ooo, looks like I interrupted a secret meeting."

Everyone chuckled weakly, still unused to Buffy's mom knowing about Scooby stuff.

Joyce's smile dimmed as she realized that she had indeed interrupted something. Something to do with slaying, apparently. She forced her smile back in place and looked at Buffy, saying, "Honey, I, I just talked to the doctor, and she said I can take you home."

Buffy considered for a moment and then said, "No. I need to stay here."

Joyce was confused. "But, Honey, I thought you'd be raring..." she started.

Buffy looked directly into her mother's eyes and said, "Mom. There's something bad happening here. In the hospital. Something I need to take care of, ok?" Her eyes were pleading with her mother to understand and not ask a lot of questions. Of course, wishing for it didn't make it happen.

"I don't understand, Honey." Joyce said, bewildered. "Are there vampire's in the hospital?"

"Worse..." Buffy whispered.

Joyce wanted more. She dreaded more. "Okay, well, I'll, uh, I'll talk to the doctor," she said.

Buffy added, "Uh, just for a day... or s-so."

Joyce didn't turn all the way toward Buffy. Her gaze settled on Giles and she glared at him. Finally, she just nodded and hurried out. She hated this.

Cordelia closed the door behind her.

Willow watched as Buffy's mom left. She'd caught the glare. "I think she blames Giles for Buffy being the slayer," she thought.

Xander wrapped his arm around Cordelia's shoulders as she stepped back to his side. Rather than protest, Cordelia sipped an arm around his waist and pulled herself closer to him.

Both Buffy and Willow's eyes widened at the public display of affection, the first they had ever seen those two engage in. Willow thought she might know what led to this. She tried not to feel jealous at the thought that Xander might have slept with her. It wasn't easy. If not for her certainty that Buffy loved her, she might have taken this knowledge really hard.

Cordelia saw the surprise on Buffy's and especially Willow's face. She knew it wasn't really fair, but a small part of her wanted to dance around and yell "Ha! I got him you didn't!!" She had felt threatened by both girls' relationships with Xander. She knew they had never really tried to interfere, but she'd felt threatened anyway. Now, things were different. She didn't need to guard her heart quite so strongly; therefore she could be comfortable touching in public.

Utterly oblivious to the subtext floating around the room, Xander asked, "So what's the drill?"

Buffy shook her head, she'd wonder about the whole Cordy/Xander deal later. Now it was time to focus on slayage. "Giles, see if you can get a mug shot on that guy. I need to know what I'm fighting."

Always happier to have something specific to do, Giles rose and walked around the bed, saying "Right, yes."

Buffy went on, "I'll check Backer's office. See if I can find any post-its marked 'why a monster might want me dead'."

Xander said, "Sounds like a plan."

She added, "Course, if I find anything, I won't know what it means, so, Will..."

Willow, who would probably never be entirely self confident, jumped all over the opportunity to help. "Oh, yeah, I'm good at medical stuff. Xander and I used to play doctor all the time!"

Both Cordelia and Buffy slowly turned their less than friendly expressions onto Xander.

Feeling the gaze of two unhappy women land heavily upon him, Xander chuckled weakly. Looking at the slayer he said, "No, she's being literal." Turning to his girlfriend he continued, "She used to have all these medical volumes, uh, and diagnosed me with stuff." Now frantically looking between the two, not sure which would hurt him worse, he pleaded with his eyes for them to believe him. "I didn't have the heart to tell her she was playing it *wrong*."

Willow was all innocence and naiveté as she looked at Xander, saying, "Wrong? Why?" spinning toward Buffy she said, "How did *you* play doctor?"

Buffy blushed lightly and said, "Uh, I never have?"

Cordelia raised her eyebrows disbelievingly at Buffy and cleared her throat.

Giles picked up on the hint, "Um, fascinating though this is..."

Jumping on the distraction, Buffy said, "Yeah, right. Go!"

Giles said "W-w-we'll call you if we... know something," as he started out, with Cordelia and Xander close behind.

Buffy's eyes never left her curious girlfriend's as she said, "Know something soon."

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Out in the hall, Giles, Xander and Cordelia started walking toward the waiting room.

Giles said, "I'd best head for the library. Research beckons."

Xander said, "Yeah, research- we're all over it," he said gesturing to Cordy and himself. "First though, I've got to get some breakfast. For some reason I'm even more hungry than usual this morning." He hadn't meant it as a tease to Cordelia, but she blushed anyway. "You want to come with us, G-man?"

