Leaving Her
by Salix
Giving In
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A month has come and gone so quickly that no one really knew where the time went. Willow was living in a very nice, very spacious apartment, Buffy couldn't help when first seeing it that it was so much better then hers. It was nice and old fashioned looking, but the inside had that definite Willow touch. There was computer stuff all over the place, her book collection lined the walls and everything was very organized.
She didn't come to Stars Hollow very often. Emily goes to see her every weekend and on Wednesdays. Buffy's starting to feel a little left out, but she knows it's only because the teen is trying to make up for lost time. Buffy's noticed that she's a lot happier now. She's caught the girl on many occasions actually smiling and laughing. It was nice to see her like this again and Buffy was glad that Willow had moved so close. At least a part of her was glad. The other part was frustrated beyond comprehension.
It all started the day that they found Willow in the diner. This huge need that's been growing inside of Buffy ever since. Many times she's tried taking matters into her own hand, but nothing is working. She knows why, she figured it out after the first week. It's the closeness that she's craving, not just the release and the satisfaction. The need to hold Willow, to kiss her, to run her fingers through those red locks of hair, to feel her warm body pressed up against the other woman's. It's all of that and so much more.
They're starting to slowly become friends again. Every time they see each other it's getting less and less tense and awkward. Any tension that's between them is coming from Buffy, it's not anger or hostility but her fighting her body and trying her best not to jump the redhead every time she's near. She thought that maybe something was wrong with her, maybe she should go see a doctor, but she knew that it would be pointless. It was just her desire for the redhead that was doing all of these things to her body. As much as she was trying to fight them she couldn't keep it up for long. She knew that something would have to give and soon, because she seriously thought if she didn't fulfil this need she would spontaneously combust.
She walked out of the kitchen, drying her hands on the dishtowel and she walked towards the front door. Someone was knocking, and it was strange, she wasn't expecting company. She opened the door and her eyes lit up with surprised, darkened with desire and her body started to hum when she saw Willow standing there. Buffy gripped the door knob, hard enough to leave finger imprints, as she tried to control herself. She didn't want to risk saying something that would give her away so she stayed quiet and allowed the redhead to fill this awkward silence.
"Emily left her science book at my house, so I thought I'd bring it back," she said and held the book out for Buffy to take. 'Little brat, did it on purpose,' Buffy thought. Emily had quickly caught on to the situation, to her blonde mother's needs, and although the thought of her parents having sex was disgusting and she would probably need a lot of therapy in the future she decided that she was going to do everything in her power to get them alone and for as long as possible.
"Uh, thanks. Um, do you wanna come in?" she asked, her voice betraying her mind, her body as well, and she stepped aside to let the redhead in. Willow walked in, thanking her as she did so, and then she took a look around. She really did like what Buffy had done with the place, although she saw some of Emily's personality in the decorating as well. The one picture that Buffy had allowed the girl to hang up on the wall didn't go with the rest of the room, but that's what made it like their daughter, unique and different but in a very good way.
"I'll get us some drinks. Is Coke ok?" she asked and motioned for Willow to sit down on the couch. The redhead said that it would be fine and she took off her coat and hung it on the coat rack and then she sat on the couch and waited for Buffy to return. The blonde tried not to take too long. She had stuck her head in the freezer, trying to get her body to cool down, to calm down, but it just wasn't going to work. So, she closed the freezer door, a little frustrated, and she pulled two cans of Coke out of the fridge and made her way into the living room. She handed Willow one of the cans and then sat down next to the redhead, a little closer then she normally would have if her body wasn't calling out for the other woman.
"So, tell me Will, what else has been going in your life. Are you seeing anybody?" the blonde asked, desperate for any type of conversation. She thought that maybe if Willow was seeing someone then she would be able to hold back and not attack her like she wanted because she would feel too guilty in the morning, or later in the night, whatever. She watched Willow shake her head and then shrug her shoulders.
