My Salvation
by Bwriter
Part fourteen
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Part fourteen — another small update — sorry I'm getting hardly any time to write — this story is going to be my main concern so FaE is gonna be put on hold for a while — not long though so don't fret - Bwriter
Rolling over, Buffy stared at the girl laying beside her on the bed. The last few months had been hell. Between having to go and see councillors and getting caught up on schoolwork, Buffy had hardly any time for just herself. She treasured the moments when it was quiet and nobody was asking her questions and wanting her to share her feelings.
Willow had been like a rock to her. She never pushed her to do anything that she felt uncomfortable with. She gave her constant support. There was just one problem.
Willow didn't seem like she ever wanted to make love to Buffy. Everytime she tried to touch her or take their kisses further, Willow backed off. She knew that Willow loved her and she knew that she loved Willow, but she couldn't help but think that maybe Willow didn't want her that way.
She was roused from her depressing thoughts as the redhead began to stir. Sleepy green eyes locked onto hazel.
"Morning. How long have you been awake?"
Buffy cuddled closer to Willow before answering her.
"Woke up not long ago. Couldn't get back to sleep, so I just lay here thinking."
Willow snuggled closer to Buffy in return and let her hand draw circles on Buffy's right arm.
"'bout what? We talking heavy thinking or silly thinking?"
"I was thinking about how I'm lucky to have a gorgeous girlfriend to wake up to when I spend the night."
Willow gave her a smile before leaning in to give her a kiss. As usual, Buffy felt her blood pressure rise when their lips made contact. Wanting more she lightly sucked on Willow's bottom lip before doing the same to her top. Hearing a moan come from the other girl, she felt emboldened. Rolling onto her back and pulling Willow with her so she was on top, Buffy let her hands roam over her girlfriends back, thinking that they would finally make love. Willow had other ideas. With one last kiss she sat up, stretched, and made her way to the bathroom for a shower not noticing the hurt look on Buffy's face.