Inner Turmoil
by wicked
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Willow was startled awake by the sound of a scream echoing through an otherwise quiet house. Instinct told her that it was Buffy and she was on her feet in seconds. Grabbing her robe she hit her toe on the foot of the bed and cursed silently under her breath. Yanking the door open the redhead saw Faith walking out of her own bedroom prepared to protect the Slayer. There was no doubt in Willows mind that the younger girl would sacrifice her own life for Buffy.
"Is it ok if I go in, Faith?" She looked unsure as to whether she could really trust Buffys care to the Wiccan. "I promise to call you if I need you." It was a quiet promise but it was enough to allow Willow her request. "She has bad dreams." Faith offered, "make sure she knows that you are there before you try to wake her up because if you touch Buffy, she will seriously freak and she has a mean right hook."
The redheads' words of appreciation were cut off by another scream of terror. Rushing in the bedroom Willows breath was cut short by the sight of a very naked Buffy withering in the bed. The Wiccan could tell that Buffy was caught in the throes of a very bad dream. Rushing towards Buffys side Willow sat down on the bed and groaned as the mattress shifting caused her thigh to rub up against the Slayers.
"Buffy....baby....shhhhhhhh." Willow tried to keep her voice soft and soothing. Reaching out a hand she tentatively brushed back a strand of blonde hair, forgetting Faith's warning. Next thing she knew she was flying across the room falling victim to a mean left hook.
"Wills..." The Slayer woke up groggily, trying to analyze what was a dream and what was a reality. The fact the red head was leaning against the wall, wiping a trail of blood off her lip, pretty much caused reality to crash in on her.
Not paying any attention to her state of undress, the Slayer jumped up and rushed to Willows side..."Oh, god I am so sorry Wills." She pressed gentle kisses all over the redhead, starting at her hairline all the way to her lips.
"Mmmmmm..mppp..owwwwwww." The Wiccan winced and Buffy drew back quickly. She berated herself for being so careless. "No! Not bad...good but...owwwww." She pouted a little and winced at what pain just that small action caused. "Remind me no to piss you off." Buffy helped her up and went and got a washrag to clean the wound that was still bleeding a bit.
"I would never do that to you on purpose, Wills. I had a bad dream." Now it was the Slayers turn to pout. Buffy who just noticed her state of undress climbed back under the covers but much to Willows dismay did not even seem the slightest bit of embarrassed.
"Can you stay with me tonight?" Not knowing if it was a wise decision there was a hesitation but it was beyond Willows power to deny her Slayer anything. "Yeah." Willow climbed under the covers trying to keep her hands to herself but failing miserably. Buffy kept moving her body so that there was some type of contact. "This is what is supposed to happen." The Wiccan kept thinking that but could not suppress her nervousness.
Buffy settled herself with Willows chest as her pillow meaning that her naked body was pressed against the redheads scantily clad body. "What was your dream about?
"Life, or lack there of." The Wiccan pulled away and looked in the eyes of her beloved, so different than Tara.
"What do you mean?" How could she be so nonchalant about life?
"I mean that I am going to die in three days." That cant be right, Willow tried processing all the scrolls in her mind.... OH GOD! She is right it I foretold.
"Don't be upset, Wills...I mean that is what I am, it's what I do."
Pushing away a little, needing some distance, the redhead tried to process this. Her heart shouldn't be breaking; they hadn't known each other that long. "You can't just accept it Buffy, we will fight it."
The Slayer pulled her love close again "You can't fight destiny, Wills. I don't really have any regrets except not making love to you and having a future together. Also, I always wanted to meet my real Mom. She doesn't live to far from here but she probably forgot all about me."
"Nobody could forget you, baby." Willow felt the tears escape, she couldn't die because the emptiness the redhead felt now would be nothing compared to an eternity without her. She needed to feel Buffy, all of her. "Can I make love to you, Buffy?"
"Oh god I thought you would never ask." The two girls kissed softly, Buffy being afraid of hurting Willow and also knowing she had never done anything like this before.