"Well, I did go out on a date a few months ago, but that was after Xander had convinced me. Nothing happened and I still haven't called her. But, nope I'm still single." Willow was about to open up the soda but before she could Buffy pounced. Since she was single there would be no guilty feelings. She pressed her lips against Willow's hard enough to leave bruises as the two fell over on the couch so that Buffy was lying on top of the surprised redhead. It took her a few seconds for the redhead to respond, but once she did she kissed back with just as much lust and need.
Buffy hands were on Willow's blouse in an instant, quickly but carefully unbuttoning it and then threw it somewhere across the room. She felt Willow pushing up on her and they both stood, only breaking the kiss because they needed oxygen or death would have made an appearance. As soon as their lungs got a little bit of air they were on each other again. Buffy wrapped her hands around Willow's back, kneading the soft flesh as she led Willow to the bedroom. She clumsily shut the door and picked Willow up from around the waist and carried her over to the bed.
When they parted again for air Buffy literally ripped off her shirt, not willing to bother with pulling it over her head. For a short nanosecond she remembered that it was one of Emily's shirts she had been wearing at the time but all thoughts flew out of her mind when she felt Willow's lips press against hers again. As she laid down on the bed, on top of Willow, she kicked her shoes off and reached down to pull off her shocks. Luckily Willow had only been wearing flip flops and they came off very quickly.
Buffy broke the kiss and went straight for the kill, so to speak. She placed hot, wet kisses on Willow's stomach as she unzipped the shirk and pulled it off, Willow arched her hips up to help her out a little. Then the blonde got rid of the underwear Willow had been wearing and spread the redhead's legs far apart. She was about to go down on her, to do something her body has been telling her to do ever since the redhead arrived in Stars Hollow, but then she felt the redhead close her legs.
"Wait," Willow said and grabbed onto one of Buffy's hands and pulled her up so that she was lying next to her. She looked into the desire filled eyes of the blonde, her green ones reflecting just as much if not more. She needed to hear something first before she allowed this to go any further. "No regrets?" That was the question, and it took Buffy all of three seconds to answer.
"No regrets," she repeated and then leaned down and placed a soft gentle kiss on the swollen lips that she never wanted to stop kissing. The kiss grew in passion and fever. Buffy pulled away and trailed hot kisses down Willow's body. She reached around and unclasped Willow's bra and it was thrown somewhere in the tiny room, they didn't pay attention to where it landed as Buffy started her assault on Willow's breasts. She didn't spend too much time sucking and nipping on the soft flesh and she soon found herself back in the position she been in only moments ago.
She separated the swollen, throbbing outer lips with her tongue, causing Willow to moan very loudly, her hips bucked up against Buffy's face. Buffy took the needy muscle into her mouth and sucked strongly on it, almost sending Willow over the edge right then. She pulled back and started to strongly lap up all of the juices that were flowing out of the other woman and then she plunged her tongue inside of her lover.
'Can we still be called that? It's not like we're officially back together,' Buffy thought but then ignored it as she felt the inner walls of Willow start to constrict around her almost painfully tight. She flicked her tongue over the spot that drives Willow insane and half a second later Willow thrashing around on the bed, screaming for all she was worth. For her part, Buffy proceeded to lap up every drop of warm liquid that gushed out of the redhead. Willow started to quiet down, but Buffy kept it up, not wanting to leave this comfortable spot.
"Mom we're out of cat— EEWWWW, OH MY GOD I'M GOING TO RORY'S I'LL BE BACK LATER " Emily yelled and slammed the door and ran out of the apartment as fast as she could. Buffy laughed and crawled up Willow's body and they shared a soft kiss. She pulled back and started to gently kiss the soft skin of Willow's neck. She heard the redhead laugh quietly and she pulled back, resting on her elbow and smiled and looked into Willow's eyes, and she could see the laughter in them.