They came to a stop outside the waiting room, and Giles said "Don't call me that," his voice even and offhand- as though protesting out of habit only. The truth was, he was still a bit nervous in Xander's presence- not sure what the young man might have seen. "As to breakfast- No, I think I'd like to get back to the library."

Cordelia was relieved- she wanted more alone time with Xander. "Ok," she said brightly, taking Xander's hand and starting to drag him off.

Xander frowned a little at Giles reluctance to meet his eyes. "Ok... Do you want us to bring you anything when we come in?" he asked.

Giles really wanted to tell them that they didn't need to come at all, but that was foolishness. He wouldn't put his own concerns above the need to identify this creature so that Buffy could effectively fight it. He'd just have to face Xander and find out what he had, or hadn't, seen- after they found Buffy's invisible child killer. "Um, perhaps a jelly donut?" He blushed ever so slightly. Jelly donuts were a not-so-secret addiction of his. One he had tried- and failed- to beat on several occasions.

Xander called back over his shoulder, "Ok, we'll see you in about an hour..." he started to say when Cordy cut him off.

"Two hours," she said loudly enough for Giles to hear. She offered no explanation.

Xander was two stunned by Cordy's actions to protest and allowed himself to be dragged off.

Giles hoped he could get some serious research in during the next two hours, knowing that Cordelia would distract him, as always. Plus, today he needed to talk to Xander before they saw Buffy again.

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Ok, so what's the deal with the huggy twins? Buffy asked about 10 seconds after the door closed.

Willow thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I think last night Xander told Cordelia that he's in love with her," she said in a quiet voice- still not sure how she felt about that, not sure what right she had to feel anything other than happy for him. Which she was... kind of.

Buffy was stunned. "Xander's in love with Cordelia?" She quickly realized that was a kinda dumb question, they had been dating for quite a while now, if you didn't count the week they were broken up. "Xander told her he was in love with her? Are you sure, Willow?" The last time she and Xander had really talked about Cordelia, and Xander's relationship with Cordelia, was right before she dumped him on valentines day. That wasn't all that long ago, and the word 'love' hadn't even been raised.

Willow looked at Buffy with a melancholy expression. "Yeah, I think so. He told me last night that he was falling in love with her. He said we didn't see the person behind the bitch like he did."

Buffy noticed the glum look Willow had, and had a moment of fear, "How does that make you feel?"

Willow's smile brightened as she noticed the hint of insecurity in Buffy's voice. She got up on the bed and laid down next to Buffy, on her side so she could face the slayer. She reached out with her left hand and ran her fingers through Buffy's blond locks, relishing the quiet intimacy of the moment, happy that she could do this kind of thing- she'd only fantasized about it forever. "I think I will always have a little desire in me for Xander. Just like he will have for you. Just like you will for angel- even though he's gone." She scooted a little closer and let her hand trail down Buffy's side until it rested gently on the swell of her hip. "Believe me when I say that I am exactly where I want to be. Right here with you. I love you Buffy Summers"

"Yeah?" Buffy asked.

"Yeah." Willow answered.

Buffy gave an exaggerated sigh, saying, "Well, *that's* a relief!"

Willow smiled, "Yeah? Why's that?" she asked playfully as her hand began to move around, creating a gap between the pajama top and pants.

Buffy shivered at the feel of Willow's fingers on her bare flesh. "Ummm, 'cause I love *you*, Willow Rosenberg!" Buffy reached for Willow's hand, pulling it away from her skin.

Willow looked confused, "Sorry, I..." she started, thinking Buffy didn't want her touch.

Buffy lifted her girlfriend's hand to her lips and placed an open mouth kiss on her palm.

It was Willow's turn to shiver as she felt the damp warmth of Buffy's tongue on her flesh.

"Go lock the door, Willow," Buffy softly instructed.

Willow's eyes dilated and her breathing grew rapid. "W- what?" she asked, not sure she was really hearing Buffy right.

"Lock the door, Willow. I'm gonna show you the right way to play doctor."

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"So, where do you wanna eat?" Xander asked as Cordy pulled out of the parking lot. He figured she wanted to go someplace nice if she thought it was going to take a couple of hours.

Cordelia surprised him when she pulled in to a McDonalds just down the street from the hospital and got in the drive through lane.

"Um, Cordelia? I don't think it's going to take us a couple of hours if we're getting Mickey D's drivethrough..." Xander said, trying to figure out what was going on in his girlfriend's head.

