FF newfeelings

["Gillian Shearer"]

Hi guys this is my contribution for the round robin new feelings story it's
from Xander POV
Enjoy luv Trixie

New feelings: Xanders POV
I’m in love.
Now I know what your saying, your saying “yeah right Xander, your in love
with someone new every other day” but I really am in love and the worst part
is it’s with two people. Well done Xander Harris in love with two girls.
Willow. Willow has been my best friend since god knows when and she has
feelings for me, well at least she used to. I love her I just don’t y’know
love her, still there’s a part of me that feels sick to my stomach at the
thought of her being with anyone else. Which brings me nicely to the other
love of my life Buffy Summers, when I met her my world changed, literally I
kill vamps now…no men in white coats really Buffy’s a Vampire slayer and a
totally incredible girl. So there they are the two loves of my life, and my
best friends. I made a move on Buffy a while ago, got shot down cold, hey
what else is new. And Willow, my chances with Willow are about 0 now, yeah I
know I shoulda woken up and smelled the roses ages ago but I didn’t. And now
Wills is over me and there’s nothing I can do about it. Angel…. I hate that
guy he’s buffys evil undead boyfriend Evil EVIL. Yeah I know what your
thinking, for some reason I always do, Angel is keeping me away from Buffy,
but that’s not why I hate him it’s because he’s keeping Buffy away from who
she really loves. Sees the truth is that even if Angel wasn’t around I
wouldn’t stand a chance with Buffy because Buffy doesn’t love me she loves
Willow and Willow loves Buffy. Now you may think I’d have issues with this
but I don’t. They’re my friends and if I can’t be more than that I plan to
cherish that friendship. Only problem is that they don’t seem to realise how
they feel. Buffy is with deadboy and Willow, no offence to my Will here, is
so repressed if she ever did realise she was in love with Buffy it would
give her a stroke…So here I sit in the bronze watching the two loves of my
life dance together without either of them admitting how they feel. While I
watch them, all I ever get to do is watch…

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