"She's going to need so much therapy," Willow said and leaned forward and kissed Buffy softly and then pulled back, and started to suck on her bottom lip, tasting herself from her lover's lips. She saw Buffy smile and then nod her head. They started to kiss again, softly, slowly but with undertones of the passion they still have for each other. When they pulled back from the kiss Buffy saw the renewed desire and lust in Willow's eyes and she couldn't help but shiver. "My turn," she said in the sexy voice that Buffy has never been able to resist.
Willow flipped Buffy over onto her back, surprising the blonde by her boldness and she reached around and tore off Buffy's bra. It was also thrown somewhere across the room and then Willow took her time teasing the other woman. Ever since the two had gotten together back in high school the redhead has always been a tease, and it drives Buffy insane. The blonde bucked her hips up in a silent plea for the redhead to move to where she was most needed. And then Willow started to ask Buffy some questions, simple easy to answer questions, unless your so turned on that the slightest touch could send you flying into next week.
"You're very wet for me, aren't you?" she asked in that teasing seductive tone and smiled when all Buffy could do was nod her head.
"You need me?" she asked and Buffy just nodded her head, unable to form anything more then a vowel sound. "How bad do you need me? Tell me Buffy, how bad do you want me?" She leaned down and pressed her lips quickly against Buffy's, not long enough to qualify for a kiss, just enough to leave the blonde wanting more.
"B-b-bad. V-v-very bad. P-p-please Will, s-s-stop teasing," she stuttered out and tried to kiss Willow again but the redhead pulled away, and smiled a very evil smile. Buffy groaned, she needed Willow so bad, she felt like she was gonna die if she didn't feel the redhead inside of her in some way. Willow seemed to have gotten the message and she slowly, very tortuously slow, started to leave wet kisses down Buffy's body. She playfully dipped her tongue into Buffy's belly button, that's always driven her wild, and the blonde bucked wildly at the sensation. Willow chuckled, the vibrations of her doing so caused Buffy to buck again.
Willow finally gave up the teasing and she pulled off Buffy's sweat pants, taking the underwear along with them and dropped them next to the bed. Then she moved up next to the blonde, who was looking a little confused and Willow kissed her very passionately, the kiss leaving both of them panting and a little dazed. She started to slowly run her fingernails on the inside of Buffy's thigh, and the blonde hissed as if the touch was painful. Willow kissed her again and as she did she un-expectantly entered Buffy with two fingers and swallowed the moan.
Buffy pulled back from the kiss, her head thrashed against the pillow as Willow started a slow rhythm, and Buffy met her with every thrust. Soon the thrusting started to quicken, along with Buffy's breathing. She was so close, she just needed one little push and she would be screaming in ecstasy. Willow seemed to pick up on that, and started to rub slow circles against Buffy's clit with her thumb, and then pressed down hard.
That's all it took for the room to disappear and be replaced with every color imaginable. Everything just faded away, and she was nothing more then a feeling of pleasure. She couldn't hear herself screaming out Willow's name or feel the redhead wrap her arms around her. She didn't even know where she was at the moment but she didn't care because this feeling of completion was just too good to let any of the other things get in the way and ruin it for her.
When she woke up she felt her soft blanket on her skin, and she was lying half on top of a warm body. A very nude warm body. It took her a few seconds to realize that she was also nude and that whoever she was lying on was slowly rubbing her back. It took her about a minute to remember what had happened that afternoon. How Willow had come over to drop off Emily's book and then how Buffy pretty much attacked her on the living room couch. And then all of the good things that had followed after they moved into the bedroom.
She opened her eyes a little and noticed that it was still light out, so she's probably only been asleep for a couple of hours. 'How long has Willow been awake?' she asked herself and then she started to move around a little, trying to stretch and then she opened her eyes and looked up to see a smiling redhead looking back at her. She couldn't help but smile as well and she leaned up and placed a soft lingering kiss on the pouty lips of her Willow and then rested her head on her shoulder again. She could definitely get used to this again.