Cordelia ignored him for a moment while she placed their order- five Egg McMuffinsô and two OJs. Turning to her boyfriend as she pulled forward in line, she said, "Will three be enough to tide you over till we get donuts?"

Xander was a little slow on the uptake this morning. "Uh, what are we doing between Mickey D's and donuts?" he asked, baffled by her behavior.

She again ignored his question as she turned to pay for their food. She took the bag of sandwiches and the drinks and handed them to Xander. She smiled broadly and said, "Eat up, Xan. You're gonna need your strength."

The smile on her face, the sparkle in her eye, and her comment were enough. He finally got it. He gulped loudly and opened the bag with trembling hands as Cordelia zipped down the street headed back to her place.

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Willow had jumped back onto Buffy's bed after locking the door. Excitement and trepidation showed in her expression.

Buffy ran her hand slowly over Willow's arm as she said, "I don't want our first time to be in a hospital room, Will. I want to kill the monster tonight, and go home tomorrow. I want to take you out on a real date, to a nice restaurant, and then go back to your place and..." Buffy's eyes glazed over at the thought of what she wanted to do to her girlfriend.

Willow understood Buffy's desire to make their first time something special. But, she was frustrated with the waiting. "So... playing doctor is..." she started.

Buffy came back to earth, "No, it's not all the way. I just wanted you to know that I wasn't ready to go all the way here in a hospital bed." Seeing Willow's desire and frustration, she added, "But, we don't have to go all the way, to have fun," her smile bright and sunny.

Willow drew herself close to Buffy and whispered, "Two whole days without being able to kiss you... and I feel like it's been forever." She put on a stern expression, saying, "You're not allowed to get sick again, missy. Not ever!"

Buffy smiled, "Yes Ma'am!" she said with a grin. Her grin turned into a smirk as she added, "Besides, I'm feeling much better now."

Willow leaned in and captured Buffy's lips, suckling slowly on them, not wanting to hurry. She gently sucked on Buffy's lower lip, drawing it into her mouth, caressing it with her tongue. When Buffy sought to deepen the kiss, Willow bit down on that lip, not hard enough to draw blood, but almost.

Buffy gasped and opened her eyes, only to find Willow staring intently into them.

Willow let go of Buffy's lip and whispered, "Behave, slayer."

Buffy felt a hard shot of arousal spike through her at Willow's command. Before she could do or say anything in response, Willow again pressed her lips against Buffy's, this time suckling Buffy's upper lip just as she had the lower. She felt herself being slowly rolled onto her back as Willow climbed on top of her.

Willow wasn't sure where her commanding attitude was coming from, but it made her feel good when Buffy complied with her instructions. She ran her tongue along Buffy's teeth, demanding entrance as she settled her weight atop the prone slayer.

Buffy opened her mouth to Willow's tongue and lied back to see what would happen next.

Willow took her time exploring the slayer's mouth, tracing her gums and teeth, trailing over and around her tongue- testing the different textures of Buffy's tongue and teeth against her own tongue. Eventually she drew the blonde's tongue into her own mouth and sucked on it, stroking and lapping it.

Buffy moaned at the sensation of her darling girlfriend essentially performing oral sex on her tongue. The moans only got louder when she felt Willow's hands cupping and squeezing her breast through the thin material of her pajama top. Her hands balled up the sheets as she strained not to touch Willow the same way. She didn't even realize it, but she was waiting to be told what to do.

Willow had Buffy groaning almost continuously now. After what seemed like both forever, and yet no time at all; she finally broke off the kiss and sat up, straddling Buffy's hips on the bed. She took in the flushed and panting girl before her. The sheets were pulled away from the bed and twisted up in Buffy's hands and if she pulled any harder, they would no doubt tear. Willow slid her hands up the small mounds of Buffy's breasts and gave the stiff nipples a pinch through the material and Buffy almost bucked her off of the bed.

"Oh God! Willow!" Buffy cried. "Please!"

Willow wanted nothing more at that moment than to strip Buffy naked and suck on those sweet breasts while stroking her fingers in and out of her. She wanted to taste Buffy so badly that she could almost cry at what she had to do next. "Buffy, we have to stop now."

Buffy whined loudly, "No! Please? Don't wanna stop!"

Willow put on her stern face, "Buffy! Look at me."

Buffy reluctantly obeyed, looking up into Willow's eyes, and feeling a new wash of moisture at the apex of her thighs as she saw her girlfriend's commanding look.

Willow said, "Listen up, missy. Our first time is not going to be in a hospital bed, remember?"