"It's ok, baby." Willow chanted something Buffy didn't understand and the wound faded from sight. "Wow! That is better than Slayer Healing!" The Wiccan giggled and pulled Buffy on top of her. The Slayers lips met with Willows and lightly pecked it several times and was shocked when she felt Willows tongue slip out and caress hers. "Eeeep!" Buffy squealed and Willow cracked up. "Baby, will you relax."
"But your tongue..."
"Just close your eyes and feel, Buffy...this isn't wrong, It is beautiful just like you."
If Willows idea was to become a reality they had to mate. Pressing her lips to Buffys once again she started letting her finger stroke the nape of the Slayers neck enjoying the growl that was being emitted.
The Slayer grasped Willows hip with one hand and her other hand reached up and gently cupped her small firm breast. "God, Baby." The redhead could not keep the groan in, as her nipple was being teased and taunted. Buffys tongue snaked out quickly and the kiss became one of intense passion...this was what should happen. Slayer and Witch, bonding, love. "Love, that can't be right? Just met..." thoughts were pushed down as feelings erupted. "Yes love." The voice whispered in both girls' ears as they kissed and caressed each other. Touches were light as the moonlight cascaded through the window caressing the image of two young lovers lost in a passionate embrace.
Light whimpers echoed throughout the room and breaths were becoming ragged. "Are you sure?" Willow asked prying to go she was sure. Buffys hand slipped up inside of her gown and gently eased inside of her panties. "YES...GOD YES!" She slid two fingers inside and the Redhead Wiccan clasped her lovers' hips tight. Waves of ecstasy crashed down upon them as touches became more frantic, tongues and teeth capturing and marring the others skin which would leave no doubt to anyone who their mate was. Harder and faster the ecstasy lifted them up to the stars, moments like these are for movies not real life yet here they were.
Buffy screamed out as she rode her lovers' fingers and after hours of intense, sweet lovemaking they collapsed together and fell into a deep sleep. Buffy awoke hours later to the sound of two girls giggling one was Faith and the other voice strangely enough sounded a lot like hers. Pouting a little that Willow had left her sleeping instead of waking her properly but her moment of doubt passed as she saw a rose on her pillow and a note saying "I love you now come outside DRESSED for a surprise."
After pulling on sweats and a t-shirt then pulling back her hair, the Slayer stepped out of her bedroom and stopped as she looked at a woman who bore a great deal of resemblance to herself.
"MOM." The sound was somewhere between a harsh whisper and a choked sob. Buffy lunged at the woman and collapsed in tears, grabbing onto her waist for dear life.
Willow could sense Faiths uncertainty and knew she feared now that Buffy had met her real family she would be left out in the cold. Grabbing her hand she pulled her towards Buffy who just grabbed them all in one huge family hug.
"Oh God, Wills...Was this from you?" She grinned and nodded not the least bit ashamed of what she had done.
"Thank you!" Buffy stood up and noticed the uncertainty in Faiths eyes. "Mom, this is my sister." They all hear a high pitched shriek from the corner and Buffy was sure some demon had invaded but come to find out it was Dawn who rushed and grabbed Faith in a rib breaking hug.
"This is so cool.... two sisters!" Buffy thanked god for this moment even though she wouldn't be able to have her family for long at least she would know them, right.
2 nights later
"I can't believe you did it, Wills!!!!" There was no mistaking the anger in the Slayers voice. "Well, your prophecy was fulfilled and you brought me back to life!"
Slamming the door the blonde glared at her lover and ignored all the glances they were receiving. "You did a glamour and faced the Master yourself! He killed you! What if I hadn't come to?????Hunh?????What then????"
"I admit it, Buffy. I was bad and now you will just have to punish me since you are alive to do it!"
"OH I am so spanking that naked ass!"
Faith bust out laughing as well as Dawn while Joyce and Giles sat on the couch in disbelief. It is just another night in Sunnydale.
THE END