"Morning sleepy head," she heard Willow say and she became a little confused. She sat up quickly resting on her elbow and she looked down at Willow, her brow furrowed with uncertainty. "We slept all night, it's seven in the morning now. Hard to believe huh?" They both giggled and then Buffy relaxed. She wanted to hold onto this feel for as long as possible. The feeling of waking up in the arms of the person you love more then life itself.
She started to think back on the year that had passed. How could she be so stupid? After she left that's all it had taken for Willow to realize that she needed to shape up, and she did but Buffy just kept on rejecting her, and refused to accept any apologizes. She kept their daughter away from her for so long, how could she do something so cruel? She tried not to think about it, and she especially kept all thoughts regarding Tara out of her mind as she playfully nipped at the skin beneath her mouth.
"Will, I'm sorry," she said and she felt the other woman tense up. "No, I'm not sorry about that. I'm glad this happened, you have no idea how happy I am about this. What I meant was, I'm sorry for what I did. I moved so far away and you never got to see our daughter. I kept rejecting you, and didn't accept and of your apologizes. I stayed away, even after you changed so much to get us back. I'm sorry." She felt a single tear slip its way out of her eye. She felt herself being pulled upward and into a slow sensual kiss. When they both pulled back she stayed where she was, so that she could look into Willow's eyes.
"You just needed time. You don't have anything to apologize for. We're back together now, right? I mean, yesterday that was us getting back together as in we're going to give our marriage another try? You're going to take me back?" she asked and Buffy smiled and leaned down to kiss her. They stayed that way for as long as possible and then they pulled back, both reeling from all of the emotions being invoked inside of them. Then Buffy smiled again and placed a soft kiss on the tip of Willow's nose, causing her to giggle.
"Yes, we're back together," she said and looked down at Willow's hands, noticing for the first time that the redhead was still wearing her wedding rings. Buffy smiled and rolled off of the redhead. She opened up the drawer to the bedside table and pulled out the little white box before closing it. She rolled back over and handed Willow the box and then smiled before kissing her again. When she pulled back she still had the smile on her face and she held out her left hand and then looked down at the little box.
"Wanna do the honors?" she asked and Willow nodded her head. She smiled when she saw the rings inside and carefully took out the diamond engagement ring. She slowly slipped it onto Buffy's finger, as she did they shared a sweet kiss, and when they pulled back Willow held onto Buffy's hand, bringing it up to her mouth and she kissed the knuckle. Then she pulled out the wedding band, and read the inscription on the inside of it before placing it on the blonde's finger. They kissed again, a slow sensual dance of their tongues and lips and when they pulled back they rested their forehead's together and looked into each other's eyes.
"Forever," Buffy said and Willow smiled. She kissed her again, this time with a little more passion. She wanted to stay this way until the end of time. She relished in the feeling of Buffy's lips on hers, Buffy's tongue exploring the secrets of her mouth, and then doing this little swirling motion of the roof of her mouth that the blonde knows just drive her crazy. They pulled back after what seemed like hours, both of them panting heavily. They rested their foreheads together again, and Buffy took the little white box out of Willow's hand and reached back so she could drop it to the floor.
"Forever and ever," Willow said and the two started kissing again, all of the passion and desire they felt yesterday started rushing back. Willow flipped Buffy over and they continued to kiss, becoming more and more desperate in the process. Then Buffy felt Willow's magical fingers on the inside of her thigh and she jumped at the soft touch. She felt Willow gently scrape her nails against the inside of her thigh, causing her to pull back and moan from the touch.
Then Willow started to slowly, oh so slowly, trail her fingertips towards Buffy's center. Centimeter by centimeter the redhead gliding those nimble fingers closer to where Buffy needed her most. She felt the soft fingertips finally reach her needy sex and they slowly traced the outline of her outer lips, and she slowly spread them apart. She started to tease even more again, placing one finger against Buffy's entrance but she didn't enter her, and every time Buffy would buck her hips, begging for more contact the redhead would pull away. She placed two fingers over Buffy's entrance again, the blonde was panting and sweating with anticipation, quivering she needed Willow in her so badly. Willow finally caved and she quickly shoved her fingers inside the blonde, getting a low moan for her efforts, and then there was a knock on their bedroom door.