Buffy knew Willow's resolve face- there would be no relief for the ache in her loins. "Ok, Willow," she answered submissively.

Willow smiled down at her love and said in a more gentle voice, "I want it too, baby. But we've got kids to save, and monsters to slay, remember?"

Buffy nodded her head, still pouting a little. "Right, got to save the world again. Or at least, some of it's younger inhabitants."

Willow chuckled as she 'dismounted' Buffy and got off of the bed. She leaned back in for a short, but sweet kiss and said, "Go get cleaned up baby and we'll go see what we can find in the doctor's office."

Buffy jumped down and started to walk to the small bathroom. After only a couple of steps, she turned back to the redhead and said, "You know, you're getting kinda bossy, Willow."

Willow was instantly contrite, "I'm sorry, Buffy. I..." she was cut off by Buffy stepping into her, so that their bodies were touching.

Buffy took Willow's hand and said, "No, Willow. I- I kinda like it."

Willow was surprised. She didn't know what made her do it in the first place, but she was even more shocked that Buffy liked it. "Yeah? Really?" she asked.

Buffy slowly nodded her head, her eyes locked on Willow's. She took Willow's hand and pressed it against her stomach and slowly slid it down under her pajama pants, saying, "Yeah really. When you call me missy, and command me..."

Willow's eyes went wide as Buffy pressed her fingers against the fabric of her panties. She could feel the outline of Buffy's nether-lips.

Buffy continued, "...I get all... hot... and wet." Buffy dropped her eyes as she pressed Willow's fingers hard against her panties, causing the wetness to soak through and coat Willow's hand.

Willow felt the wet heat of Buffy's desire on her fingers and gasped out loud. She felt her own pussy grow slick and moist. It was only the thought that tomorrow they could explore each other more in depth that kept her from giving in to desire right now.

Buffy pulled Willow's hand back out of her pants and they both looked at the redheads glistening fingers. Buffy felt suddenly embarrassed. "I can't believe I just did that!" she said, letting go of Willow's hand and dropping her gaze. "Let me get you a Kleenex," she said while thinking, "God! porno much?"

Willow said, "Stop."

Buffy turned back around.

Willow looked her right in the eyes and said, "I've wanted to do this since that first morning."

Buffy's eyes widened and her jaw dropped as Willow took those fingers in her mouth and sucked them clean, a look of ecstasy on her face.

Willow couldn't believe how amazing Buffy tasted. Pungent and sweet and musky. Utterly unique in Willow's taste experience. She looked forward to tasting it straight from the source tomorrow night! When she had gotten every last drop, she said "Go get ready. And no touching yourself, Missy! If I have to wait, so do you!"

Buffy snapped out of her daze and said, "Yes, Willow." As she went in to the bathroom she thought, "Jeeze! I'm going to be wet for the next 24 hours straight..."

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It took only five minutes to get to Cordelia's house. Impressive when you considered that it was five miles of city streets away. Despite fearing for his life, Xander managed to snarf down all three of his sandwiches and was just finishing his orange juice as they pulled into the drive lane. Cordy had eaten a single sandwich and was also finishing her juice when they stopped. Unfortunately the abrupt stop caused some of the juice to spill over her mouth and down her open shirt. "Damnit!" she said. "That bra cost $70!"

Xander, in a move he'd wanted to do since dating Cordelia, said, "Let me get that..."

Cordelia gasped as Xander leaned over and licked the orange juice off of her chin, briefly moving up to give her a quick kiss on the lips as he un-did another two shirt buttons. He lapped the orange juice off of her neck, working his way down to her inviting cleavage.

Xander thought he could never get enough of the taste of Cordelia's skin. Warm, slightly salty, and now covered with a sheen of sweet/tart stickiness, which complimented her own flavor quite nicely. He decided right then that he was going to make some strawberry glaze and smear it all over her breasts one of these nights, and take his time gently lapping it off.

Cordelia was breathing heavily as she savored the feeling of Xander's tongue against the upper slope of her breasts. She let out a quiet moan of pleasure as he finished.

The thought of coating, then cleaning Cordy's breasts of some sweet, sticky glaze was enough to cause some swelling in his pants. Cordelia's moan of pleasure as he pulled away furthered the swelling until his pants were extremely uncomfortable.

Cordelia opened her eyes and looked into her lover's. "That was... I didn't expect... Wow. Get your ass out of this car and in the house right now!"

Xander gave a mock long-suffering sigh, "Yes dear, whatever you say, dear."