They both groaned in frustration but they didn't say anything, thinking that maybe Emily would just go away. That didn't happen, instead the door slowly opened, only a few inches and they both had to fight not to giggle when they remembered that the teen had walked in on them yesterday and was probably very scared of doing that again.
"Are you two naked?" she asked and they giggled out loud. Buffy pulled the covers up that had fallen down off of their torsos. She rolled over so that Willow was spooning her from behind and she snuggled closer to her. Willow placed a soft kiss on Buffy's neck and smiled at the little moan she was able to get out of the blonde.
"We're covered up," she answered but the door didn't open any further. They could practically hear her shifting her weight from foot to foot and could only image the damage she was doing to her cuticles. "Are you going to come in?" she asked in a teasing tone but the door didn't budge.
"That's ok. We need more cat-food and groceries wouldn't be of the bad. I'm going to hang out with Rory today while you two...get reacquainted," she said and the two couldn't help but smirk. They said their 'goodbyes' and 'I love you's' before she closed the door. The two relaxed into the warm embrace that they were sharing, extremely happy with the outcome of yesterday's events. Buffy looked down at the rings that were back on her finger, where they belonged. She couldn't help but smile as she thought about their wedding day.
They got to the beach a little earlier then they were supposed to. They beat everyone else by ten minutes. Because they couldn't legally get married they decided that a spiritual hand fasting would work just as well, the sentiment would still be behind it. They still got to exchanged vows, Buffy was blubbering the entire time, her bottom lip would not stop shaking. No one could really understand what she was saying because of the lump that was in her throat the entire time. Then she put Willow's ring on her finger and the two exchange a very happy smile, looking into each other's eyes the whole time. And then when Willow did the same, gently placing Buffy's ring on her finger the blonde couldn't help but let out a strangled sob.
The reception at the Bronze was great. They had a lovely time there, with all of their friends from the wedding party. Dawn could not shut up about how beautiful they both were and how beautiful the ceremony was and how she was so happy that they were finally married. There was only one little problem and it was the ex-vengeance demon who would not stop talking to them about how she used to torture men who divorced their wives or cheated on them and left them with nothing. Buffy thought she was going to kill her but Willow stopped her by kissing her deeply, leaving her wanting more. So they left the reception early and ran off to have their honeymoon.
Buffy rolled over in Willow's arms. She placed quick and short kisses on her lips, teasing her just a little bit. Willow groaned, feeling a little frustrated already. Buffy finally gave in, she's not so good at the teasing, and they shared a long loving kiss that they wanted to never end. But they had to because they were starting to get light headed from lack of oxygen and their lungs were burning. Buffy started to playfully nip at Willow's collarbone, getting a moan in response.
"Now that she's gone for the we can get back to what we started," Buffy said and laughed out in surprise when Willow flipped her over and started to ravish her with desperate kisses. Willow didn't wait long and didn't tease afraid that someone else would interrupt her and she quickly entered Buffy with two fingers and started a fast, hard rhythm. It didn't take long for Willow to bring Buffy to a very loud climax. The blonde was still shaky after a couple of minutes so Willow wrapped her arms around her, held her until she calmed down.
"I love you," Buffy whispered and she kissed Willow's neck before she fell asleep. Her body still isn't used to this kind of treatment, even if it is of the good. She fell asleep with thought of Willow and what their lives might be like now. Should they go back to Sunnydale or should they stay in Stars Hollow? Was Willow going to move in with them right away or did they want to take things a little slower? She decided that she would deal with all of that when she wakes up. Right now she just wants to sleep in the arms of her love.
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There, now you can put your stones away.