The two fairly ran to the door, Cordelia fumbling for her keys. As she tried twice to get them in the lock, Xander gently covered her shaking hands with his own. "Not that I mind for a heartbeat, but why are you so... eager this morning?"

They got the door open but didn't walk through. "Again, let me emphasize how very much I am not hating this right now, but why didn't you want to wait until after research?"

Cordelia looked up at Xander but didn't say anything.

Xander looked down and saw trepidation in his lover's eyes. He tried to reassure her, "I know we never really talked about... important stuff, especially emotions... I'd like to change that. I love you Cordelia. I... I want t- to... I want us to be able to talk about stuff."

Cordelia dropped her eyes to the floor. "It's... kinda embarrassing."

Xander just waited patiently, holding her hand in his.

"Watchingyouresearchmakesmehot." She mumbled.

Xander caught a few words, but wanted to be sure. He put his free hand under her chin and lifted her face until he could see her eyes. "I got 'watching' 'research' and 'hot'" he said.

Cordelia blushed but said it again more slowly, "Watching you research... it makes me hot when I look at you, leaning back, all stretched out, looking down at one of Giles musty old leather monstrosities."

Xander smiled, but didn't laugh. "Really?" he asked.

Cordy nodded her head slightly and added, "I don't know why. It just does. And, I couldn't... after last night... I don't think I could just sit there, watching you. I'd go crazy."

Xander could tell she was embarrassed by that, and that she had to really drop some shields to say that to him. Now would not be the time for a joke, especially if he wanted a shot at seeing her naked again any time soon. "Cordy, every time I see you I get excited. Seriously! From that first time we kissed... every time you enter a room... all I have to do is see you, and I can't concentrate on anything else."

Cordelia searched his eyes for any sign of exaggeration- when she saw his sincerity, she smiled and said, I love you Xander. I don't know how it happened, but I'm glad it did." She then proceeded to drag him into the house and to the nearest living room chair. She turned him so his back was to the seat, and then she draped herself against him and kissed him passionately. Just as he was returning the kiss, she broke off and smiled up at him while she unbuckled his pants. She grabbed the waist of his pants and boxers and dragged them down to mid thigh, freeing his now fully erect cock. She pushed him back causing him to fall into the chair, and kneeled before him.

"Oh God!" he squeaked when he realized what was about to happen.

"Sit back and enjoy, Xan," she said in a sultry voice before leaning into him and proceeding to lick up and down his length.

Cordelia hadn't done this before, but like Xander, she had done her homework. Cosmo routinely published tips and techniques for pleasing a man, and what pleased a man more than a hot, wet blowjob?

For a long time, Cordelia couldn't imagine why she would ever want to suck a guy's cock. "What's in it for me?" she'd always wondered. Girls in the locker room always acted like it was gross, and they only did it because it was expected, or sometimes even demanded. Well, right now, the sounds coming out of Xander's mouth and the feeling of control she had made her want to do this every chance she got. Plus the taste of his skin was wonderful, and the texture- like velvet over steel. She found herself enjoying this quite a bit as she vigorously sucked his head, rubbing her tongue around the ridge and pumping the shaft with her saliva-slicked hand.

Xander felt like he must be in heaven. Cordelia Chase was not only giving him head, she initiated it... eagerly. He'd never had a blowjob before, so he couldn't really comment on her technique relative to anyone else, but she was definitely doing something right.

She didn't think it had been that long since she started, but suddenly Xander started to shake, and she heard him cry out that he was almost there. She hadn't really planned on how this was going to end, but there was no way she would let him cum on her shirt, or on the chair, so she just kept plugging away when she heard his agonized groan and suddenly her mouth was full. Hot! A little bitter and salty, but for the most part not much flavor at all. God, there was a lot of it though, her mouth filled up and a little started dribbling over her lips. She convulsively swallowed, and then swallowed again. Finally, the flow seemed to stop, and she sucked hard, hollowing her cheeks to get any left over out.

Xander couldn't believe that Cordelia just swallowed his cum. God, it was one of his biggest orgasms ever, and she swallowed it all. He felt like his whole body was buzzing with the sweet release. He looked down at her as she released his cock with an audible pop. When her tongue swept out and gathered up that little bit on her lips, his whole body shuddered like it had been hit by an aftershock.

Cordelia smiled brightly and said, "That was fun! I think I'm gonna do that a lot."

Xander groaned in exhausted ecstasy. "Oh my God! I think I won the girlfriend lottery!"

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